SN2

Today I signed the letter of appointment, SN2. I was posted to Ward72B of IMH. The salary they offered me was pretty good, infact it's the highest paying job I've ever had. If my calculations for the allowances is correct, it actually exceeded my initial expectations. Somehow the doubt and greed struck me and I do wonder at one point if I am getting paid enough. If my interpretation of what the HR told me is correct, its excluding my shift & hazard allowance which sum up to around $260. If I am correct in the calculations, it actually exceeded my expectations. I ranged mom after I signed, she was happy for me.

Monday I'll start work at IMH as a staff nurse in my off white uniform with blue linings. I still do not know what to expect yet but I'm staying optimistic. Anyways the ward I was posted to is a long stay ward, I just hope theres not too much bed bound patients, else, I need to work out more in order to be fit for the workload and to protect myself from any injuries like back strains and all. Nursing is not such an easy job you know, unless you are posted in some specialist clinic/outpatient or polyclinic. Anyways, I gotta stay in IMH for 3years and I think I will move on to the private sector for a much promising pay if I am not offered to further my studies after bond. If they do offer me for an advance diploma or degree, I'd stay longer in Buangkok Green. :)

Tumoro I still gotta work at 6th Avenue, I don't think I am quiting, I will work there part time, say once or twice a week. The extra income will go either to my savings(for my own flat) or hobby.

I think I'll limit shopping and all till end of the year, next year, I'll save more than the final few months of 2008.

Anger

Ouh I wanna vent my anger....you damn act pious piece of shit......what for if you step in and out of holy mosque when you criticize ppl and fitnah and hurl sarcasms at a fellow muslim? shame on you.....shall I hurl shit at you? Nah....you're already smelly as shit...your heart's full of maggots....so much for tonggang tonggek and kuar masuk masjid....so much for you bragging not missing religious class.....you hurt my mom, you made her hypertension worse.....I hope that you.....Neh......God knows what to do.....

Take off your veil and plastic masks la...go paint ultimate warrior on your face cos your berbual so world, so ultimate......LoL....pious my ass....

give up

The sticker tested my patience, the curved surface of the rear shroud got me furious...LoL...the stickers ended up like shriveled prunes....LoL.....luckily the stickers I designed were for the front shrouds(not curvy, easier to stick on)....

Highlight of the day, I managed to pull a proper stoppie but I dunno how high I got but I know the rear tyre left up quite abit....I've been trying stoppies for weeks and this is the best I got...will challenge myself further when I get handguards....you actually need balls to pull it off...seriously, when fear is there my tyres never leave the ground.........

Today was me and my bike(and adil n his orange tagged along).....I was feeling crazy today and finally I did adjust my suspension.....and that direct muffler is a no-no for me...too loud, too attention seeking(for the boys in white).....mediocre is fine for me...but you should've listened to the pipe with the direct/short muffler.....monstrous....

Tumoro I might consider getting the handguard.....100bucks is fine, although the clamp doesnt clamp properly...we'll see....

I still not happy with my gear 2 wheelies...LoL.....cmmon courage where are you? my fingers always refuse to let go off the clutch....hmmmfffttt...

Slowly....like Ben said, the endo/wheelie guru....LoL

Taaa peeps....kyle xy again for me!

Racer X

Im mad at the adrenalin rush that it brings me....at least it's healthier.....my eyesight, i need to train them.....and reflex....

I've got a motard guru online...LoL.....Din used to race his KTM400 and won a couple of trophies and he's providing me with a little guidance.....there's an 80-90% chance you will be seeing me in future events....LoL....once I get fully equipped and all.......I'm a little late but at least I'm doing it before I settle down....I told many of my frens before that I'd wanna do certain stuffs before I settle down and grow old....and this is one of it.....It doesn't matter if I loose....or finish last, the thing is I got to do it.....:)

Another thing I will just do is, get that class3......Yes I know...it's been years since I said that and I guess my basic theory slip is turning yellow....but I will try to get it before I turn 30 and at my 30th birthday, I wanna get a car for myself.....:).....at 35, a flat of my own....woots...hey 5-6 years isn't a long time away....it's been 2 years already since me and my guarantors signed the bond for my nursing career and almost a year since I've been single, yes time flies and it's time to fill up my savings once again, since it's been dried up during the period of 2years......:).....

Gotta go guys.....visiting mom tumoro....:)

Lessons

Sometimes things work in mysterious ways......

Today, the staffs decided to be childish and never turn up for work dunno for watever reasons and I became the unintended victim. I had to tend the kitchen all on my own...I became like a superman in the kitchen, trying to keep the orders in time and making sure the food turn out right. I'm not the sort when I have to rush things I do a shit job, I take pride in things I do especially things that I like, for example cooking....I can become a perfectionist at times....

Abg. Zul gave a comment that flared me....he was joking then he apologized told me something that I will remember. He told me sometimes we can't be too nice or people will take advantage of you and when you turn a little nasty from a too nice person, they'll say you're extermely nasty or bad....As I hustled around the kitchen...I gave what he said a thought....Theres some truth to it...

Well, I am not the sort that would retaliate at measely tiny little things.....sometimes I played along, sometimes I ignore...I assumed that if I did the same to them, they would be ok with it but when I did....I became the totally nasty bad guy......Thnks Abg.Zul for the thoughtful words...

One of my ex-gf smsed me by mistake, it's kinda sad whats happening to her, I must guess its frustating for her with what has happened...sometimes I regret what I wished for when I was hurt by her, I wished she would face the same thing....I just hope she'd be fine, somehow I think I do still care about her....after all we did spend some time together last year.....

God loves people who wishes well for others.....sometimes I curse others because I was engulfed in anger and venting it out by wishing for something bad does makes me feel better but then again that doesn't change anything...I need to take actions if it involves something injustice but if it cannot be done, I just have to wish things will work out well for the 'victim' and may the wrong-doer turn over a new leaf and change for the better.

I'm at dilemma at work at times...I am at lost, cos I am like in the middle...my boss trust me so much that I got a raise within a week and yet I can only watch as some of the staff do the wrong things. I had to do something, so I told my boss but not mentioning who....he said he knows, and he understands that I am in a difficult position. He is just waiting for that person(s) to be caught red handed. I hope what I did was the right thing to do.

Ok I gotta go....get some sleep, tumoro is another long day.....11th August I'll start working at IMH, I really hope to change lives, to get them better, really...honest from the bottom of my heart.

gnite peeps

weekends....

Ouh well watched mummy on Friday....ok cool show, i still love fiction, fantasy, etc...I was glued to the screen...

Today I went for bikefest 2008, Sorry Ain, I make it up to you soon kay? promise....anyways, bikefest is ubber lame....boring and alot of waiting but theres a chick giving out redbull...hehehe. And Johnattan never showed his true potential as a stunt rider....and the motards that came was the minority...many never come....I regret coming.....but hey....was fun riding with some of the peeps and man....that husky got me drooling....was asking shah wat class2 motard should I get.... seems like he share the view of many, KTM525......sigh....when...when....

I went back early.....then I smsed Pen, 'nasib baik kau tak ikut....lame...' then asked her where she was and if she got plans....she was heading to an internet cafe to hunt for singfest tickets....I told her to drop off the bus so I can fetch her and she could use the net at my place instead since I got no plans and got nothing to do....bought food, tapau.....makan and she started hunting while I watch the tube and laze in the living room......I think I am still most comfortable with Pen amongst all girls, maybe probably thats why we remained frens for quite some time oredi.

So much for my weekend and tumoro I will slog at work for my pocket money for the month of August while Pen and her frens And Ruyani and her frens enjoy Singfest........damn......

Gnite peeps....:) ouh I popped 2 wheelies on a Saturday....LoL