cant anyone have crushes? dont u ever know tt crushes are only crushes?......its different from love....anyways, havent i made myself clear before?.....i think some people just dont understand.....anyways no comment and am too tired to comment. i tot she had gotten over me.....we are different, we are not meant for each other, please understand, theres so much differences and each one discovered as days goes by.......and you behaving like that are just showing your own negative image...me showing my true colours??? im no flirt and im no womanizer, if u think i am, so be it....but my frens and ppl around me know better...i know better, tts whats most important....and im not lying to myself.......
back to my life, shahreil wasnt there at habib, was going to pester him to buy the tix tumoro, so at least we'd secure the seats, furthermore after i discovered i can use my status as a student to purchase the tix at a cheaper rate...yipeee....and hida gave me a lobang to become a volunteer at good vibrations festival so i can get to work my way to a concert....heeee.....yipeee, thnks hida......love my frens.....
is-'rambut's daughter have lung infection.....poor her....and somehow i think is-rambut does care about for his daughter, i judged him simply because someone said negative things about him....he did something wrong and i cant deny to that fact but i still think personally think he do care.....he was worrying if he can use his medisave or he have enough...and he did express how he felt when he sees his daughter in the hospital bed....i guess if he dont care at all, he wouldnt have bothered.. ppl can change u know....
i think i wanna change my blog address sooner or later......its started to irritate me when ppl think negatively of me....if i did something evil, if something's evil on my mind, i will put it as it is........i did and i guess u guys have read my entries before...
anyways good night....and thanks my frens just now for a wonderful chat about the hey days when we were once teens....:) love ya guys lots.....
OH MY GAWD....
fenats
1. cari facts for projek la apa lagi...brapa buku ntah aku cari...
2. biasak ar gi gym nak kasi kuat kaki aku yng lembik tu.....
3. vespa si nadiah takleh start lagik.....haiz...
pasal tu semue la aku fenats nari....nasib budak tu memang baik.....aku blom balik, masih tercegat kat library.....
tengah baca, cari2 skali hp pon vibrate....ler si nadiah nie...mesti vespa rosak lagik.....aku pon angkat...."sid, ure still in skool?" ..dah sah dah.....moto dia takleh start......."ok,ok gimme ten minutes..." aku pon turun la...tertendang-tendang, buka sana, screw sana...screw sini....takbleh gak start......member dia offer nak antar belikan spark plug....aku pon blah gi gym, ujan pon lebat......ujan dah brenti, try lagik...tapi tak bleh gak...berpeluh-peluh aku.....teringat plak masa dulu aku bawak vespa bila vespa makwe aku rosak.....terkedek-kedek aku naik 8inchi sampai eunos...sampai sana betulkan terus bleh start....tapi aku agak aku dah lost touch ngan vespa ar....tak serasi lagi tangan aku buat vespa......in the end dah try push start semua, kiter give up....dia dah call tow truck dia pon tanya..."sid can help? send me to the nearest mrt..." aku pon bilang ok cuma kene pump minyak.....dah alang kepalang aku antar dia balik terus......fuyoh jauh kat NTI.....tapi takpala ikhlas.....nie jam aku tolong orang, mungkin time aku susah ada orang tolong.....so far banyak orang dah tolong aku, especially kawan2 aku.......i know how it feels when ure really in need....so if u could help, why not kan?....
dah la, aku nak continue buat keje.....bye...
KAY ELL?
thnks shahreil for the movie treat.....ouh and tt teh-o....hehehe....
and our kl, yes, we plan to head down there come april, just a short weekend trip....yeay....
and good news, shahreil's keen on goodvibration festival...wooohoo....
and yes, spending a few hours with frens, certainly bring the stress level down.....
and yes, i think i have a crush but only a crush.....
and yes i need to hustle......c ya ard......
ugggh
ok shouldnt have napped at 8pm.....initially i tot i want to nap for an hour then wake up to revise....but i only woke up at 0045!
now i cant sleep! sheesh!....
anyways, nadiah's bike broke down at school....and as usual, everyone thinks im their saviour, sometimes i get lucky, sometimes not...hehehehe....so don't always think tt i can fix ur bike kay? heheheh.....tt was the case jus now.....it was simple, no spark, so check all connections.....eh? all connections ok leh....so i gave up cos it was in between my lesson time...sori nadia, my magical hands didnt work...hehehe....then she smsed me jus now, the mechanic removed and reinstalled the connections and it could start....ugggh.....y never came across my mind.....anyways i tried....hehehe....
this morning.....my classmate smsed me 'gd morning' and i didnt recognise her new number and she had the same name as somebody, so when i asked her name, i tot it was tt somebody.....shocked and still in disbelief and wondering if her sister gave her my number or its her sister tt decide to play a joke on me i smsed back to enquire.....then came the reply "pantat its ur classmate la, just smsed everyone with my new number!" kanina buat suspense jer.....
anyways, up till now nobody seemed interested to go to goodvibrations....damn! im left with yahnee if she going or not...if she going, i go.....its beastie boys la dey....theyve been ard for a long time and the first time i listened to them was about 12years ago back in sec school......gotta see la dey....
hmmm...i think ill force my self to sleep.....i think ill take that anti-histamine, chlopherinamine aka phenetron aka piriton aka the tiny yellow tablet tt makes ur allergies go away.......itll kill 2 birds with one yellow pills, stop my irritating runny nose and cause drowsiness so hopefully id go to sleep......thnks to dr.shahreil for them...heheheh nytes....
optimists...
ok bukan nak eksyen scanner eh.....cuma nak share article nie dan malas nak type panjang2 pasal hari dah malam, keje blom abis2, stress pon dah masok kat inter cranial spaces........jadi enjoy la nie article eh.....aku? aku rasa aku nie optimist pasal aku sentiasa ada impian, angan2.....:)
gooooooood vibration
i think im going to good vibrations festival in sg......i asked nadzir, hes not interested....mimi's going but with his pals...hmm malu.....i hope yah nee would go, cos its the CNY la...she still considering......still looking for anyone else tt would go. visit good vibrations festival '06 anyone else going, gimme a ring yeah?
is it just me dreaming
ouhk in the morning something happend....but probably its just my imagination but somehow i can tell that look....
anyways, i still think im not a good leader but id love to be.....yah nee is still like the leader....it bruise my ego a little cos im suppose to take over her....hmm but it doesnt matter much to me....
anyway here's what i read today.....
"A question that has been burning a hole in your mind will ignite a mental fire today -- it's time to get an answer. So how should you go about getting your query addressed? Skip the sweet talk and don't beat around the bush -- go right to the source and ask what you want to know, point blank. This person will be momentarily shocked by your boldness, but will be secretly thrilled that you care. It's flattering to be the source of gossip."
anyways i hate my presentation today cos i really did not prepare 100% but her the good thing is, its not graded so.... ok la...
hmm today thousands of ppl are going to see muse perform live......i wouldve been there but i rather give my needs priority than tt....i could easily purchase the tix and delay the bills and stuffs....but id rather pay the bills and ease my mind off worries. well muse, too bad but hey, tokyo ska paradise orchestra is a definite must!......its been a long time since i went to concert, i think the last one was with shahreil, the rock concert, tt one powerr dok...hehehehe....we'll ill be skankin mad in march....
i went to town just now after school....to collect the 30bucks rebate....walk ard a little in hunt for sandals, well, after looking i think ill settle for a pair of crocs.....its easy on us motorcycle dudes.....esp in wet season.....and scorching hot sun.... its easy on ur feet....i think im getting the professional or offroad model and tt skulls badges to go with....
ok guys gotta go, gotta get hard working....heee...
should be asleep
kay im not asleep and i should be but i cant cos i was sleeping like a log from 4pm-7pm......it mustve been the effect of medication.
anyways....the in course project we are having on developmental psychology is a killer....screw the one who pick the number... suay...but nevermind, ill take it as a challenge...anyways, my life has always been full of challenges....from the day i born till today......but hey at least it keeps me going....
tumoro, is the first group meeting and being the leader holds a great responsibility......first of all i have to know what i am doing and tumoro i must say something or suggest something about the new project....sigh......
hmm...its funny tt im feeling this way.....NO not love.....well kinda love.....hehehe suspend kan? takla its my love for riding...i do love riding, afterall its enjoyable and convenient and cheap but somehow i dont mind if it rains tumoro....so i can take the train, i think im going thru the phase tt my old fren winston has gone thru, its just tt point of time when u need a change once in awhile afterall public transport isnt tt bad after all (minus the slow buses and the escalating fares) and whats more, i can fully utilise my ipod....bleh nengok videos.......bleh baca notes......bleh blajar mengaji...heheheh....cool....
im dreaming again....capricons are born dreamers i guess.......but its what tt keeps me going.....tts the drive, tts the initial stress tt we need....to keep going and to strive.....i have dreams....yes i have, im not stagnant...im moving mind u....
end of jan, jai getting married, end of year shahreil, congrats guys.......marriage is good, u get to share ur stress n problems with someone...tts what men need......hehehehe....cheers~
lazy sat...
ok i woke up early, so wat?.....wats the point when i feel so lazy...heeee
woke up early.....head to the polyclinic to get my 3rd dose of hepB, there i decided to have a flu jab as well, so i can be rid of flu for the whole year.....then i decide to top up my supply of gluscosamine sulphate.....lucky me its on offer, 40bucks for 2 bottles...a savings of about 10bucks.....after the 2 jabs, head down to the bike shop to pay my mthly instalments.....then pump petrol using my points....hehe ended up paying only 3bucks....after tt head home....
home...play ard with the softwares, converting videos from youtube etc.....got some cool videos but only managed to convert some successfully and one of them is laila by amy search....POWER beb....at noon...my bro came knocking, 'bang! postman..." hehe my cd+dvd has arrived....okla although malaysian edition but all the same mah.....worth la for 12bucks u get an album plus few videos...
i try to do something useful after i wasted my time downloading videos and freewares...i managed to compile a drug list and my ipod came in handy again...ive learnt how to stuff my notes in it...and guess wat i can read my drug list/notes anywhere..... coolness.....i knew i never wasted my money when i bought the ipod....and i know, i just know the iphone will be another gadget worth splurging on....heeeee....
okla guys, gotta sleep....the jabs taking effect on poor me......love u ppl out there...if u got telepathy or psychic powers u know who you are...:P
