The real 'culprit'

So there were we sending off Taibah and Azmin on their journey to Aussie which I've yet to go. It's good that I am accepted in Ain's circle of friends. That I am glad cos sometimes the tension can come from friends from either side.

So anyways, we had Popeye's piping hot(phew) chicken, was not cold like Ain said when she had them a couple of days ago. I didn't eat anything the whole day till popeyes, could you believe it? Wasn't hungry, was just tired and sleepy over the 2 night duties.

So after sending them off, we all went our separate ways...Hairul & Ross were heading to the floorball match, which we both were really not keen on. So something struck my mind that instance, something I had always wanted to tell Ain but haven't find the moment. It is about how it all started, where it all began. I was having this conversation on msn with Ross a couple of days ago, was like 'interrogating' her as to why she(&Hairul) chose to introduce me and not her other friends to Ain. It was really unexpected and I had no clue that such things would drive them to do so. I think it was fate.

So here the story goes....I brought Ain to Changi Coastal Boardwalk, telling her I wanted to tell her a story, something bout the place. It was only there that I said, "Ouh this is where it all started.." She had no clue still and I explained further and she was shocked....

It was there where it all started...It was the camera heads day out to shoot sunset. I was mad about sunset back then. I just had to capture every sunset with my film cameras. Little did I realize I was the only ancient one that is still shooting films that day. So as I happily whip out my loads of variety of film cameras, mainly lomos, Ross actually took notice of it and she recalled Ain had the same kinda of cameras. She told Hairul and the rest of the girls I guess which led to Hairul giving me Ain's friendster account a couple of days(?) later....which led to my never ending tries, which led to our hands finally being enclasped together finally.

I know its only been 2weeks but I've never loved you more, it grew day by day and I hope it will continue doing so in this journey of ours.

The Real 'Culprit'

the bestest

This period of time, is the bestest so far....

I've never felt so loved for such a long time...

We could just sit there for hours with the breeze blowing upon our faces just staring into space, speechless, quiet moments.

Love can do wonders.

Thanks.

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Who would've expected, who would've guessed, I didn't either...

But somehow everything seemed to fall into place just naturally, like me moving to the east.

But actually there's unknown help from the friends and of course the One above. Thank you.

i miss eu

off balance

I think im a little of balance...I'm glad I realize and I gotta kick myself in the rear again.

I've been enjoying life for the past few months...I've lived my dreams of racing, I've had the bike I always wanted. In short I fulfilled my wants, I enjoyed myself and yes it was hard-earned. And now its time for a hard-earned future.

I need to start planning, CPF only is definitely not sufficient. What I need now is to plan my expenditures and be balanced. I am forgoing alot of stuffs nowadays to accomodate, to try to balance. At my current state, I almost have everything I wanted/needed. I even have someone already.

I guess come my confirmation, it's time to start saving and probably investing, it's long overdue for someone turning 30 but yet its not too late.

I think(think only), I might forgo the class3 first, for I don't really see a need now. But then again....ouh let's drop the subject first....LoL

Anyways, I don't la...hehehe all I know is I'm looking forward to Tuesday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday.

sleepless

I hope after this late entry I could sleep.

Anyway, went to watch Mystery Jets with Ain. It was a splendid performance minus my aching knee. They were good live and kudos to the lead being disabled and all and still able to make such good music. I hope Ain enjoyed it 100% cos my knee didn't permit me to stand for long due to the fall last race.

Anyways I'm the happiest now, hearing all that came from Ain, finally she's enabled to let it out, speak it out, express. :)

I'm happy with you, we were brought together somehow, someway, we ended up together. I gotta thank Hairul one of these days. :)

Gnite peeps will try to sleep....probably after Mafia wars and supermoto.sg