Life

Life has been rather busy lately....and it does help a little cos my Ain is away in Bkk. Today she will touch down Sg at about 2000hrs and yet again, I can't welcome her arrival cos of my shift duties. Missed her alot and looking forward to seeing her tomorrow....Yest's short chat on msn, really meant alot, cos it made me realize how much I really miss her.

My workload has been stabilized however, I'm always taking the risk at stuffs....there's a couple of things I still am not sure about but somehow I always pull it off...Ouh no worries, it has got nothing to do with patients, its the administrative stuffs......Yeah, nurses have to do all the shit too. We should have more allied workers, a clerk in our ward would help alot....definitely. But not having one also pushes my potential and shows the superiors I can multi-task.

Speaking of which, my senior-nurse manager just spoke to me last week, a brief conversation of how he wants to 'groom' me and hopes I will come back to forensic. He did mention about the sponsored degree, this morning it just came to mind, a couple of factors....
Will I be able to cope? Will I do well? Will I burn out? Will I be able to get guarantors to sign?

Of course the thought of getting sponsored is sweet but in actual fact, you are under alot of pressure to perform well and exceed expectations of many people and of course the extended bond, which is another risk that you have to take.

Ouh wells, I'd try not to think to much.....I'd only think of it when the time comes.....

Another issue came up to mind, the class3, initially with Ain, I don't see a need but then again, when I went out with Shahreil, Leo and Lil' Ryan last Thursday got me thinking....It will come in handy one day....