every breath u take.....

livin day to day....i dunno if i made the right choice....but i cant waste no more time... DUDE! im 25 oredi.......anyways....work was pretty fine until yest, the storekeeper wasnt ard and i have to do his duties...recieving goods....I AM NEW FOR GOD SAKES.....u bloody mungens just left me alone to do everything on my own....and when i screw up a little....u said..."wah die u, fail, fail...how to go new branch?" KNNCCB! and when those mungens work morning they'll try every means to leave not much longer than an hour more than they are suppose to work...but when im on the morning shifts they try to make me stay as long as i can....WTF....i just bear with it, knowingly soon ill say byebye to them...or at least if im not going, the irritating bastard will be the one off...uve been nice sometimes but sometimes ure just plain irritating....and i can sense u are the backstabbing kind....esp when conversations started to touch on topics on other supervisors....damn u....im just playing along...being old enough and smart enough i play along...im working smart this time round....

i spoke with the boss the other day asking how long he's been in the line...15 fucken long years...he explained the uncertainty outside thats why he stayed...from that explanation i clearly know he's not 100% dedicated, he's just doing it for the money. well who would be....if i were to stay long, id opt to be transferred to HQ where ill be a buyer or a trainer....

and this morning i discovered my caramella had a scratch about3-4cm long and 1cm wide....fucken motorbike somewhere might have hit her from the side as it was parked but i dunno where...cos there were black marks, clearly from tyres....fuck ya moron!.

so there i was just now at my void deck, using my artistic touch to cover it up with golden paint...thank god its not noticeable...only when u look close enough....

i love caramella alot....i want to doll her up....but if i buy another bike i cant doll her up....hmm.....but i need another bike, cos i think caramella cant take regular long distance travelling due to its tiny rims....see how ar...hmmm... in love with DR400ZSM but i dunno bout that either...hahah...all these will depend on where ill be posted to.....:)

oh todays training was a blast....we(the rest of the tls on training) talked more and even laughed off to funny incidents....and i think widad is cute...hehe only tall urgh!...heheh...oh they are cool ppl...except all goodie2...hahaha...me, i act goodie2...

wah so long i write today....c ya guys again tumoro...:)

hmmm

to buy or not to buy....that is the big Q....if i buy, i cant spend much on caramella..
and if i dun.....i have to travel everyday to n fro yishun ring....sigh....lets wait. until end of the mth.....till then leave yer comments fer those who knows wat im talking bout....the X1

im a protector.....

more of a protector for my own, my life, my mommy.....

almost a month working...a success i must say to stay in a totally different environment, retailing...all for the sake of survival...and come this week another sacrifce...my hair...i love my 'ramone-y' hair....but it has to go.....

in life, wat is boring u must make interesting...if ur mindset is, ar lame ar boring ar....drag ar...then tt it will be...but if u cheer urself up, put a little colour into ur work....humm...whistle, sing as u doing work...it helps, it makes life less boring quiet and mundane....thats how i did it...apart from reminding myself that i have bills to pay, bike to buy, loans to settle.....i cheer myself up on a daily basis.....

i think im becoming more adult....i begin not to think only about my enjoyment like the time when i just completed NS all i thought was holidays and making my baby happy and dolling up my vespa....but now, though those wants is still in my mind, though i still wanna buy another bike, though i still wanna add accessories to it, though i still want nice clothes...but i calculated and recalculated to make sure i have enough to give mom and some to my savings....i guess im growing up eventually....im being more responsible and considerate....oh i even opted to get a x1 instead of an xr4.....:)

as age catches on, i race against time to build up a future....and i race to catch up on more fun before i finally settle down and chill....i set myself a target....and i hope to attain it.....if this job turns out well, id stay if not, id find another after a year of gaining experience....im looking into getting another extra source of income too...probably part time/freelance jobs....on my off days....or when i work mornings....there isnt much time to do sooo many things, im already turning 26...my lifes has changed for the past year, i have to adapt to it and change my plans, path for the future....

reggae fest, search.....i wanna attend this 2 events...hope i could....hope i get an off that 2 dayst.....:).....

bad news

bad news was out....last friday....i was told by janet personally, ill be transfered out to yishun ring.....haiz....so the far away.....

im buying a new bike....x-1....its for transport purpose....thats why... its cheap and its petrol consumption is low....ill still keep caramella....the sight of that slick brand new suzuki supermotard that cost 13k caught my eye....but i have to forgo that...cos if i were to buy that...id have no savings....at least the x1 which costed about 4k....was like 3 times cheaper n monthly i only need to pay 104bucks...on top of that its low consumption n its 4stroke....meaning no 2t n less maintenance...i know its not a cool bike...and mats are riding it...but its for transport purposes and its cheap. so sori omel, the jb trip might have to be canceled cos i might not be shopping next month as i have to fork out 650 for the downpayment.... the rest of my pay goes to bills n daily expenses....if i recalculate and i might not have enough, ill buy the bike in september....so i might still go jb after all...that all depends...

the karaoke session was enjoyable....it was fun..a.s i screamed my heart out.... great...thanks guys....im glad i rushed back from work just to join u guys......:)

im going to give caramella the mothballs treatment....cos mothballs clear the engine out...the disolved mothballs will clean out the engine & caburattor, thats what the veterans claim...so ill give it a try....until then, gnite guys....