roar...



after 3years i decide to try again with better tools...looks better but my hands are rather stiff and my strokes get off hand....need to be more fluid...ill guess im reliving my halfway hobby back then....will definitely do more...its hard...but its fun...p.s. bad fotos with my camera fone, ill wait for mr.mankey to upload the shots he took...heeee..

Lameness

sigh...bored...yada...yada....exams over but i dont feel good either....cos prolly of the mistakes i make...yeah right im stubborn i kept telling myself not to check the answers when i got home but as usual i bound to do it.....i always couldnt resist and now i got worried over nothing.....

well, yest was hell yeah boring after the papers...collected the cans from arman and decided to paint at night but the sky wasnt in favor but it never rained after all.. daym i got tricked....oh wells, nevermind.....im going to do it today if theres no plans whatsoever which i think that will just be the case.....

this is the last weekend ill be at home, monday onwards ill be doing my prcp and that means 3 shifts for 6 more weeks......and then followed by 2weeks in ICU and ill get my results and all and hopefully everything went smoothly and i end with a diploma in nursing.....and prolly start work shortly after that...so literally this IS my last weekend.... how sad...but ive been thru this anyways, was working as a supervisor at the supermarket where i had to do shift work....hey but at least theres no night shift.. hohohoh......

the weathers getting warmer as the days...im sweating....and sweating....and sweating.
my favourite attire at home is my boxers and sleeveless....and yet still im sweating..

i want to watch iron man.....sigh but many of my frens are occupied....urrghh...i guess as we get older this is what will happen...most of ur frens will be very occupied, either at work or family or the other halves.....makes things worst halve of my frens work shifts.....urrgggh.....ouh wells, i think i make my trip to bukit batok today.....:)

gotta go....taaa....hang out my laundry....

okok

okokok last paper woots....

okokok watever la eh.....

okokok so warm in here....

okokok natural eyeshadow start forming beneath my eyes.....

okokok im not dumb ok.....

okokok im going to bed.....

okokok taaaaa.....

out of boredom


studying is a drag...

supplies

arman was online...woots....friday ill be recieving 7 cans plus a pack of spray-tips... for $41....i dunno either why i got it....but i jus wanna paint for fun.....i did before in 2005 and it sucked and i wanna try again with a little help of the appropiate tools....woots....gnite peeps...

sianz

so late and im still up....insomniac la...hahaha no la...just have to go thru my bio, after the mistakes i done in the management paper, im taking precautionary measures for bio, make sure im very2 sure then ill stop.....

oh wells, i went online just now for a couple of minutes...sigh lots of my frens not online...waddya expect tumoro holday mah.....if im not wrong ratnor gone to party, the rest of my bb pals, probably slept early cos they are going to stjohn's island later... and im going to miss that....hmmmpphhh....

im going to make myself sleepy very soon....and probably wake up to revise again... nevermind, tahan until friday, then i can enjoy a little liao...i wanna watch iron-man, i wonder if the guys are free friday night....hmmmm...we'll see.....gnite peeps... love ya all, enjoy your labor day....sadly, i cant.....sob...sob...LoL

dont check

i always tell myself after every paper....dont check the answers....but i just couldnt resist....made a couple of mistakes in the mcqs section.....gosh i hate management topics....so like wth.....anyways....i know the grades not going to be colorful, probably a dull C or D.....but im hoping for the best....

anyhus....back to my interest in photography.....decided to upload a couple of my better portrait shots on deviantart....spontaneous-portraits thats what they call them...got a couple of comments that already spur me to shoot more people....i'm wonder if im daring nuff to shoot like rashid's pal, he went up close with his wide-angle to shoot people... i doubt so cos im not that bold, for me probably i will have to use a bigger lens such as the telephoto to steal shots....:)

awww...back to mugging...for the last paper....microbiology.....and i tot nurses dont have to go to the extent of MICRO.....nabey......macam scientists going to do experiments on lab-rats but hey there's some relevance to studying microbiology, in a way it helps us understand more bout bacteria, viruses and actions of medications...but still, its like wth.....im going to be in psychiatry.....

ujian

dalam beberapa jam lagi gue akan hadapi ujian yng kedua di skolah.....ntah ya, rasanya macam kurang siap gitu tapi gue yakin dengan diri gue.....

walaubagaimana pun, selamat pagi skalian.....dan ada seorang itu bagai buat gue keliruan gitu ya?....

old stuff


i found an old sketch dated 2005 in my scrap book....an attempt to improve my impromptu piece 'dots'. as i get bored with revisions, i took out my color pencils and colored it...oh wells...mebbe ull see me again on concrete, just maybe...

gnite peeps, sleeping, later at 9am i got another paper...wish me luck..

why.....

why hasnt the seller of the spray tips contacted me yet...urrrghh

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yo buddy....barangkali kamu ni cuma mimpi saja lo....dreaming, panaginip.....

kalo betul-betul barangkali kamu harus sabar ya...tunggu saja lor....lihat bagaimana kesudahannya....skarang ya kamu perlu tidur....rehatkan diri kamu yng capek....waduhh..

permisi sekalian....

woots the tools

finally, i found someone who brings in female spray caps....finally i can do some recreational writing....yoooohooo watch out for *vcs*, thats vicious minus the vowels.

ol skool

ol skool's the best....

zach de la rocha rocks...

pinhole?

ive always wanted to build a diy pinhole....and i just got the wackiest idea when i opened up my damaged instax30i.....is it even possible?...id try after my exams....an instax pinhole.....wooots....long exposures, instant results...yo!...

T heK iLLe RG erbil


the killer gerbil had an exhibition yest to raise funds for his next trip if im not wrong. anyways kudos to tkg and those writers involve, keep the faith.

anyways, yest was a long day...i didnt study the whole day....but wasnt feeling right.. after tkg's performance and all...and me being down bcos of my instax...well at least theres loads of fun ppl around that made me feel better.....the whole peep were bunch of nice fun ppl....at least in the group that i dont feel out of place or old bcos the of the various aged ppl around, theres even ppl like amos and george who's already passed the age 40...ok anyhus....we(ratnor, jerine, lara, shawn, nick) decided to head to jurong point at about farrer road area...hehehe.....decided for a movie....

so there at jurong point, im already like beat up, tired, sleepy but being with the guys is just like fun...their corny, lame and racists jokes wakes one up...anyways, we intend to watch 'hensel&gretel' at first after lara went home but decided on 'the superhero movie' cos it starts earlier and its gore-less......but it was a disappointing movie, lucky for us nick had his expired safra card, else we'd be wasting 10bucks......so yest we like wasted 8bucks la...but ok la, a couple of laughters in between, other than that....the movies full of shit and you shouldn't waste money watching it on the big screen and probably you shouldn't waste your time watching it online either....yup, its that bad....

my baby died on me

my instax died on me.....the ribbon snapped....daym.....its becos i pack it in my bag and accidentally switched it on....aiyah long story short, its dead....and im sad... cos its one of my fav cams.....

but on the bright side, im considering cheki55....hehehe