Ol skool beats.....

was sending in resume's playing online streaming music as i go.....and then i came across this cool one by beenie man feat wyclef jean....they used the ol skool beats once done by naughty by nature....enjoy this ol skool style music playing on my blog!.....:)

the sky is not always blue

the sky is not always blue.....the colour changes....orangey and sometimes reddish in the evening...... same goes with people...

life, has always been full of complications,...mines the same as yours..... at some point you will always be wondering about why a certain thing happens and for what reason it happened......

right now, i don't question anymore things that doesnt happen in my favour or at least i try not to. for example the jobs i failed to get, the ups and downs, etc...
when i question, it will only add up to the pressure, the stress and its freakin unhealthy.....i try to relax myself a little, give my mind some space and resume back once i am comfortable once again......i push myself everyday but i try not think too much when things fail.....just take it easy a little....if its meant to be, it will happen, right? the jobs and all.....actually i was glad about the failed interview just now....i didnt actually would like working there.....i was there just for the money and the career posibilities.....i will keep on hunting though for the best.

today i slept thru a couple of miss calls.....shareil and my sis....
i guess my sis is facing her teenage woes again....and need me to advice...hey sorry, i was dead tired...shudve called later when i woke up to meet the boys...talk to u another day yeah sis? speaking of which, mebbe i can bring u n hazmi out at the end of the mth when abg gets his pay...:)....wanna see how u guys are now.....

shareil & leo are still engrossed with their violence packed game.....im bored oredi......wanna doze off.....see ya ard guys.....

curiosity kills the cat.....

first of all, the good news....i got a temp job at canadians bukit batok, ill be a 3 in 1 worker, delivery cum cook cum operator.....they employed me cos i had experience. monday, ill be going down to set my schedule.

bad news, singapore technologies marine suck.....they place an advertisement not stating they wanted experienced personel....i was badly disappointed there.... i already had to wait like for more than 2 hours just to be disappointed.....
on top of that, i was caught as a suspect...probably i look like a terrorist eh?...i was so bored and the bus ride was boring, so i took out my cammie to snap away, i snapped at myself but i got bored so i pointed out of the window, at those weird2 balloony shapes....next stop, the army boys stopped the bus, and detained me for taking photographs at a protected area......how bad can my day be?....police came, they asked questions, investigated...asked my history, my employment, etc, etc....it was like another 2 hours there.....i got myself into shit...i panicked fearing they would confiscate my camera but after the whole lot of questions and explanations, they deleted the photos and returned my camera......

after the ordeal, i told myself never take photos in weird2 places......i learnt that the hard way, you guys heard it from me, so don't do anything dumb eh!

so at the end of the day, i got 1 job, flunked an interview and became a suspect...
harharhar....something probably not everyone would get to do all in one day eh?...

fer now, gonna compile my cover letter, for the job shareil's fren offering....wish me luck again guys.....

weird is fun

ive been doing weird stuffs lately, of course on my own.....suddenly, i just love walking...my ear plugged to the mp3s playing on my hp....i walk, my mind walks as well. sometimes i think too much, that it gets to the nerves on the forehead....

out of desperation, i applied for my old job as cook cum rider at canadians....to wait for the answers from my other applications would take maybe 1 or 2 weeks....and my funds are running out...so at least working there would provide me with some pocket money...

this is part of life.....well, have to face it like a man.....

my sister actually consulted me about her personal problems...shes more irritating now, cos when she was younger, she don't talk much....she amuses me though....i wonder how she looks like now....i was thinking maybe i wanna ask her n hazmi out...haiya but no greens to bring them out.

tomorrow, another set of interviews.....ill wear short sleeves this time, the other time i was sweating like hell, then it rained and i was really drenched.....and i hope the job agency that i sent my resume can get me a job as well....

when you're stressed you tend to not excercise, so u slack....just now at our regular soccer session, i was breathless.....gawd...i felt so fucken weak....

until then guys, nyte....not feeling too good, both physically and mentally...cheers~

god put a smile upon your face.

thats the title of the song playing on my blog now, if ure not hearing anything be patient...probably the servers lagging.....the song is by coldplay...nice isnt it?

anyways ill be off in a couple of minutes, as you have guessed job application again! adios....i certainly hope GOD will put a smile upon my face.......

thursday is the fourt or fifth day of the week?

it doesnt matter, wat matters most, time is moving, its not waiting for anyone like the saying goes, "time and tide waits for no man". ive tried to put enthusiasm into my life, i woke up early on wednesday....but at the end of the day i still feel disappointed cos, its another day i failed to get a job....and soon itll be a new day, and before u know it its already the 2nd half of april......time really flies when youre stuck........

i really hope that the flea market pen's be talking bout gonna take place, im going to sell some of my 'valuable' stuffs away to earn some bucks for survival.....im trying to be independent here, not wanting to rely on others....in this world you'd have to learn how to survive on your own no matter what......never take frens and family for granted. what if they were never around....whatcha gonna do?....its not ego, its self discipline. but sometimes you have got no choice...........

stagnancy has driven me nuts....if there is such a word, stagnancy.....i need to move, climbing to the top, why wont anyone allow this ambitious boy to climb up? i dun care whatever i get now, i will work hard until i get another better offer....if theres no better offer, i will try to climb from the bottom......

my real dream is being my own boss....but i know thats being too ambitious and business is rather risky(my dad once didn't make it). i miss my dad but i cant visit him for certain reasons......dad, ill always remember u......i hope you'll be fine very soon.....

i need a job quick....n i still miss ya....the same....adios....

Viciously Sinful Strawberry Sunday Split!

I was cold, hungry....but i didnt feel like eating a regular meal.....looked inside the freezer, a tub of delicious strawberry ice cream.....inside the fridge, fresh milk, strawberry syrup and bananas.....the experiment begins....results......DELICIOUS!....
i just felt i should share with you guys....its super yummy....the fresh milk added the creamy taste to the ice cream....so sinful, so fattening....but YUMMY!

The day was cool, out on my own.....post office, deliver my items...which im surviving on.....took 61 to bugis, which made me slept half way thru the journey....my head rested at the window...interview was super slow as there were many applicants. And then adil called, he asked me to meet him in town....jus tag along, by the time im done with my interview, adil was done with shopping, except for the helmet he's going to get, we braved thru rain......on the way home im drenched wet.....i didnt manage to take much photos but check out my fotopages.

sometimes its good spending time out on your own....i did that just now, well until i met adil, i spent time on the bus thinking about stuffs....and what i really want and want to do.....its time well spent....but that doesnt mean u don't need frens....frens are wonderful ppl that put smiles on your face......my frens, they are teriffic people i probably can't find elsewhere......

i still miss that someone, although we are only frens now, the feeling is still there and i can only meet her weekends...looking forward to the upcoming one but sheesh i got no cash.....sigh...... c ya ard peeps....wish me luck for all my applications yeah? adios....

my sister is as irritating as me...

conversation with my sister....she's grown up alright, in secondary 3 now....and she's grown up to be irritating like me....i guess its the genes....im getting to know my sister, believe it or not?....we havent seen each other for years...maybe 2 or 3.... and guess wat i still got 2 more siblings in jakarta which i havent even seen before, well, they are not related by blood, they are only my siblings cos my father married their mom. but nurul, i gotta meet her one day with hazmi...she says hazmi is crazy... sometimes he's ok and sometimes he's dreamy....they got wat i have, dreamy, crazy and irritating...harharharhar.....next pay im gonna bring them out...miss ya guys, hope to see y'all soon....abg going to give a treat....

my day was very bad.....its my worst day after months i guess.....but my frens were always there, they called, asked about my bike, asked if i needed help, where am i, etc....i never call them, ppl passed msgs to them....boy n shareil called me up when i was stuck, they asked if i needed help.....these little things shows that your friends care.....im touched guys...thanks....

rollercoaster rides are fun....but the rollercoaster of life isnt when its going down....u hate it so much that you'd rather be on flat ground....but when you're on it and its going up, you'll love it. a little hardship makes u learn along the way... i learnt my lesson alright....and i hope i will remember.....i will....

i took out my long sleeves...gonna try my luck at a couple of walk ins tumoro...im going public....need to do some soul searching as well, bus rides is the best way to do it....gaze out of the window and your mind starts working, double quick time, solving problems and getting ideas and also relaxes your tired and totured mind. gonna bring along my cammie....hope no one sees me snapping abt...harharhar.....oh btw, like my new layout?....:P

when 1+1=0

when 1 + 1 equals to 0 means something is fucking wrong....well thats me today, everything was fucken wrong....shareil told me, everyone has a bad day, well today's mine......my bike wont start, it rained on me, i didnt manage to ship my items, or even do anything else, my day wasted just like dat.....wtf......

it seems that everyones voice is irritating me now, im so agigated....i feel like as though i need a punching bag right now, just to vent my anger and frustation... its a killjoy day today.....worse day ive ever had since the last one, well watever that means.....

blood ties.....

my sis, yeah my real sis, nurulhazimah bte ali.....smsed me jus now.....its rather complicated, after my dad got separated with her mom(my stepmom), we lost contact bcos of certain matters.....miss them, hazimah n hazmi....my 2 long lost siblings, its been years since we met,...n she jus got my number thru relatives...thank god.....:)
i miss them, though we never really grow up together but still, they are after all my sis n bro......thank you god for bringing us together....

im getting so sick...

im in a pretty lousy mood today and my frens some of them just irritates me, actually they are not at fault, but they ask pretty stupid questions that just irritates me.

so far for that....im beginning to hate my state....so pathetic sak.......

anyway, had fun at sunday's cat show, well, not really.....hahaha pretty much boring cos all the cats were sleeping......dumb....:P can check out the photos at lysda's page, im lazy to put in fotos...enjoy!

yadayadayadayanadey

life, still stagnant....but the fun has to go on, or else id be dead in a few days...
harharharhar......

cats are lovely but ive never actually go to a pet show to actually see them...well today i did.....cats are cool but im no fan...but i was amazed at how the owners really love them and took care of them, that they look so near perfect but most are lazy i guess from the pampering they recieved, they are spoilt.

worries just drifted away when laughters came....thats life....enjoyment is temporary, survival is forever.....u will think of survival daily...trust me...

gotta thank the gurls once again, for providing me with free laughters...probably i would have rot at home just now if it weren't for them....thanks lys n eki....oh wish me luck that i get a job pretty soon yeah?....

whats the story morning glory

its already 6am on sunday and i havent slept...sheesh, gotta wake up at 1130 sumore...haiz...

saturday....was a pretty occupied day for me.....pheww...here's what i did instead of rotting myself at home....
1.job interview at starhub(hope i got the job)
2.lunch with shareil at pizza hut
3.farah g's chalet
4.met pen
5.joined lysda & eki window shopping
6.alif's

i dont feel like bithching bout life today....so enjoy a foto from saturday....

u can view more at lysda's fotopages