Surreal

I couldn't believe it I am finally settling down.

I couldn't believe in I am finally listening to someone with none or the littlest doubt, that is my lovely wife to be, Nurain.

By nature, I am very very stubborn, I usually would want it my way but this time round I guess I've changed a little.

I guess marriage is much more than just love...it's a life long 'contract' and commitment. It's taking a vow to stand by the one you love for the rest of your life. I envy some couples I witness, even through thick and thin, even though the other half is a little dysfunctional he still stood by her. Respect to that, I guess the undying hope he puts on his other half.

2 more days, frankly, not boasting but very few things gives me fear and gosh this is one of them...It's nothing compared to getting stitches, going to the OT many times, breaking your finger, crashing and loosing consciousness, being left alone with the supernatural, an attacking psychiatric patient....LoL ok I can go on and on...you get the picture...the fear is however subtle, it doesn't get you but it lingers...it's like a thin-line between fear and worry, I'd rather a fear that stares you straight in the eye than one that lingers around and plays hide and seek with you....

Anyways, wish me luck guys and thanks a million to pals and family for the support. Love y'all. Only God knows how appreciative I am of you guys. Hey beneath the blatant guy I am, I do have emotions you know and to some of ya, you guys don't know me yet.

Taaaa......

feel honored

i feel honored come saturday.....

my late grandpa's brother coming down from malacca.

my cousins from JB coming down...

my step-sister from Jakarta coming down...

and of course Ibu' Yanti and Dad from Solo-Indonesia...

for my wedding day....All Hail the KING! LoL!

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