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so caramella is going to stay with me for good.....i have plans....like is-shry told me, keep ur vespa in ur flat.....but not now la, now i havent got my own...maybe in 3years time eh.....lay-up caramella and keep her for good...cool....i want a flat in bukit batok also...cos i dun wanna be apart from my frens and of course my mom.....

hmmm...ive not been well lately....i gues its jus cos i rest less lately.......

im worrying about my future alot...i jus want to be comfortable later in life.

im not under peer pressure anymore, i do wat i want nowadays......i think im growing up.

i still do not know when i will skate again.......and i miss kicking balls so much...

aiyah.....

theres nothing wrong with laughing....in fact its a good way to ease oneself.... so dont worry, i guess ure just pretty happy yeah?.....

at first i worry bout writing this down...but hey, id like to jot dot wat comes to mind........im having second tots bout letting caramella go.....ok if its below my expectation....ill not let it go...id hold on to it.....i still love it...perhaps id lay it off for awhile uh?.....ill find part time to make up.....really.....

haiz....its just months away till we are really busy with each others stuffs....me, going back to school, pursuing my future and u on ur first real job..... but hey itll be only 2 years yeah?...so i guess we'll have to bear with it....then after that itll be back to normal....

reservist coming soon....sigh....

my area manager is keeping his eyes on me....he thinks i did not perform....well, fuck him....i did my job tts all i know....i tried....if he thinks its so simple, well take my place dumbfuck......ill just bear with it till i start school...... i do love retailing but the system is just fucked up....major cock up....

gotta go dudes....surfing for means and ways to kickstart my ebay 'business' again..

sigh....

im a happy man....my dear, laugh a little lesser, nanti tido ngigau...hehehe....

kla frens gnite, today is another day, ill sleep smiling.....love u my dear....

yeah!

my darlin will be thrilled to hear this....ill be a nurse....imh has decided to take me in....'iamvicious' is officially now a registered nurse for the institute of mental health.....

splitting headache

i dunno why but my head hurts a little right now....

my sayang will be having her interview tumoro for the TL position with FP, i know she'll get it....gd luck yeah.....

chris called me up, i hope this time round chris can help me close a deal....then my savings will kickstart instantly....well, its already started....cos of the progress package.....put aside 500 liao....the rest i have to settle my 'debts' and bills....
many ppl wouldnt understand....but hey i think im making the right choice......i should be....

tumoro, i can forsee itll be a long day at work...i can see that ill dread to go back.. but hey, i gotta make myself useful...and i shall not disappoint the ppl ard me....i guess my boss is starting to trust me a little...

i gotta sleep, im going to the bank tomoro with shahreil...to find out more bout saving plans....i hope it doesnt rain in the afternoon, cos i got loads of things to do tumoro, tt includes.. the bank, bike shop for servicing....

gnite, peepz....she jus msged me, she lost her anklet....aiyah nvm la, i buy u another one kay?....gnite all....