god loves me

god loves me...everytime i plunge down to the ground, theres solutions that brought me up on my feet again....

its either bedok or teck whye...i would prefer teck whye cos its within my 'comfort zone' im near my frens at bukit batok, near mom and near my sayang annie... i hope iskandar's mom gives the green light and if so, ill be moving in soon...i pray that god will repay iskandar's good deed...

for sale

im selling away my vespa.....i just need to fund myself till july...pls help. call me for info. thnks.

sick of this life im living

sometimes i just wished i got that job i wanted years ago....by now id be living on my own already happily....cos probably id can afford it....

im my own fault for the life im living now....i dont blame anyone else....

if i were to progressed sooner....have a stable pay, i wouldnt be stuck in this hell-hole.

aiyah, everyones avoiding....when ure in a lurch...its always like this...

im tearing now....but im holding it back...cos im telling myself...im strong....i can. i will fuck him...

why..

i wonder why...

anyways, haiqal got his photos exhibited at lomography exhibition today and tommorow.. wanna go down take a look....but none of my frens are lomo fans....who uses 35mm film camera nowadays? very rare...now is the digital era where film cameras are frowned upon for its inconvenience and bcos dg have the ability to view what uve taken but film cameras are like mysteries, if ure in luck, ur fotos turns out beautiful.....if not they will be just under or over exposed.....well isnt that more like life? u never know what u gonna get...

life....have been pretty colourful for me....i had many jobs...in many fields...i tried different stuffs, although im one of the few who progressed late but ive had a colourful life....i experienced alot of things along the way...i learnt a lesson of life never taught in school or by parents....

but for now.....what id love to do, is just settle down....and pursue my 'hobby' and hopefully it goes a long way...and hopefully when i retire (comfortably), i got something to show my kids...this was what daddy do.....and i can teach my kids too, lessons in life...so they dont have to go thru what ive been thru which wasnt pleasant at times.

...

i cant help falling in love with u...

i dunno

i dunno...well i dunno...
will i? will i not? i dunno....
this big fat boy is fearful....seriously.

i just wanna be someone

went down to kallang to get the frames i ordered last friday....phew....cost me $45 thats inclusive of gst......and i tot id get a squeeze...my estimation was maybe less than 10bucks...but it cost me another $16++. the salesperson asked me....business ar? i say, hobby....she asked profit? i repeated, hobby...then she noticed my uniform, "u work in a hospital??". i nodded, "yup.." "your interest is in here but u work in a hospital?" i replied, "i cant survive on this, nurse stable...." then she smiled and said good, yadayada.....well at least she encouraged.....was frenly nuff to introduce me to certain products....which i only now know....the emulsion remover...wooohoo thatll save me some bucks...

retard

retard...

i guess the guys im hearing alot about are retards. would u keep pestering on someone who's already attached and try as though hopefully they'd break up so u can have that someone? pure retard.....pure retard....wheres ur god damn balls?

fuck them ar, ball-less....i know how shahreil feels now......damn retard those guys, its either their stupid or they are retards.....i despise guys like them, met them so many times in my life....pure retards....

malas

so malas....clinical placements like this one is such a drag....i think ill enjoy ot and mental health more....sigh....

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ive never had...

ive never had a gf who fetched me from work....
ive never had a gf who make me jellies brought it all the way from bukit panjang to tan tock seng for me to eat...
ive never had a gf like annie before....
love u dear....

2 more candy bars



this is unfinished but i sent it to Z anyways....hope its still of use.

...

dear, i love u, wat more can i say;
i miss you, every night and everyday.
from the time i wake up,
till my eyes close for the day.

even when im down,
i'm all smiles around you.
even when i frown,
i was never pushed away from you.

u light up the darkness,
u light up my life.
with you around,
i enjoy living my life.

i'd pray this last forever.
separate, hopefully never.
i've never felt this before,
the first love i felt with no flaw.

fatty bom-bom

when i looked into the fotos i developed....ouh my gosh, i am a fatty bom-bom...when can i get my figure back when i was a team-leader or during ns? where i can wear size 30 instead of the now 34-36....uggghh...my mom told me...better slim down!...hahaha yeah i will..if i can do it once, i can again....

silly-happy

she held out her little finger and asked me to make a promise. i think she is the only one sincere enough to ask me to do that. im so happy.

only one thing lurks....blessings.

adzwan whipped up cool cream pasta....thnks adzwan and the rest brought food bought, ranging from chickwings, doughnuts, etc. i brought diy jelly, failed at first try cos i put too much fruits. adzwan's dad was a cool one....and gosh...somehow or another we are related....small world isnt it...

im so lazy....this time round clinical placement is such a drag....probably its cos its fasting month? nah dont think so...rather i guess cos most of the patients is bed-bound and has dementia.....its a tough call nursing elderlies...believe me. i cant wait for my placement at IMH cos i know ill enjoy that...

this is what goes daily in my mind.....finish this & next semester clean, get that class 3, buy a car(im taking ur advise adzwan's dad), save up for marriage.

gotta go...wanna collect the developed fotos...

a B

i forgot to mention.....Zhiyuan sms me when i was half asleep in the morning....an unbelievable news....i expected to get a C only for my bio prac....BUT I GOT A 'B'! WOOTS.....unbelievable but i guess i got lucky...

fun

we had lotsa fun just now.....initially it was tiring and frustating cos we never found what we were looking for a yellowish/orangish baju for annie to match mine...but turns out the guys going visiting 3rd week which happens to be annie's cuzzen's wedding, therefore she cant tag along...mebbe on the sunday she could....

after the unsuccessful find.....we head to brickworks to meet leo and guys to break fast. the food was fine except the table, a little cramped....its nice eating together be it family or frens....although the food is mediocre but the feeling of eating together beats any nice food.....after downing rice, seafood and all....we came to the funnest thing of the day.....the luge....was our first time...and i had lotsa fun, i bet annie did too and the rest of the guys...i got stuck in the first run, the 2nd run i went fast and was too engrossed that i didnt realise annie got stuck and left behind, panick a little but lucky nuff dizzy was there...thnks dizzy....the 3rd run, i never let her go out of my sight...it was fun...and i didnt expected it to be able to go fast. i think i wanna bring fathih and ayun down one of these days....i too wanna go again...hehehe...

i bet annie had fun today....we ended the day at habib...drinks and annie was hungry, so we had chickchoprice.....she fed me...hehehe felt so pampered....anyways finally i finished my roll of 36....yeayness tumoro can develop!!!...im loving annie daily...

i havent been the jamie-oliver wannabe for a long time...tumoro adzwan having a breaking-fast cum potluck kinda thingy....now im thinking...wat should i whip up...fried marcaroni? fried rice?...hmm if i had an oven, i can bake a pizza or 2...
hmm maybe ill make dessert...woots....yeah desserts!, ill borrow mommy's cookbook tumoro....

im a happy boy today.....i love annie, i love my frens....u guys made my day today. and leo thanks for the luge rides....was one hell of an experience...