again ppl always gets the wrong idea..

seems that ppl always get the wrong idea when i try to explain myself and they end up getting pissed at me.....n me, now im pissed at myself...my chest hurts n my brains jammed....fuck i hate this feeling.....my chemical romance just played at the right timing...yeah...need those fast paced music now, to drive the pain out immediately....
it seems that hurt now is so easily diminished but scars remain and memories of it will remind me to be careful with my words next time, im tired, im sick....but i still care for so many peeps out there, thats why, that all explains some of my actions my sacrifices....i just hope they'd appreciate, thats all, i dun even need them to thank me, just appreciate....