still in nofx land...


this is why i love them back in my teen days and now still even though i listen to more vast genre of music......they are just rude and straightforward, well ok, im not rude...im a good boy...hurhurhur...anyway enjoy....

my grammar suck...

ok, i read my last entry and boy my grammar's horrible...but who gives a fuck, i cant be bothered to edit though....fat mike doesnt need fantastic grammar to be there....hahahah bodohnye budak sebab tu english kau b3 je..... anyways cant help it but to show the growth in my collection...saje je nak show off....hehehe.....wooohooooo

sore but fucken happy and satisfied....

when in your life would u feel sore but yet happy and satisfied....? hmmmm....if u were at nofx rockin performance just now u would.....i bled, i sweat, and i had sores in my shoulders and neck....and im broke....but its fucken worth it.....i spent 50bucks for the tix, which is way cheaper than some gay boyband performances....i spent 40bucks on TWO nofx tour tees, which is way cheaper than some gay surfer wannabe tees........i strain my neck muscles which ive never experience to this extent even on 69....i bled on my knee....i sweat more than i was totured back in army, my knees were weak, my whole body ache but it was fucken worth it....im 28 soon but who gives a fuck...im having fun without drugs or booze, im still a good boy right? hurhur...
i sang along to familliar tunes that i heard back when i was 14 till my voice went coarse and husky.....i jumped with my knees tucked in and my feet in the air as though i did not have any pain in my knee.......i swirl, turned, tossed like a drunken monkey but it was worth it......cos i was watching NOFX and you wasnt there.....my pals, boy, shahreil and nadzir are witnesses to that fantastic gig too, ask them....its way better than some gay music videos u watch on teevee.......if u wasnt there and u love punk rock, ure one dumb ass ,,,,,,,idiot son of an asshole....hehehe...ouh mind me, that was a song title from one of NOFX's numbers....they rock and i will be there again if they do come back even if im already 40! money well spent just now, best day of my life....so far.... heh!

NoFx are pure natural, funny set of musicians who can pull it off and make the crowd go wild, they dont need no fancy smancy suits or nice hairdos or designer jeans....they were there in tees and berms.....and they still rock, two of them are fat and not good looking but the fans fucken love them......who needs looks when u can joke, rock like NOFX.....

im tired to explain further, if u love Nofx and u weren't there its like giving a one night stand a pass....i think that pretty much describe it.

thnks nadzir for the info first hand, thnks str8's records for posting that bulletin that tickets are out, thnks to the hongkees who bring them on the tour....and thanks nursing for providing me with allowances to feed my nonsense.....hurhur....good night.....i was a happy kid again....or should i say always?

Fuck sex...

fuck sex, today is nofx day...hurhurhur................eat the meek!

hehehe thai song....

okok.....the pt with schizo n depression can only talk to me without being violent.....okok so the staff nurses say im his best fren....its the approach dah....u appear fearful of him, once u have this tiny bit of...."ishk orang giler..." they can see thru u man.. can u imagine on wednesday night he can say "tumoro u morning shift ar?" i was like, how do u know......he simply answered "i know la u look hardworking..." LoL.....probably just good guess....this morning when i came to work, they said he went amok and threw chairs and stuffs that they have to restrain him......i know whats the problem, look at how they handle these ppl la... wah lau, from ur look, even the blind can sense fear and those "eee orang giler..." kinda thought, u have to treat them like a friend, be one of them, well, not literally of course......and they'll be fine.....i even asked him what languages he can speak cos i overheard him cursing in english, mandarin, hokkien, malay, tamil.....serious no joke.....and i overheard he told someone he knows a little thai....so itchy me and the mischievious side of me............asked him, "hey how to say i love u in thai? i want to say to this girl la...." heheheheh.....then he paused for awhile as though in deep thought......and soon he sang....hehehe...in thai of course.....i asked him, whats that...."thai love song la!"....LoL......

too fast

like the girth of my abdoment whenever im back to school, my starwars collection is growing too fast, im spending like 55bucks in 2days for 3clone troopers and 1 AT-AT driver...gosh im nuts....with that, ive come to a conclusion to let go my older collections, like the kiss series 2 collection.....im not looking to make, just to sell off to make way for starwars....LoL...have to concentrate on one right.....but well, i cant bear to sell off my he-man, silver-hawk, ghostbusters, starcom, ninja-turtles, thundercats.....these i cant bare to let go, too classic...too many memories.....hehehe.....id want to show off to my kids what daddy had when he was a boy or never had...heh......

hehehe showoff...



sajer nak eksyen, here's my current 19carded strong star wars action figures collection...harharhar....and shahreil we'll have a duel someday when i get that darth vader light saber.....

im a trooper, are u?

heheh i own one of the rarities.....sandtrooper at mere 10bucks.....wooohooo, just collected it just now....drool dudes...drool!


then up next in the list to be collected this week are.....



and all of the above cost me 51bucks....damn me......hehehe cant help it la...was too tempting...not to mention, ive still got 2 more auctions waiting to end that cost 26bucks...ok thats enough for this month...LoL.....its eating away holes in my pockets...

pelik tapi benar....

i think ar, ure full of bullshit....but who cares.....

anyways, its been quite sometime since i had weird dreams.....tts sometimes wierdly enough, reappear in reality.....
ok i cant remember clearly but here's how it roughly went......

mom had a restaurant....uber cool...alhamdullilah if it happens in reality.....i was done helping mom, i took my skateboard and left, i was in the uncoolest outfit ever, tight jeans and long sleeves, i mean wat was i thinking man....i didnt see myself but my legs were alot smaller, probably i lost weight....HARHARHAR.....ok so, i was skating with a couple of frens....then alamak, i tore my jeans.....so i wanted to loan something to wear from, fahmie, my sec school pal......we skated, crossed a street and took a super cool train macam mrt, except no seats....then the cool thing is this train stops just infront of his block, disembark and its already at his lift landing....so, its in the future i presume.....along the way, theres this cute chick...super sexy but carrying kids.... MILF.....hahahaha, but i guess she was fahmie's wife....i cant recall the conversations but somehow i ended up wearing a green basketball jersey bearing numbers which i cant recall again, i then skated again....before i finally was awaken by the star wars midi on my alarm....teeheee....weird but cool dream....macam ala 'back to the future' and 'gleamin' the cube'

ouh adisam, i really wanna skate.....ill give u a ring someday...aight?

kembang...

hari nie gue paling kembang skalik.........aku datang keje je, pompan cina tu bilang aku, "eh u got compliment u know..." aku pon tanya, sapa? patient mana? dia tak tau.....okla buat bodoh je la...aku carry on la as per normal, skali sister ho tegur aku "siddiq, u recieve a compliment from a patient last week, keep up the good work and that same patient also complained, bla, bla" ada la, bila dia admitted kawan2 kiter kat admission tu tak taruk dia on red tag pasal dia ada drug allergy, sapa tak bingit, kalau kene drug salah, dah member tu kene anaphylactic shock.....anyways....it didnt stop there....aku pon cakap la thnks kat sister ho, pas tu carry on la keje cam biasa.....pas tu jeane, HCA pon sama, "siddiq, u get compliment u know....." wah mengembang2 aku nie....hahaha dah gitu takper 2pm standard, mass pass report time....sister hamidah pulak announce.... kat khalayak ramai......gua blush ar gua agak, dah gitu takper yng buat tak sedap dia gi kata...."if a student can do it, be attentive to the patients, i think u all staff nurses and ANs can also do it......" alamak....nie yng tak sedap....ah gitu takper la, gua pon eksyen tak dengar, carry on la cam biasa....bz....skali ada sister besar nie turun.....bilang aku to keep up the good work....hehe biasa ar gua punyer reaksi, tersenyum, tapi gua bilang, "ouh i didnt do anything much..." dia jawab, "ya u might thing u didnt do anything much but many people might be looking and watching, thats why u got commended" gua senyum jer ar....takper la gua nie dah kembang giler nie, campur malu pon ada......sister hamidah plak datang....."siddiq, u know uve been commended? i hope u will keep this up and not only now as a junior.." aku pon angguk la.....hehehehe.....u know, these kind of compliments make me love my job, makes working less work...u know what i mean.....my secret, when really it comes to caring, treating for patients, i treat them like my own grandpa, my own uncle, my own fren.....thats how....yah no doubt i laugh along them and sometimes cant help it when they act funny...im just mere human....LoL.....anyways im loving my job.......the last person that made my day today, was that apek.....when he gave me a thumbs up for helping him out......it was a great day....better than sex.. oops id take that back.....LoL.....

lucky

felt like going out just now after i washed carmella and boba clean and getting some hardware from the store.....was going queensway but then i decide to stay home and go later instead, maybe in the afternoon....wah lucky me, as i was lazing around at home, it poured damn heavily.....LoL...lucky, lucky.....so ill go tumoro and make sure be home before it pours again....hehehe IF la kalau tak malas kan...n probably to my fav store too, to grab some more figurines......heheheh....

somewhere last week somehow i thought of not switching bikes so soon....mebbe ill ride boba for a lil bit longer....maybe until i completed my bond...or something...mebbe ill save up for that harley and pay in cash rather than utang....hehehe see how la.. ouh by the way still havent decided whether that supermotard or the sporster....hmmmph....kla sleepy oredi.....nytes...