get noticed

The work smart thingy is coming into play.

Like today for instance, you retaliate nicely, then you say thanks and nobody even noticed your rebellion. I was just defending myself and being firm and not let be stepped on.

Getting noticed is another factor you need to consider, if you have opinions blurt it out. Well of course favourable ones. I just did at the talk and boy I was sure glad I did cos I got backed by a Nurse-clinician(a managerial level nurse who educates fellow nurses and colleagues).

I think I will attend more talks and probably have my own journal presentation. Of course it requires alot of work but if you do a good job, I'm sure you'd be spotted of your capabilities and probably stand a chance of climbing higher....

Unsleep

Yes...I'm suppose to be sleeping. I will soon....

Sigh....I just don't know....yeah maybe I should try to be more aware, conscious, rather than just think from my own perspective....

Yes, indeed I was a little selfish.....but still I wish...

Yes, I am serious, no joke.

Gnite all......So lazy to go to work tumoro, actually contemplating to take PH. Ouh nevermind, ill just drag myself to work tumoro....

If I was a pro-skater

itsy bitsy

Somehow i do believe every itsy bitsy things that happen does have a relation to the next of some sort....u know like the 'blessing in disguise' thingy or something liddat.

For instance today was suppose to meet up with mom but something crops up, she have to send my stepfather to the hospital.

Do you know, the higher you climb, when or IF you fall there's alot more damage done.

Anyways, I am going back to sleep....there's a pinch of disappointment in me but I can understand and I can get over it.....Good night everyone....

Life

Life has been rather busy lately....and it does help a little cos my Ain is away in Bkk. Today she will touch down Sg at about 2000hrs and yet again, I can't welcome her arrival cos of my shift duties. Missed her alot and looking forward to seeing her tomorrow....Yest's short chat on msn, really meant alot, cos it made me realize how much I really miss her.

My workload has been stabilized however, I'm always taking the risk at stuffs....there's a couple of things I still am not sure about but somehow I always pull it off...Ouh no worries, it has got nothing to do with patients, its the administrative stuffs......Yeah, nurses have to do all the shit too. We should have more allied workers, a clerk in our ward would help alot....definitely. But not having one also pushes my potential and shows the superiors I can multi-task.

Speaking of which, my senior-nurse manager just spoke to me last week, a brief conversation of how he wants to 'groom' me and hopes I will come back to forensic. He did mention about the sponsored degree, this morning it just came to mind, a couple of factors....
Will I be able to cope? Will I do well? Will I burn out? Will I be able to get guarantors to sign?

Of course the thought of getting sponsored is sweet but in actual fact, you are under alot of pressure to perform well and exceed expectations of many people and of course the extended bond, which is another risk that you have to take.

Ouh wells, I'd try not to think to much.....I'd only think of it when the time comes.....

Another issue came up to mind, the class3, initially with Ain, I don't see a need but then again, when I went out with Shahreil, Leo and Lil' Ryan last Thursday got me thinking....It will come in handy one day....