see the colourful things in life, imagine ur beautiful future....but they'll only remain an illusion if you do not work for it......if you really want to touch that particular beautiful gorgeous rainbow of yours, work for it, idiot!
hehhehehe.......some frens commented on my blog....worried and stuff bout me...hey i spoke from my mind, heart n soul....wats happening is true indeed but do not worry, its me, i am vicious....i can handle it....:) thanks for the thought...its ppl like some of you that brighten up my life, the thought of you guys caring for me just touched me to the soul.....a couple of my frens should be given a medallion for their kindness..thanks, not only to u guys but to GOD who given me such wonderful friends...
enjoyment, is just temporary, survival is an everyday thingy, don't you think so? well, unless you're freaking rich....but ppl down here are jus surviving daily.......the 'khutbah'(sermon) just now said that the world now is so advanced with technology, developments but many are sick, physically n mentally....why? cos we spent so much time developing, racing against each other......and some even are worried 24-7 that they might get robbed, attacked(war), etc.....this is also related to advancements, developments in life........it is good having developed so much things but every good has a bad....nothings perfect......
strenght physical, almost all can attain....mental strength, very few can even get close to achieving more than 50%......if only i can achieve more strength mentally, it'd be nice...if a mind is like a computer, whereby u can program, u can reset, u can reformat, itd be perfect....
humans, forever asking more.....given an inch, you'd want a yard......
rainbows are visions but only illusions.......
april fools day rain....
rain, rain go away please...
was jus on monday when rain fell n abruptly stopped my journey that i had to wait at the taxi stand for it to subside.....today it rained again, allowing me only to leave home in the late evening....
i spent my small fortune on my bike...now im peniless....i didnt expect to be jobless, i took things for granted....if i hadnt splurge on myself....hadnt been shopping, hadnt done up my beloved caramella so extensively....i think id still have lots of cash in my bank....n that wouldve given me time to find another job before my funds run low...me, i was spending my pay monthly, that i had little that i saved....n now those that i had saved have to go to my bike, cos i dont have any pay coming in anymore.
the next job i get, i will start saving....a minimal amount of $100 each month.....
mom always says, rain is 'rezeki', so now, my life hasnt rained and the well is drying up, i hope soon the clouds will shift over me and give me some 'rezeki'...:)
i told this to a dear fren before she sleeps...." this stardusts are for you, so that they'll give you sweet dreams and angels will notice the glitters from the stardusts and look after you while you're asleep so that no nightmares can get near you..."
good night frens....:) love ya, u know who u are.....
survival is tough
as days past, as i remain jobless, as endless attempts of getting a job using my qualifications failed, as haagen daz fail to reply......as bills accumulate...as my money getting lesser n lesser.....the worries are piling up, laughters n teh o halia ice at nites are just masking away what I am facing......
i face my own woes everyday and ppl fail to understand that....it doesnt mean im jobless im not doing any shit....im attempting to get jobs...i type...i send out mails, emails...i sell my old stuffs that i never use to survive, using the net as a platform to make sales.....
its not that i do not want to help others....but im in a terrible state myself, so pls spare a tot.....being out of job was not what i wanted and i never expected to be 'terminated' off my service.....
lies and lies and lies....im sick of those lies ppl say to each other...why cant they be truthful to one another? does being frens means we could lie to each other?....im starting to whine again....sigh.....
don't you think we are fortunate?
my parents thought me never to compare my studies with someone who is worse of than me but in other matters in life, sometimes its better to compare with those worse off than u.
don't you think we are more fortunate compared to those not eating in sumatra, to those who lost their loved ones in the last tsunami and many-many more natural disasters. don't you think we are more fortunate than those who do not have enough to eat, those who have to survive on only a meal a day?
don't you think you are more fortunate compared to those who can't even get a simple job just because they have a history?
there are endless 'don't yous' if i could list all of them....what im trying to say is be thankful with what you have but of course don't stop there just cos of that, we have to continue striving for the better but of course be contented with what we have. the grass will always be greener on the other side.....
we would always want a nicer shoes, a bigger bike, a bigger house, a thicker wallet but when all those is what you are unable to attain no matter how you tried, always look at the less fortunate....and you'll feel that your fate is nothing compared to theirs.....
life is full of ups and downs.....if u got that very often, count yourself lucky....cos when u go down, you don't feel it that much but those who keeps going up for sometime, when they go down, they go down real hard, slammed to the ground.....
accept everything as a test from God, accept every hardship as a challenge to do better. when something bad happens always think of this and you'd feel better, think that there's always a blessing in disguise.........
enuff with life, me, i was sick....dead sick that i slept the whole of yesterday, now im sleepless, bought papers only to be disappointed with the amount of jobs available fer me....i hope i'd get a job soon...age is catching up, ill be 26 end of this year, i need to start a saving....life in sg, you cant do with no greens...until then, wish me luck guys...
abstract phrases....
sometimes ppl frown upon an unhappy incident.....but sometimes they fail to notice the reason it happens....and somtimes that particular incident indeed is good for u.
life, complete of mysteries and secrets....and when both of them unfolds, u learn what u never knew and the truth...its interelated.....a person is a mystery until he reveals his secrets or what he is hiding....see the relation?....
my advice, to all of you out there, do not frown upon what had happened...though it might be almost impossible not to do so if the incident is unpleasant. do not frown, cos for all you know, there is good behind it. in short, positive thinking.... and sometimes the fact is, that particular incident is indeed for your own good.
God is like a programmer, where we are the game player....we play the game but God knows the outcome of it all. Im not saying to resent everything to fate but more or less to accept and face harsh reality and learn from the mistakes and try not to repeat it again. Many believe in retribution....but id like to know if retribution involves paying for the crime that someone else's did?....but think again, properly, carefully, im sure u did something wrong before........
a fren in need is a fren indeed.....i listened and help provide with some answers to a fren in need, despite the fact that i am facing a much more complicated matter, i wasn't in a good mood, so pardon my harsh tone.
i miss that particular girl.....i hope to see her soon as she can provide some 'medication' to my 'illness'. someone you're fond of or in love with usually has that special touch, qualities alike of a medication for a sick person....and i certainly need that now, to provide ailment for my sore self.......i miss u....
