help

somehow deep inside of me needs help....just a little part of me and frankly i dunno who to turn to.

i guess its pretty harmless but it'd be great if i find a perfect someone to talk to, that's all and it is sure hard to come across one....booohoo....some of my superiors are right, they can see thru me...i'm someone who likes to bottle up at times. hey nurses are human too....

You by Bad Religion

"You"

There's a place where everyone can be happy.
It's the most beautiful place in the whole fucking world.
It's made of candy canes and planes and bright red choo-choo trains,
And the meanest little boys and the most innocent little girls,
And you know I wish that I could got there.
It's a road that I have not found.
And I wish you the best of luck, dear.
Drop a card or letter to my side of town.
Because there's no time for fussing and fighting my friend,
But baby I'm amazed at the hate that you can send and
You... painted my entire world.
But I... don't have the turpentine to clean what you have soiled.
And I won't forget it.
There's a place where everyone can be right,
Even though you remain determined to be opposed.
Admittance requires no qualifications:
It's where everyone has been and where everybody goes.
So please try not to be impatient,
For we all hate standing in line.
And when the farm is good and bought, you'll be there without a thought,
And eternity, my friend, is a long fucking time.
Because there's no time for fussing and fighting my friend,
But baby I'm amazed at the hate that you can send and
You... painted my entire world.
But I... don't have the turpentine to clean what you have soiled.
And I won't forget it.

last day, new findings

Today was the last day of the 4 days long orientation/induction program. Half the time I got bored and sleepy. LoL.

Today I discovered where our staff gym was, Sahidah showed me and boy I can picture myself being there more cos its free and I can always go there after AM shift, I can already picture seeing 65-70 on the weighing scale...woots....must set goal, must not procrastinate....LoL

Someone posted a comment on my previous entry, quote: "Lomotion misses you..." LoL... I miss shooting too....but just not yet...probably after Ramadhan I'll go trigger happy once again....to whomever who misses me, you're missed too...:)...

Anyways like I said the 4days program was a little boring but I kept hearing repeated comments that male-nurses have brighter future...I hope it is true, I'm hoping for that sponsorship for advance dip specializing in psychiatric nursing and after that a degree. I'm aiming for that Nurse-Clinician position at least, I give myself 3-5years. :)

I have set a date, when to start my driving lessons....after 1st week of Ramadhan, I just hope I won't postpone it further due to busy probational assignments at work, my freelance job, my band, my hobbies and my social life....sigh....I'm really an occupied person nowadays. Ouh I can't take anyone of them out cos it's interrelated whereby leaving out one will affect the other....:) I just need excellent time management, which meant less surfing/youtube/teevee.....:) adios peeps...

ska without horns

ska without horns isnt complete....a switch is good, think bad religion, nofx, screeching weasle and everything ol' school alike.

1st day of success....

Sick BMW G650





Will this beast be between my legs one day? hahaha....

Ouh happy fasting fellow muslims....lets welcome ramadhan everyone...:)

A day when everything went wrong

#1 almost late for dentist when the sweeper uncle decide to use the lift to unload alot of stuffs.

#2 the charge for the dental was a little unexpected but hey its worth it but kinda over budget for this month.

#3 forgot the melody me and bird came up with last week

#4 flu-ish

#5 rained so i had to postpone meet up with ain at 6pm

#6 didn't book gv cos i forgot the password and i got an sms saying yati-remi just delivered.

#7 arrived at orchard, drizzle a little, and wheelock doesn't allow unauthorized bikes to park anymore or risk clamping.

#8 was supposed to go KKH with the guys but they smsed a tad too last minute and we were having dinner. so in the end we forgo it cos of visiting hours and all.

#9 so left with nothing to do, guys decided to split and me and ain went hunting for seats to "4bia". no luck, ended up at coffee bean, coffee and chat before she headed home.

#10 went to collect my bike only to discover the gantry screwed up and i couldnt exit, stucked for like bloody 45minutes and the hotline wasn't one bit helpful and not one bloody wilson-parking staff(who apparently was skiving) came to my rescue, they should sack the bugger....i ended up exiting by following another bike and risking my head getting hit by the barrier. but i made it.

#11 bloody stupid drivers along the way who either doesn't know to use the signals or have pig trotters as hands(that should explain the difficulty to flick the signal switched).

im glad the mishaps stop there, i forgo jam session cos of the parking incident was the final straw...warning do not park at wilson parking, the staff won't attend to u if u cant exit or anything liddat....i paid for fucked up service.