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i think im vain, i love my hair, i love my face, i look in the mirror after baths.

no direction

im lost, i have no direction....i want to achieve but then im lost, no direction at all... urrghhh......february come quick so u can make my life a little easier... thnks.
wda dun disappoint me aight?.....i hate this feeling of pressured under the age factor. as age catches up, i worry more.....as wat ive yet to achieve....capricons...sigh..

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i hate this very day every year....

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i wanna sleep till the sun is bright....the rainbows above my head and every fuck thing is beautiful.....

26 in a few hours time

again im behind time, 26 in a few hours time and i didnt manage to reach my goal...

i dun want any gifts from anyone, i want all of my frens to wish the best for me, tt i might suceed one day in wat ever i do and i hope to achieve tts all. remembering when is good enough for me, im happy enough. last year nobody at all remembered....except some of the new frens i made and of course mom. this year im happy enough and satisfied tt some of my frens do remember...

hehehe....the gilera boys asked me to go marine parade...i guess rex too know of my bdae...but sori boys, bb first, cos they are frens with me longer...meet u guys tumoro or something....kay? no hard feelings.....

met a couple of the bb scooter boys just now, the vespa clan...its the new kids, not the old ones i use to hang out with, nope not independent yishun or eightinch sc. they have all switched bikes...i will remain faithfull until my dream to ride a ktm540 or a harley has become a reality...but then i guess id still be reluctant to sell then....looking at chris' harley makes me drool....can imagine the thumping twin engine between my legs and the noise....foooohooo....im crazy about bikes and cars.. i just saw this lovely minibus(volkswagen) as i headed home just now from waterloo street.....it was so fucken cool....

love yourself first, heheh well tts wat im gonna do, im gonna love myself, pamper myself and spoil me....heee....it sure is fun to be single sometimes.....bali, here i come in april....w900i, im waiting for the starhub voucher...cos ill be ending my contract soon...ipod nano, next bonus,....audio system for boba in june....wooohooo..

lies....

a job interview is where u tell lies to cover facts and lie again for the sake of making urself look good....and fucken hell todae i sure lie ok.....

anyway, i wasnt serious bout the job interview just now. i mean i dont mind if i dun get the job, it was just for the sake of attending an invitation...harharhahr....but at the end of it, she pisses me off....she asked if i would take a position lower than wat im applying....in my heart was like fuck ya...im capable...although i guess im the most 'bochup' dressed but i think im more capable than those nerdy idiotic morons waiting outside...but hell yeah i lied again...yes i will.....i felt so sinful after tt knowingly tt was the greatest lie...hahahaah NOT......

bored, i rode home...boba's leaking as if he's bleeding thru the coolant tank...sigh gotta check on him but ive been sleeping...heheh suddenly i felt shagged out, dunno why and suddenly i feel fat and a need to run....will i? nah....

anyways....gonna go down check out on boba and wax caramella showroom shine..... c ya ard pals.....who lives in a pineapple under the sea?....

radiohead in my head

radiohead....gee i didnt realise tt theres still ppl listening to it, rexx played it on his engage yest while all of us were restin at mount fabre.....cool place, ive never been to tt part before...wasted....

hmm....i feel the change....i actually turned down someone to be with my frens today.. id rather be at queensway with my frens....c ya guys there aight.....

hmm why isnt rex online yet....gimme tt pic now..heheh i want to see myself 4 feet in the air....hehehe......

money running out, i told pen online, wish i had a job now tt pays me today so i can shop tumoro...she said, join the banquet...i said, i want it now....sell drugs she said
hahahha....i dun do things tt destroy others even if it meant big bucks, sorri..hehe

i wanna see my fren happy someday, i know she's troubled, as a fren, i pity her at times, she might be enjoying life but i know actually she's not ok. wish u all the best and may u find tt dream guy of urs who would marry u and finally give u a happy life......looking at things, i think im much fortunate than u are.....

gotta go, get ready...meeting the boys, my 2nd family, next to mom & the 2 kids.

finally

its been a long time since i tag along with T.A.G.S(twist n go scoots) the group formed recently a couple of months ago....a group of gilera fanatics....the fun bike i call it.i crashed n i still kickin strong n the rumours about SMA(sg motosport ass.) bringin auto scoots to a new level racing at kallang is getting me all excited.

anyways, it was fun, the ride, theres more than 10 gileras just now, i lost count n im too tired to recall n the shit part, i didnt bring my camera....so id have to wait for rexx to pass me the pics....but first he have to upload it....and oh its the 2nd day, a fren blanja me(us,the group) makan...this time adi46 gave us a treat cos, he's getting married in 6 months time and just now was their 1st year getting together...it amazes me actually at ppl who get hitched n after a year they want to tie the knot, i mean like are they sure?...or they are just taking the gamble or the feel they have no time and cant afford to make choices cos time is running out....(getting old) mebbe i would do the same if i found someone cos im 26 liao...heheh ...well i dunno but i wont until im very sure....cos ive had 3 failed relationships so far....n its difficult to be in another tt easily, especially when all 3 breaks ups, i was not the fucken reason...

shit i got carried away again....all in all it was fun, i only got home just now, im tired shit but i enjoyed myself....the rides, the laughters and the pictures they took, u should see the one we all jumped at the same time....hee.....hangin out.... thnks guys...

shahreil & yati, adi46 & gf(i dunno her), aisha & ard congrats. n the TAGS, keep the spirit going. im disappointed with the vespa ppl....but i am still keeping it alive n i dun think i will sell caramella....i love her too much, my vespa, my love for now.. and of course boba, my gilera....i will fit u with the finest parts....

6days of leave, 6days of soul-searching and realising my dream...i need to work something out...plans for two double O six.