upset.....tak dapat ngok gilera race....terlambat skit dok....besok ar kalau sempat kalau dapat abiskan ulang kaji...
gua ngan nadzir, gi kedai auntie pas tu....wah lau.....ada helmet haverrock....ol skool classic giler...nie original punye beb bukan main press2 punye, nie memang condition dia dari factory tu maciam.....its the best 65bucks i spend this year....hell yeah!
ouh maaf yer kalau lagu memeningkan gua ngah mood short sikit...hahaha...
tadi dalam perbualan mak aku....lepak, pakcik aku tanya mak aku "midah kau takmo jodohkan didiq ngan yakyat?" hahaha
yakyat, or like i call her kak yakyat(org jawa can come up with weird nama manja yng ada dua syllable) is 31years old and unmarried, thats why my uncle joke on that.......jaga my uncle next time i see him....dia sendiri dah 40+ blom kahwin mandai2 nak kene2kan orang...ishk....hehhehe
haverrock....wah lau wei...
superficial
~beauty is superficial.
love is, undefined men's creation.
underneath, we are all the same.
skin, bones, flesh living with needs.
we cry, we secrete, we excrete, we bleed.
the brain controls us, emotion is secondary.
death is inevitable, living is mandatory.
hmm
paper was tough....do-able but aint easy.but keep the faith dude......
the sight of senior accelerated students gave me the feeling i needed.....if they can do it, dah tua bangka ada....takkan la aku yng muda, bujang nie tak bleh.....
keep the faith......
something fishy with one of my classmate, i dunno if its what i think....mebbe not, mebbe just me....hahaha....
latent function
the latent function of music, deliver messages, advice, story
~when ure up on the top, frens will lift u right up. when ure down on the ground, frens stop coming around.
when ure nothing, ppl start judging. when ure something, ppl coming.~
uggh
aku terlelap, tak bangun sahur...haiz nampaknye weekend nie la baru aku dpt posa....besok exam...nak posa payah plak.
learn cpr
one of the leading cause of deaths is indeed myocardial infarction of better known as the heart attack, no not tt game where u smack another persons hand.......
cpr can save heart attack 'victims'. help save lives, help reduce death learn cpr. for all u know, u could be saving someone along the street......love life, not war....heheheh anyways be certified to save live. be a hero...hehehe.
to learn more about heart attack visit hpb.gov.sg & visit the following http://www.myheart.org.sg/cpr/courses.htm for cpr courses.....cheers.....
i know i know
i know i have a 30GB ipod video but i feel like i want tt red nano....ok the excuse is tt its for a good cause, its for HIV, its for the global fund to fight AIDS in Africa.......well but i think id resist the temptation though the thought of having a sleek red nano in my pocket just excites me....heheheh freak!..... a glimpse of the nano in sleek aluminium delicious red!
haiz
its my break from my revisions as usual.....
had a chat just now with mom....hmm i forgot how the topic came up....ouh its abt how parents ask for dowry, or the affectionately known duit hantaran......how they ask a ridiculous amount for their daughters who are neither princesses atau putri gunung ledang.......well, its the trend, the culture right now for parents of daughters to put such a high 'price' for their daughter.......i hope those parents who went for the prayers on shawal morning listened to the sermon attentively.....do u know u sin if u make it difficult for ur child to get married and thus letting him getting into more sinful acts? haiz, why make the life of the gentleman difficutl? if he is sincere enough to marry ur daughter and willing to sacrifice and look after your daughter isnt that good nuff?? isnt sincererity much more priceless than tt coloured paper?........i came across both kinds of parents in my life but heheh im still not married somehow, i could have actually but too bad the girl dunno how to behave....hehehe... the parents was like, nikah only, the rest is really unnecessary unless you have extra dough......simple as that.....
another worrying issue that the imam touch during the sermon was the fact tt many young muslims are converting to other religions....its bcos of their weak knowledge of the religion....its shocking but true......the 'other' religion send their ppl to spread their religion and take advantage of these youngsters and pull them in, or rather i should say reel them in.....masyaAllah. it is happening and u can get figures i guess if u approach the relevant bodies......freaking shocking....
this year raya as usual i expect to jln raya with my close pals from bbss....but this year due to many having their own cars dan kemaruk tak kene tempat, we did not rent a bus like usual......everyone wants to drive their own car.....and i hate tt idea like the rest of us yng tak berlesen......bebal ar dorang.......tak paham langsung aku.....i guess this year i pass, mebbe i follow sunday onli.
i only realise just now tt i have 2 jemputans on 2nd week november....alamak clash.......one is syed from tag scooters and the other is omel, my ex gf of 2 weeks.....both, im very close to......haiz......if only i could split myself into two....hehehehe....
yest, the visiting we as usual but haiz, never get to chit chat with my nenek.....sooo many ppl la....but im happy bcos my aunts and uncles actually is supportive of me getting into nursing.........nurse gila....oops nurse orang gila....hehehe...
my aunt whose a nurse manager at sgh also encourage me to take advance dip and a degree after completion of my 2 year course......seems like i have to hassle my good frens again....ehhehehehehe......i can foresee a future of free education.... wee hooo.....
speaking of education, as my younger siblings, salam me in the morning of shawal, as usual, the brother gives advice like the mom to me......i told them the same thing...."respect ur parents, jng kurang ajar, study hard.....if i can do it so can u but i want to see u all do better than me, if i have a diploma, i want u all to go for a degree, make me n mom n dad proud...." i hope they do.....like i said before, i want to change the state of being in the middle working class....although its tough its doable, if im unable to do so due to time, due to me realising late, they still have alot of time ahead of them.....
the sight of the successful yest also drive me further to pursue.....both the existing world and thereafter......the sight of my uncle driving a mercedes kompressor, i cant deny im a little materialistic.....for me a spanking harley and a mini cooper would be sufficient...hehehe....me and my dreams.....
ok i think i better continue my revisions......to all muslims, selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin......forgive all my sins, intentional or unintentionaly......i already forgave everyone elses........
tumoro insyahallah i want to fast.......puasa shawal bnyk berkatnye....bagaikan puasa 100hari di ramadhan.....
small world indeed
it turns out tt nura.j from krayon or the more famous fake slimming advert is a distant auntie....hahahah, she is my father's auntie's daughter, that makes her my father's cousin and so, my distant auntie.....
my aunt was farnie tonight.....i was at their place to visit my yai(grandpa), dementia strucks the old and as usual he couldnt recognise me.....anyways, my cuzzen.....she's gorgeous, oh she's also a nurse.....heheh okok back to the weird auntie.....when we were about to leave, my aunt gave me a small packet (of course with money inside). i refused to accept and said that i am already gainfully employed so its really unnecessary but she insisted and said "ala diq, ok la blom kahwin masih boleh kasi....." hahah weird. then in the lift my mom said jokingly, "jng2 baru dapat duit cpf tak...." ...hahahahah
i drop by my aunt fatimah's place since its just 8 floors away, it was there too that i learnt tt my step-sister in jakarta, the eldest one, who's also a nurse (which i only found out) is getting married early next year and my aunt ask me to tag....heheh see la if cun2 kena during school hols ok la.....
tumoro 2 more houses, and thats it, gotta hit the books....
hari raya
hari raya? heheh ala, takda apa2 pon....cuma nak jengok my grandparents, rindu mika kat mereka.....padahal satu singapore, tapi slalu sibuk sangat.....atau sengaja buat2 sibuk.....tapi takpa, inila waktunye dapat jumper mereka dan excuse untuk tak blaja....hahahahah
slamat hari raya semua, maaf zahir dan batin.....halalkan la dosa2 ku......hahahahah
the id
here's wat the id would like to say.....i love my life, i love my school, i love my frens, i love my hobby, i love my family and i love my tummy......
hmm
hmmm sometimes i wonder, ada di antara kawan2 aku takut nak bobal ngan aku ker? asal? aku gila eh? hmmmm...
caramella my love
im glad i still have caramella with me....she helped me in times of need......
boba's battery ran out of fluid....so it wouldnt recharge and so, it wouldnt start....damn....i knew i gotta get battery water and the only way is to ride caramella to the petrol station and purchase a bottle......i tot i got my problem solved.....so i happily fix the battery after filling it up....but i didnt realise tt it already ran out of charge........and therefore it did not start....then i remembered caramella has a spare battery for IU unit.....wala....i use it to start boba....and after removing the box, which i first intended to do and the number plate and a little bit of wipes here and there, i took boba for a ride to charge its batteries... wala! boba is running good again, thnks to caramella.......im sure boba now is appreciative of caramella.....hahaha im nuts.....
sigh after im done with all tt, pack up as i reached home, it was already pass midnight....looks like its too late to go to habib.. well, some other day then.....:)
