when fun adds on to stress

my brain was literally jammed today....after absorbing so much for the past week and a half or so....

today, i just needed the well deserve break...actually from the 3 days of extensive revising.....i tot i wanted to watch a movie with my darling at clementi but then there were no good shows. so i decided to play soccer to destress as it was wednesday, soccer day.....i don my fake germany jersey n shorts.....met the guys....first of all the lights not working just spoils the mood....and then wen i finally get to play....that was wen i totally loose my mood.....from expected fun....it became stressfull when i recieved 'serious' INSTRUCTIONS from a pro footballer......i mean i came for fun, to kick ard, i know im not good at it, i dun mind ppl showing me how to do it right but wat i experience jus make me feel stressed up and the fun instantly vanished into thin air( firstly i dun get a whiff of the ball, 2ndly im just like a dummy at the goal post, 3rdly i screwed up wen i tried to get hold of the ball n not the pro)....instantly soccer become the most boring past time.....so i decided just to go back and study instead....or probably just chat with my b online if i just cant get myself to study.........

probably soccer wasnt such a good activity to destress.....probably it will be if it was played with fun rather than such seriousness......anyway hope he represent singapore one day.....hahahaha.....

this is very inspiring


read the article....its very inspiring and encouraging for me.....look, i might even have my own clinic, if i work hard enough and my capabilities get realised...but to make all that possible is to first dream and secondly work real hard....im sure she worked real hard to get where she is now......

3 months

3 months ago, this day is the day wen we first held hands, wen we really find it hard to part, wen we actually felt love.....i love my sayang alot and i hope things will go smoothly for us and may we last forever....i wanna spend my future with u, i want to grow old with u, smiling looking back at times.....i love her so much and i guess shes the best thing that has ever happened to me by far....i cant wait to graduate, i cant wait to be officially working, so tt i can spend most of my life with u....
i love ya, thnks for being with me....