slacker...

slacking, slacking, slacking and today is my first night duty.....whaoh...i dunno wat to expect but i hope itll be easy on me....

was talking to april, a couple of her frens die young.....sad, diseases and fate some of things we cant avoid...i was telling shahreil the other day, amongst the boys i guess i'll go first....i dont mean now, i mean in the future....haha....anyways one of april's fren of fren died of bone tumor which i presume is bone cancer which metastasis to other parts or the vital organs which is the actual cause of the death. sad huh? but hey we cant avoid fate....resistance, denial is futile....

been listening to old skool tunes of imeem but too bad half of them is like restricted to only 30second preview.....weezer, stp, smashing pumpkins, stone roses, pear jam, kula shaker and many more sure brought back memories back when i was only 15 odd....
now im like 28 going on 29 and i still enjoy the tunes.....sigh i guess some parts of me never change....well in fact many.....

i guess i can be too dreamy at times.....i saw this nick on msn of a fren of mine, 'you might say im dreaming' something like that....i remembered saying that in my blog and to somebody long time ago.....ouh wells, thats pretty much history, soon....ill be living my dreams, with the pay im bringing home in a couple of months, probably i just could make some things i would like to achieve, possible.....

i dunno...i guess im such an ass at times....sigh.....sid, sid, some things does never change in you.....

ok gotta go dok....getting ready for work while blasting weezer of my speakers.....