same2 but different

hehehe....final day.....yeeehaw.......

anyways, why the topic......ive made a fren over at the attachments, a 3rd year student, actually alot of frens la but this one we talk alot, boys mah.......we find it easier to bitch about the rest of the staff, joke around with patients and we have passion....
we do everything willingly......anyways why same2 but different....john actually looks like a malay and can speak a little malay but he is 'serani' a mixture of indian and chinese....alot of patients tot he is malay.......and some thought im chinese cos i can speak simple mandarin and understand wat they wanted when they spoke to me in mandarin....but when they started to natter on and on in mandarin, i had to tell them im not chinese but i can understand and talk a little.......:)

anyways u all must be wondering why im up so early....haiya, perut sakit la....and my leg sore and my knee...hehehe...i think ar if after the two years, while at work if given a short break or leave, im just gonna see dr.matthew chen and ask him recommend me sports doctor that i heard about and maybe spend some Gs, to rehab and probably reconstruct again my ligaments and probably those metal plates replacements for the meniscus that i saw while surfing the net.......macam wolverine la aku nanti.. heheh nola its all for the better of me.....like i said before, i wanna be independent wen im old......if id were to die in my old age, i wanna go away peacefully without troubling anyone before my death......

ive also noticed while on attachments, that somehow male nurses are prepared......ok theres 1 male sn, 1 male asst.nurse and 3 student nurse.....almost all the patients prefer us.......no wonder male nurses are like wanted nowadays.....i guess its becos we get most of the things done and we are more tolerant of many things.....i think only la...hehehehe

i still sympathize those patients diagnose with CA.......kesian u know....some of them u can see their sadness beneath their smiling face.....some laugh out loud, jokes with u just to forget bout what they are diagnosed with......and some don't even know about their diagnosis because their children requested not to disclose to the patient...some became slightly anxious, confused and a little unsuound due to their illnesses.....some are strong and has the will to go on.....i guess nursing is an occupation where u learn the most about people.....i enjoy learning about people, every job i had, i like to take notice of people's character and way of doing things......sometimes i even get to learn skills from them....like cooking for example when i was a cook back then....and when i was a supervisor at the supermarket, i certainly learn alot of things...tts why i macam jack of all trades....but i dont think im a master of anyone......well, i hope i will be in nursing...heeee......

up till today, im still thinking if i wanna make a switch from imh to other medical/surgical hospitals......ive even heard tt ttsh would 'buy' over sponsored students who are good at their job......the things is im considering my career advancements..... u see if im in a mental hospital, my skills are limited and im limited to specializing in mental health.....but if i were to go to a general hospital, theres more choices....i would love to be an OT nurse, see people getting cut up everyday....and the pay, wah lan....they are highly paid....and whats more some OT nurses are also sent to learn anasthetics and thus becomes the anasthesia nurses who give those injections to numb u before surgery.....i guess, ill see how my progress of the 3 years with imh first and decide then...

ok guys, i wanna continue sleep....heee....tata.....

haiz...

to deal or not to deal........kalau deal bleh mewah skit, bleh enjoi skit time bdae aku.....tapi mungkin aku akan menyesal.
kalau tak deal, takda perubahan...sama je......cuma tak dapat shopping, dan mungkin tak dapat amik lesen....payah, payah tul

jakarta

jus realised my aunt n gramma is in jakarta....hmmph, i cant tag to my step-sis' wedding bcos of attachments.....sob-sob. asal takmo kahwin on my bdae........:( kalau tak ada excuse nak travel2...hehehe...anyway i think the wedding was last week...

touching...

touching ar drama2 skarang......hikmah dah habis(tapi gua nantikan season 2 next march), skarang sembilu pon coming to an end....entah eh sejak bila aku nengok drama pon tak tau, aku agak no choice pasal mak aku nengok aku pon dah terpengaruh skarang.....hikmah smalam finished with a happy ending

haiz....dah nak abis attachment nie....si cekgu nie tak habis2 nak menyusahkan kitorang ar....suruh cari type of drugs available in wards la, controlled drugs la, iv fluids la...ada je nak kasi kiter busy....dah lah penat balik, ada homework plak tu, besok pagi lagi...haiyah...bo patut la.......anyway aku sabar menanti je the last day.......

aku tadi time berak adalah termenung jugak, nak spray moto ke nak tampal2 je cam moto kamal....ada jugak angan2 nak spray boba aku kawasaki colour scheme, kawasaki-green, gloss black ngan putih skit.......mesti works....tapi kalau nak spray balik mau makan 300 ada.....aku dahla takda bonus...hehehe.....mebbe aku tak spray la, tampal2 sticker je cam motor kamal..... kalau tampal sticker ada gak brapa2 idea la, aku nie biasa ar, katun2 jugak aku feveret....mebbe kalau tampal sticker hijau aku nak buat theme incredible hulk cam ala 2fast2furious yng kereta negro tu...hehehe.....kalau aku tampal gloss black aku nak tampal sticker skurvy besar2.....kesian boba fett kene kopek...hehehehe.....blom lagik holiday nie dah bnyk plan aku nak occupy masa aku....

jiran aku nye kawan jumper aku kat frenster jadi dia add la aku......balik2 nie ada brapa2 orang yng aku tak kenal check out page aku, aku pon tak tau asal......kalau pompan takpa gak...ada gak lelaki.....aku nie gay magnet ker? muahahahaha... atau pon aku kene spy kot? hehehe......