Blessed

I am blessed....

-With a job with an iron 'rice-bowl'
-Faith is still in me.
-Great mom.
-Great partner.
-Great friends.
and so on.....

Although life ain't perfect, I'm glad I'm still doing better compared to many unfortunate souls.

Although I am not in the perfect health with knee-problems, poor eye-sight, etc....I am still glad, I am not disabled or down with chronic illnesses....

I'm just thankful, my life seems better....seems like its improving in many ways...

And it is even better to be accompanied by wonderful people around me. Currently Ain, has been accompanying me thru my journey.

The listening ears, the understanding, the faith in me she give is beyond anything I could've wished for. To think that there's many possibilities of shouldn't haves, we are like fated. Thanks to the people who made it possible and of course thanks to the One I believe in.

In short.....Alhamdullilah...

And may YOU guide me further.....InsyahAllah....

Shoppa

I went shopping! Yipee...

Well, nothing fantastic that I got myself....just...
At Ikea...
-a lime green ikea stool (for me to sit on when im surfing).
-black bath towel (cos my lime green one already have holes in them).
-1 ikea wall clock (my room lacking of one).

Collected from Thomas:
-1 MCCT for my bike for my next race(hopefully).

At Giant:
-1kg tub of mixed berries yoghurt (for calcium and good digestion).
-2litres of promegranade soya bean milk (for that calcium and protein intake).
-1 clorets ocean mint (to keep me awake in the seminar tommorow).
-1 bottle of Nescafe (coffee is my steroid).
-3kg of Fab detergent (cos it was on sale and supply running low).

At CK-Department Store
-Pantene shampoo
-Gatsby Lime green deodorant
-3 Oral-Bs
-Darlie triple pack Lime-mint toothpaste.
-Stain removing tooth paste.

Wah long day.....gonna clean up a little my room and then go to bed....

Miss my Ain....see u in about 18hrs or so.....

Gnite peeps.....

hopes

i wonder....if i would be in trouble....im just keeping my spirits up, hoping nothing goes wrong...

disappointment

i think she is disappointed in me, she should be and i am too at myself. i was well aware but then i gave in, i crossed the imaginary line.

to me now, she is the most important above everything.....yes these are mere words but then again, almost everything i strive for nowadays are not only for myself but with her in mind.

it's not wise to say i'm a mere human, cos i knew but i gave in. but then again, i am human.

i dunno wat else to write.....i only know i got myself to blame.