8th April 2009

I have always looked on the positive side at all things. At the same time I am a mere human being and sometimes I just can't help but be pulled in to the negativity and sometimes it gets worse that I can get paranoid.

I was suppose to go for my appointment with my specialist today to review my MRI and yet again it was postponed cos he took urgent leave. It was rescheduled again to 2 weeks later. The uncertainty is so not pleasing as to how or what the outcome will be base on the MRI they took.
Anyways, being positive, I think this is God's ways of helping cos probably by then I can use my policy to pay for my hospitalization bills and probably by then the bonus is already in and probably by then it won't jeopardize my career advancement.

Anyways let us just wait and see....whatever it is I am hoping for the best. InsyahAllah.

Today I get leaky nose and I always get this when either I drink too much cold drinks the day before or I haven't had enough rest. I think this time round is a combi cos yesterday morning I ran 7km and I never took any naps and went to work a couple of hours later. At work the humid weather caused me to drink loads of chilled water and even when I reached home I drank some of that thirst quenching raspberry 7-up. So yeah, blame it on myself. LoL

Today a colleague of mine is getting married. Congrats Wu Longjiang, hope you have a happy married life with Ning yu. He also asked me to help out by ordering food for the lunch he will be providing tomorrow in our ward and a card to invite all the staff. I hope I was of help to you. I don't know if I will miss the free food tomorrow or not cos I'll be on course, I hope they'd leave some for me so that I can eat during my lunch break...hehehehe...

Today also, Ain's friend Shikin told her of something exciting but yet again it's quite uncertain, so yes I'm going to check out the site again on Friday. I am still hoping cos I still want my own home no matter what.

And last but not least, I can't wait to go Island hoping come this weekend....6days in Thailand, here I come.....woots!