radicality....is there such a word?

hmmm.... LED tail-light n signals....carbon fibre headlights, vents and levers..... steel flooring..... stereo system with mp3 compatibility......red or blue neons.... air horn.radio tuner....5 canister NOS system.... dellorto racing carb, malossi piston n block set....customized decals......etc...etc...endless of hop ups for my Gilly....but one at a time, each month....hehehe...need to build up a saving for my future too.....

Caramella.....ada apa dengan mu?......

It was yest tt i bought Gilly....btw Gilly is my new bike...he'll be ready come monday. today, Caramella failed me.....she broke down....and left me stranded in the middle of BKE.....riders have this superstition tt when ure buying a new bike, ur old bike will 'merajuk' but i have no intentions at all to sell Caramella away.....i wanted to keep her and ride her ard with pride on my off days...i wanna doll her up to the max...but somehow or another she decided to break down....Caramella, im sorry kay? but i need a mode of transport to n fro faster n more reliable n its because i dun want to wear out such a nice vintage scooter.....

Anyways, i was lucky enough to have a fren like mankey......i called up the taxi company they said taxi wont stop at expressways.....i called the rest of the boys, no answer, waddya expect its 6.50am in the morning.....but lucky me mankey picked up the fone with a sleepy voice....willingly he came to my rescue...i was late for work but i was thankful and touched to have such a thoughtful fren.....id remember ur deed mankey and id not forget ur birthday...

im anxious to call aju, my mechanic tumoro regarding caramella and wats wrong with her.....im anxious to collect Gilly come monday........im anxious abt bali in december....

i hope i have enough.....i was using this nick for my msn- "i miss bali!", when diana msged me and asked me abt it...she too loves bali....this sept she'd be going with cousins...she asked me along but i cant, cos ive yet to get my confirmation and any leaves meant unpaid leaves.....so i told her, why not december....she said yeah cos december she'd be going again....yeye!....after almost a year of non travelling... this is my break...thnks diana, only thing is hope id have saved enough, she'd be staying almost a mth, teacher mah....but me i guess 4-5days is sufficient....:)

i find that im beginning to manage my anger better now....this morning, i calmed myself down though im cursing away at the taxi that refuses to stop, and everything went wrong, even the PC at work doesnt want to cooperate and i ordered excessive amt of sugar yest by accident, i was told off by a senior supervisor....but i remained calm knowing it was my mistake and keeping in mind that my appraisal depends on his words partly.....i felt good though honestly i do want to strangle him at times.. but my actions were becos of the consequences thatve might be....so im glad, i can control myself now.....its cos im rather ambitious nowadays....ive even calculated cpf contributions as to how much ill be having in 2-3 years time and whether ill have enough for a flat of my own....

gtg guys, tomorow is a long train ride to work......and i have to wake up super early.....adios amigos....lastly...happy bdae to ayu, and bedah........thnks to mankey!....c ya guys ard....:)

indulgence is evil....

when u give in to something...its indulgence...to give in to something u WANT is to give in to your desire....and i did just that just now.....once im able to withdraw my money from the atm machine......it felt good for a moment but i was a little uneasy after that as all this while i havent been spending much money...all i spent on was on food n petrol....thats all....this time round its to feed my desires.....i hope ill be satisfied with what i just did....to a certain extent i know i will, cos i got plans for "it"......

Alhamdullilah....ill not be transfered to yishun, so ill be staying at woodgrove until further notice....I pray to God, the boss will give me a good appraisal...as i count the days to my confirmation in september...insya'allah.......

this afternoon, i read WDA's advert looking for diploma holders with 2 years working experience to switch to nursing job....i might consider that next year if things doesnt turn out good....but that is in the future and im no fortune teller so lets take each day as it comes....im trying to change myself....theres many things about me ive yet to change.....i hope i can, and i WILL try.....

lastly MONDAY is D DAY! when we execute that particular mission....here comes the thumpers....

deal...

100 bucks in my pocket, zadeh happy, i happy...he got his parts, i got my 100bucks... i was thinking of modding up my ps2....shud i or shud i save up for my downpayment? sheesh decisions again......

decision making at its toughest

reliability? power? outlook factor? economical? inexpensive?

all this are factors i have to consider....in the end i have to decide between the following and 1 of them i will own before the year end....
x1, xr400, drz400sm, ktm400exc......which one will i own? x1 confirm can one, its the other 3 that i have to consider....i like ktm n drz most....but xr400 is the cheaper version of the earlier 2....a cheaper and more economical thumper....while x1 is just for transportation purposes...fun factor definitely less than riding a thumper....

only time will tell....which one i will buy.....pecah kepala liao.....gnite peepz... tumoro another money earning day...closed sales with another vespa dude.....and work tumoro...haiz......