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Hmm

After Subh' I sat down and just went into deep thoughts and did a self-reflection. Thinking negatively and thinking that she meant what she said makes me indifferent from there. I'm no pious soul but Alhamdullilah for guiding me to think that way. If you want to make a difference, it should start from yourself and not expect others to change and slowly the rest will follow. I guess that's whats happening to me now. Alhamdullilah once again.

Cruelty

I can't believe how cruel you are.

Thank God. Thank God for Ain.

Again, my sincere apology to Azmin, although many doubt it but then again why here? Because somehow somewhere someone somebody might read and tell her. When I meet her I will apologize in person but for now I think I'd let the matter rest. I am sorry for the hurt that I have caused, it was unintentional. I've told Ain before that you are one of the nicest frens she has. And true enough you are.

And I am sorry Ain, I gotcha into this, you are totally not involved and yet you are at the recieving end. And I am so proud of you, you are definitely one smart girl and you've thought me lots, just that people don't know that at times you gave me some tongue lashing of your own as well but in a subtle way with all sense. In fact even before anyone point out to me, you pointed out to me first what I shouldn't have done. You know you are marvellous. And for goodness sake, she doesn't take my side if I am wrong, she does tell me off.

Till this minute, I still can't believe what I heard. It's shocking but I try to give it a benefit of a doubt that the question appeared only out of anger(as Ain suggested). A stubborn part of me is inclined on the negativity(cos it came for the second time) but the other half is pulling it out of the puddle of tar of no return...all thanks to Ain. But if it is true and it came from your heart, may God make you realise how much I love Ain and to what extent so please erase that silly question of yours. So if you are still human and have mercy, that question you asked really made my heart dropped like from the top of a skyscraper at a speed that will send the heart to splatters. Speaking of hurt, yeah I know it now especially when its coming from a person I already considered friend not acquaintance. I just hope its not coming from your heart but it was just a wrong struck of nerve when that blood boils that triggers you to come up with such a painful question. I should've defended my Ain but yes, she's right it'll only makes things worst.

So in the rarest occassion, Sid is waving the white flag and giving in.

This blog is my avenue of letting it out since dunno when, I guess you guys noticed less of my blog entries lately cos I have been the happiest on earth for more than a year now and thanks to Ain. I never know what will happen if she's not around. Probably I'd just be in love with my bike....LoL and my cameras.

I am still in disbelief though that both extremes came from the same source. Really, I am in disbelief. Thanks Ain for keeping me on the positive side.

You're right

There's no denying that what you said were right, I do not understand girls till today. Of course only you that I understand most till date, that's why we are getting married...we understand each other. Even when we are pissed at each other at one point, we talked it out after things are fine and we learn about each other slowly.