im a moron

urrghh......i have some fucked up feelings that id rather keep to myself....cos if i were to blurt it out....i guess id be a laughing stock of many.....

responsibility is such a burden.....but as a growing MAN...i have to face it....in my new store..i was given the huge responsibility of managing the grocery department, and sales would depend on my peformance....that sure suck big time cos im a newbie....and i have such a huge responsibility over most possibly the top n biggest department..that makes up a huge percentage of the daily sales....wtf....stress....stress...

another responsibility....paying off the 900bucks left for my bike, mthly bills, etc.. fuyoh.....every day i work just to see the money disappear...hehehe.....but cant help it, i love caramella so....

now.....wat to do on the pre off day.....sigh....damn bored sak, nuthin to do...dammit.

stories

evrytime i went to tong aik, auntie sure have stories to tell one....i park my boba a distance away so that she wont ask questions...but she somehow sensed im not riding a vespa, so she went out to look and saw my spanking boba.....she asked where i got it and why dun buy spares from her?...she asked where i got my 50cc-visor...i said desmond....she went on....'that monyet?' hahaha.....she said desmond lies, and she sells that same item for 30bucks instead of 35bucks, if its true, shes the cheapest cos i know tai hin sells at 35 as well.....she goes on...who recommends me la, etc... she said desmond is the son of tai hin.....he opens his little shop to go against them and to compete.....she says he's crazy....as she is at the peak of criticizing poor desmond i took advantage of the situation and said if she can order nexus or gilera ice bracket and she offered a dirt cheap price, nexus for less that 50bucks but i have to do my own modifications and she will check out with piaggio for my gilera ice....coolness... gotta take her word and make sure she gives me a good deal....

about boba...i will not spend much on accessories but rather im working on the performance, cos i want to do tricks on it....im a skater who outgrows his skateboard and seeks other forms of adrenalin rush.

performance wise, desmond said....
1. power filter really make a difference BUT, it is hard to set, u have to set everything from piston, carb, jets, etc....and its hard to achieve the perfect setting but it can be done...and since the filter is exposed, it is easily stolen. AND during rain it does block the air....and thus slows down ur bike drastically as less O2 means less combustion.

2. changing ur spark plug cables plus head does relatively increase the power. it works this way, it gives out more powerful sparks thus forcing the piston to move at a speed faster than normal thus achieving greater torque and speed.....BUT there is a side effect, through prolong use, the piston might cease due to excessive sparks that might burn a hole right at the center of the head.

yeye ive made a sticker of boba fett for my right side! yeah...itd be ready tumoro!!! yeay! cant wait.

tumoro onwards ill be at queenstown...hope the ppl over there is fine....

cheers frens who read....gd luck with the knowledge i shared.

watever....

watever....hahahahaha .......dats it bye2 adios, slamat malam, nandre, arigato gozaimas.......sid kau eh cam sial tau....peh jubo....LoL...... i wanna order kilts....anyone got lobang?....hahahahahahahahahhahahahahha. too cranky slept the whole night must b cos tt idiot left all his job for me to do wen he went off for course! bitch......a blog is meant for me to vent out.....i guess i gotta make it private so only approved peepz can read.....watever it is, seems like watever i do isnt right, so i bitch about...but not lies, all truth...never i lie in my blog in fact i never lie to almost anyone, cos i dun see a point, a lie leads to another....adios amigos.... gua mau download lagu......hehe my fren commented, sejap lagu nigger, jap lagu rock, jap rancid, jap slayer.....eh gua punya suka ar...gua punyer dunia, mana sedap pada gua, gua dengar....im a rockstar in my own world....hahahaha......pe saje aku bebel nie.... lin biler kau keje? aku nak beli benda ar.......mankey jng lupa sms aku.....

im fine....no i meant im fined

fuck ya cisco bitchass.....u caused me 8 bucks mothafucka......shit gotta get that season parking shit, they are coming in more frequent, god damn motha fucka....

hello boba

ive got a new name for my gilly....i call it boba.....taken from boba fett.... bounty hunter.... im gonna mod boba up to have characteristics of a bounty hunter, sleek & fast & sharp.....

the pack of gilly boys are becoming more of frens now.....we began to talk more freely and jokes suddenly just emerge....laughters was a good sign that we are actually bonding and not just getting together jus cos we ride the same bike....imagine 7 gillies zooming in and out of traffic.....fun is an understatement...... the thing is we shared....when i met syed it was pleasant as he shared where he did his mods n wat not to do on my 4stroke boba....

this new 'hobby' of mine will definitely burn a hole in my pocket...but im adult enough to control myself, and probably just burn a tiny weenie hole.....this is my way of entertaining myself, making myself happy....while others go out with their other half on a picnic or a movie....i roam the streets with the boys...chill, laughters and machine talk & updates....

i hope when boba is fully modded up, im able to do more tricks on him....ive always wanted to endo, wheelie and do donuts....its the radical 'enzymes' in me, i cant help it....

work is pretty fine except at times it gets dead boring and monotonous...and i wonder if this is wat i wanna do for the rest of my life ...NO is the definite answer...im waiting for dear BEN to accept me in the company or other employers to take notice of my resume....i still wanna do engineering or design cos im fascinated with machines & animations....i like to create......

to some ppl out there......ure beginning to piss me off.....just fark off n leave me alone.....get out of here.....and dont falsify things....i hate to bitch...but i have too....ure all motherfucken fakes, one minute ure this, the next ure a piece of shit.
wtf are u doing in my chapter? fuck off from my scene if u wanna carry on like this. im sick n tired...understand?