buzy as a bee.......

hehehe....ive been called 'b' before....but not a bee......

well, ive been busy like a bee lately.....jobs started coming in, interviews(i went for 4 this week! and got 1 job!) and all, its a good sign, my life is picking up......im juggling 2 jobs now, relief teaching and cook......and if i want to, id be juggling 3(the 3rd is at haagen daz) and if i got the freelance technician job at esplanade itll be FOUR!.....but all of them are not 'real' jobs, they are just either temporary or part-time........but its good, at least im not doing nothing...at least im earning something and at least i can get my bills settled..

come monday, im gonna give it a try at king albert complex, as a trainee restaurant manager at mcdonald's im applying bcos of the attractive salary, upon confirmation(3-4months) ill be bringing home 1.6k.........im just trying cos i dont really like the odd working hours....but hey, cant be choosy nowadays as long as it reels in the greens is fine.....:).....

tumoro, i gotta face MayLing, my boss at canadian's and i have to answer to her for my absence on friday.....sigh.......

come to think of it, being single is not so bad after all....im free, i can do what i want, and i dont spend much....but the bad thing is, i do get lonely at times....but hey, there's always frens.....:) * smiles.......especially like last friday, i had loads of fun, screaming my lungs out at the karaoke session with the guys, it was the best 10bucks i ever spent.....:).........

until then, see ya guys.....

im exhausted

ive been walking to n fro, for 2 days straight now...to work, back home to alif back home....whoah...and its taking toll on my legs....i can feel the strain.......but ill continue the routine until my legs gets used to it......

i cant wait for thursday's n friday's interview cos i so want to leave this place as its giving me negative vibes now.........serious.....God, make the interview on thursday a good one......:)

i got 1 sale today of my old stuff, another didnt sell cos it had a hole in it...sheesh i never checked it out thoroughly.....

my computer is getting sick too like the owner, it kept rebooting....now and then... n msn too, its irritating me, it kept loggin in and out....

im down with flu, physical exhaustion and mental pressure...i dont have enough mental power to write....excuse me this couple of days for being cranky....see ya buttheads...

haiz.....morons...

im going nuts....hazmi is giving problems....n im still doing jobs thats not up to my qualifications....some of my frens are being moronic.....the ppl who buy my stuffs are being idiots.....they are all adding to my headaches.....sigh.....its a test, that i must face and overcome......i hope i will soon....

anyways i was flipping pizzas again...its been a long time....n ive had deskbound jobs for like 4 months already....and when it comes to jobs that requires real physical strength, i was weak...i felt tired...probably cos of the walks to n fro, i tried to save a little buck n exercise as well....hehehe....

ok guys nites, not much to bitch bout....

bored as hell?

why do ppl say bored as hell? is hell boring? no i dont think so...hehehehehe

anyways....today, is indeed a boring day, i only left my house to go to the library to return some books and to meet the buyer of my thai army parka....other than that im rotting my butt away at home...sighs.....

2moro they will test me on my pizza making skills,....and hopefully i can start work soon, cos the later i start, the later i get paid...ehhehehehe..... in the morning job hunting as usual...wish me luck guys...oh thursday i got 1 interview, friday i got another....wish me luck on those too....

nite everyone......suweet dreams....

good morning vietnam.....

hehehe well watever....vietnam?.....shit its 4am and im not sleeping....sleepless nights once again.....

i borrowed 4 books but only read 1/2 of a book....harharhar...n tumoro its due... sigh.. down to the library again, where i find refuge on boring days.......i think ill renew the 3 books....that ive not yet touched.......if im unable to find something useful and interesting tommorow.....'business' hasnt been good, my items are going off very slowly and not much ppl bid for it.....but who cares, now i got a temp job oredi....and soon, ill start work....and soon ill land myself a perm job, my career and soon, i will send my bike for repairs and soon, i will get my class 3 and soon, i will buy a bigger bike for transportation if theres a need to and soon, i want to buy a mini, the classic one.........hehehehe ambitious eh? but a little too late, cos age is catching up. shouldnt have wasted my 2 years after NS just like that, holidaying, enjoying myself.....

my dreams are far fetched but they are not 1 bit impossible.....all depends on my self discipline and determination.....i have to keep picking myself up everytime i go down....im on my own, one man army.....i gotta to do alot of ppl proud like my mom, my younger siblings and my granny(she's always supportive of me!).....n my late grandfather ........i want them all, one day to say to ppl, hey thats my son/my brother/my grandson...etc....

its not about wealth, its about achievement in life......ud just sit back one day on your lazy chair and say to yourself....all this came from my hardwork, by blood and sweat.....and smile as you look out of the window how god gave u strength to keep on trying and trying while others got the easy way.....you are the stronger one....cos you took the hard way.......:)....the thought of this makes you the proudest man on earth cos you managed to overcome obstacles some never even seen......or heard before....

to my frens out there, whos like me, don't give up, let us struggle together, don't give up alright?.....c ya...gonna force myself to sleep...