im the sort that can ignore phone calls when im dead tired and sleepy and that ringtones just appears as part of my dream only to wake up and see miss calls...but i know something is wrong when i can wake up answer it and even in my half-concious groggy state, i can answer the call and even make conversations and i meant two way...
i dont know wat is wrong la and i guess that spell is on me now...ouh wells....
girls are rather upredictable, they'd call you when u least expected and they won't when you want them to....but the essence of surprise and joy when they call is just the oomph of it....anyways i guess im stuck and i got myself into it...so ouh wells....
u know it when...
first ND
night duty.....SUCKS! KENA SABO....PPL DECIDED TO TAKE MC....WAH LAN DOI.......
anyways, i coped....pretty fucked up, barely half and hour break....rushing the hourly parameters and all....it sure suck to do a junior role....
anyways, i hope i didnt do something stupid yest.....anyway, my phones been quiet....i hope everythings alright....if not ouh wells.....
now the most important thing for me to do is get some booze....oops i meant snooze...
anyways an old tune for all to enjoy....cover of plush(stone temple pilots) peformed live by Pear Jam.
slacker...
slacking, slacking, slacking and today is my first night duty.....whaoh...i dunno wat to expect but i hope itll be easy on me....
was talking to april, a couple of her frens die young.....sad, diseases and fate some of things we cant avoid...i was telling shahreil the other day, amongst the boys i guess i'll go first....i dont mean now, i mean in the future....haha....anyways one of april's fren of fren died of bone tumor which i presume is bone cancer which metastasis to other parts or the vital organs which is the actual cause of the death. sad huh? but hey we cant avoid fate....resistance, denial is futile....
been listening to old skool tunes of imeem but too bad half of them is like restricted to only 30second preview.....weezer, stp, smashing pumpkins, stone roses, pear jam, kula shaker and many more sure brought back memories back when i was only 15 odd....
now im like 28 going on 29 and i still enjoy the tunes.....sigh i guess some parts of me never change....well in fact many.....
i guess i can be too dreamy at times.....i saw this nick on msn of a fren of mine, 'you might say im dreaming' something like that....i remembered saying that in my blog and to somebody long time ago.....ouh wells, thats pretty much history, soon....ill be living my dreams, with the pay im bringing home in a couple of months, probably i just could make some things i would like to achieve, possible.....
i dunno...i guess im such an ass at times....sigh.....sid, sid, some things does never change in you.....
ok gotta go dok....getting ready for work while blasting weezer of my speakers.....
my childhood
as a child, i was very imaginative....and my ambitions was never near normal or sanity compared to the norms....i either wanted to be a superhero, a racecar driver and many many more...one of them was to be a wrestler.....
wrestling back then was very popular with the kids, the wwf....kids around my age would remember names like hulk-hogan, legion of doom, andre the giant and many more....i even had the figurines of my favourite stars bought with my own pocket money, mommy have always made me use my own pocket money which of course she gave me in the first place, her ways of bringing me up taught me to be more independent...anyways, the other thing i love to do was drawing..my drawing sucks, its nowhere near reality...i mean i suck at art but i sure like drawing cartoons.....even in secondary school, i teamed up with my classmate to make a comic book for our english project.....and till today, i still enjoy doodling just for the fun of it....and some even got printed on my own t-shirt which have yet to be sold at sheikh's store...hehe...and here, is my latest craze, the lucha....lucha-libre in spanish is freedom fighter if im not wrong...something like that but its funny cos the wrestlers who fight in the ring are none of that sort, rather they fight to earn a living....heres my cartooned version of luchalibre...
im such an ass
i think im such an ass, i dunno why....but it happened again....sigh....
anyways went skating with ratnor last night.......yes i guess we are old...hahaha anyways its like slacking half the time rather than skating.....partly ratnor was tired from the 3km run he had earlier....and me, im just plain slacking....i was actually hoping for april to call but she was thoughtful nuff not to, cos when i get back she said she didnt want to call cos she knows im skating and doesnt want to like disrupt my fun something like that....anyways glad she's fine oredi....anyways ratnor taught me the essential of nose manual....well...i need more practise...tonight maybe?
sometimes i wish theres some kind of bullet proof vest but hey, its god's will in some ways right?......im glad anyways im more aware of what i might get myself into or of the consequences if things goes in the opposite direction....well im prepared.... sometimes i feel im like a small boy who needs the attention and all, i guess im not that independent after all eh?
its raining.....gosh i dont think i would go out in this kind of weather, i just tot of getting some food or something....hmm i guess ill just cook myself come sardines or something....
and babe.....i miss u larh...
errr
errr i dunno wat to say....but hey, im not lying.....im not the type who enjoys lying their way thru.....sorry u got me wrong there....
news newsy
awww....april lost her mp3....she said probably it dropped off or something or while we were on the bike....anyways i asked her to check again after work...i hope she finds it
iskandar aka bird came home yest....this morning we chatted awhile and appears that he wont be staying in teck whye cos he's comfortable in jurong all, cos he feels pampered there, laundry, food and everything done for him.....so supposedly, jansulu aka jesse's fren is going to be renting one of the rooms in this house and iskandar told me that its better if i take the master room.....theres pros and cons...one thing good bout the master room is, theres a toilet attached and a/c....but theres only one power point cos one is already taken up by the a/c. in my present room, theres 3 power points......and the other drawback is the master room is nearer to the living room which means i cant blast my music too loud and itd be damn irritating when the girl is watching teevee... but anyways exams over so, i dont pretty much need peace and quiet at most, id get myself a pair of headphones, maybe a wireless one while i blast music...LoL.....ouh wells, we'll just wait and see....one more thing, iskandar's room kinda messy and there's no wadrobe and i need to assemble the bed again....gosh...but the a/c and the attached bathroom kinda plus i must say....heh...well u cant have the best of both worlds aight?
watched ironman in may with april
yup u didnt read that wrong....ouh april is a person.....first time goin out with this 'cili-padi' to watch wat we both wanted to watch but many of our frens watched oredi... so we end up watching together la....anyways, ironman....power la dok...and april was quick nuff to spot...'theres a sequel'....cos the black guy said he'd wanna try on the armor suit next time and i actually recalled iron-man had this 'side-kick' kinda thing more of a super-friend....he's called 'war-machine if im not wrong in the comics..... looking forward to the sequel if there is....robert downey jr...rocks....
and april rocks too....ahhh, that cilipadi rocks la beb....felt like known her for so long....i had a great time but too bad time flies pretty fast....and before we knew it we had to head home.....next time maybe yeah april?....ure addictive la dok....LoL....
and have to say this....miss ya babeh.....eh hope u come to my ward next ar....then we can work together2....hehehehe...kla till next time...just hope to go out more with ya...u are adorable la dok, honest....
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