bored no mood

cant study, bored, no mood, blurr, confused, wondering, so i think id just go and sleep.

hmm

everytime i have a gf, theres sure someone pestering her.....so dumb of this guys, why keep on pestering someone who's already attached?...uggghh okla dont want to add more, no good talking bad bout ppl in ramadhan.....but im just irritated not jealous cos i know annie's irritated too....

my sayang wants to accompany me to study on tuesday...yeayness....im already planning mentally, study in library, break fast together, then go amk hub for movie or something.....hehehe

im off for now, continue with my bio...

friday is da day....

i cleared 3 presentations in a day....and i got an A for mental health.........

i fumbled abit at the presentations....but overall we did fine.....and i got great feedbacks so far....

went to watch chuck & larry just now with my sayang....hilarious, a must watch....
we went to habib together for the first time.....i dunno why im the shy one.....its bcos i guess i never brought any of my ex-gfs to meet my frens. went well....i love u annie....

i like the way annie dress today...nice...

im still left with one hurdle.....next week bio.....prac...then off to clinicals and exams in a month's time...

im lazy to add some more, cos im chatting annie now....see ya....gnite...ouh 3rd day of ramadhan....

new era

haha i submitted my foto to new era's website...hurhurhur and its approved, so ill just wait till my foto is up with the millions of new era fans.....thinking of getting one more next payday....

2 flexfit hallucinate caps is on the way.....its going to be sold at skateboarding.sg and probably skinnymunster.com. coolness i got 2 retailers wanting to sell my stuffs.. simple designs and nothing special just glad so far the people around me likes it and as i mentioned in the previous entry, i was also requested to design wedding cards...i roped in hairul and aisha bcos its their expertise im only an amateur, i self-taught so not really pro......woo shaggy playing on the radio again...i love shaggy's song... this angel song....so ol skool but still evergreen....girl ure my angel, annie...

annie.....u dont have to be good with words to show me u love me, u already did, u made sacrifices and u even tried fasting, that meant alot to me.....im hoping to itd work out. i dunno how but im sure we'll find a solution.....

i think i need to go for an eye check up and maybe an appointment with the orthopaedics specialist. im seeing floaters and my eyes tires easily......hmmmffft.....insyahAllah theres nothing wrong with me....and i think seriously i need my wound to get stictched up....it healed and then it gapes again...

first ramadhan, went thru with an ease....i managed my anger in the morning but i accidentally blurted out a swear word on the road, when this car cut right infront of me...have to kick that bad habit.....

im going to bed....soon....i love u annie...

u stole my heart, u put it by a nice place, u nurse it properly and u always ensure it doesnt get into any harm watsoever...i hope u keep it that way....u gave me attention, u understood my position, u needed little explanation. u accepted me for what i am. my heart isnt everywhere its hidden by annie somewhere, it was with me since last year when i took it back and no one during that period managed to take it from me, until came annie, she took it with the intention to look after it and nurture it with love...that i felt that no words can describe. its so real yet not visible to the naked eye but its there, i know....love ya...

ramadhan celebrations

celebrated ramadhan with me clearing my bcls....woots.....

annie tries fasting.....proud of her....

im being roped in to do wedding cards.....

and hallucinate tees is getting attention might be on sale at another site. woots

1 more customer for hallucinate tees....the lucha tee have gained its popularity, 2 lovers so far....woots....

im a happy son of a gun today.....minus the upset just now.

sigh

sigh...hate me all u want....its not as if i cheated on u, not as if i did not tell u we cant work out together....not as if i had another gf behind ur back....i only felt things after almost a year......i was comfortable being single until of course lately i met someone who is special to me....

u have rights to ur own feelings, hate me if u will, if that makes u feel better. call me a jerk or watever it is. for all i know, im not and i know i hurt u but i did not hide anything....i did not cheat on u and we did broke off last ramadhan....that makes a year in the muslim calendar....best wishes in watever u do. forgive me if ive done anything wrong.

ouh lastly in defence.....if my heart is everywhere, id have at least 10 over gfs and if my heart is everywhere, i wouldnt have lasted 3years in 1 of my relationships... ramadhan is a beautiful month but i just had to defend myself.

ramadhan

here comes the beautiful of ramadhan.....many hikmah behind it....well for me personally, apart from exercising self control, apart from feeling the poor what they are feeling and apart from refining myself.....i save money and i loose a little of the inches and pounds off me....heh!

yest, i met brielle aka annie aka my sayang....wanted to watched evan almighty but we couldnt make it in time and annie wasnt in the mood for horror so we just ate cake at secret recipe, i like mine, raspberry cheesecake but not hers, its nice but not my cup of tea, chocolate indulgance.... basically its already almost ten by the time we finished eating our cakes, every where would either be closed or going to close soon, so we decided with east coast....just walking, natter about everything and sitting by the sea where the waves came crashing on the walls that we sat on.....we bonded and yes very much in love....we just sort of as if we known each other for long....i only wondered why i didnt meet her earlier but hey, its fate...i believe in fate...im fated to meet her now only for a reason....so anyway annie started to feel sick....gastric pain i guess....so we left....i rode a little faster but safely cos theres a pillion behind me, someone i dearly love. i turn back occassionally to check if she's ok, my main priority then was to get her home safely or to a doctor should her pain get worse or something....so everything went well, its seperation time again, the toughest...how i wished i need not go....hmmmftt...but i had to...

im so in love and i hope, sincerely hope, this ramadhan id be given some directions, answers or anything, insyahAllah.....

i hope i clear my prac test tumoro and i hope the presentations on friday goes on smoothly and i hope to meet my annie friday night and probably we can iftar together. i appreciate that you are even trying annie, i really do. and finally i hope my bio prac next week goes on smoothly.....

to my muslim frens let us welcome this ramadhan...may all our ibadah be accepted and may we go thru all 'test' with iman and perseverance, insyahAllah....

to annie....i love u as always, enjoy ur holidays and wish me luck for my upcoming hurdles, my presentations, tests and exams in a months time...or not forgetting my clinicals....

skate session

just came back, just out of the shower.....

its been weeks since i last skated....just now was a short one...but hey it was fun as always....i cant ollie properly now....but i managed to 'catch' one kickflip after mimi pointing out my mistakes...the spot near boat quay have great low white kerbs, where noseslides are lovely but i cant pull off....nxt time maybe...wasnt too well just now, got a little runny nose.....

snapped a couple of fotos with my lomo....hope it turn out beautiful.....i seriously want to get an slr....i envy those shots shahran made....they look so professional...

my sayang.....she misses me alot that she smsed me at 4am in the morning...i miss u too

im excited about hallucinate.cc, i hope itd go well....i want to print one for annie too! she will be the first to wear hallucinate tee....heh....and i cant wait to see the cap i ordered, tumoro the seller going to email me the finished product and ship to me once i say yes....

good luck annie for the exam tumoro......good luck to myself for the bcls theory....
nite peepz.....and thanks adil for the ride home......i cant imagine if i have to ride my bike back just now....so tired.....i really really want a class3!

good news!

sheikh is going to help me sell my t-shirts at his online store....its a small start hopefully to something big.....and he's roping me in to help organize an upcoming skate event....sheesh im happy, i feel like flying....

study?

yup i dont always drink kopi at the kopishop known as habib, last night i had teh-o-ice limau. and adil got itchy finger and snapped a foto with my phone, thats boy aka eizhar aka agf beside me....he said the event at museum was great.....sigh, shouldve went...theres fireworks after the last band.....


was supposed to study, half way thru i got tired....so i doodled...its been along time since i scribbled on paper.....adil aka stimgas wanted to do graffiti on his walls, so here it is some scribbling....hurhurhur...


just decide to snap these....nothing else to snap....my daily cocktail before i sleep n when i wake up, for the immunity, for the knees and joints and for a balanced diet. i just dont want to be a burden when im old....im considering adding calcium tabs to the cocktail cos i dont take too much calcium daily, sometimes only i drink milk, i think ill start adding calcium when i start work.

I miss annie.....love her lots....she dreamt of us making cookies yest, is that a sign we'd be together forever?

gotta prepare the script for next weeks presentations.....even a seasoned presenter like me feel the pressure of 3 presentations in a day!...friday that is....i think i will need lots of coffee on thursday and more spirulina tabs.....

speaking of which my supply of elcafe ginseng coffee running low, gonna get some later at jurong east stockist also getting some mooncakes for annie's parents and dropping by westmall to get ink...my blank ink went dry on me last night...looks like almost 100bucks spent today....we'll see...

next week is when my money going to be spent the most....the t-shirts and materials for my hallucinate line.......and i think i need a new pair of bermudas going beach road to get a cheap pair or perhaps id just loose weight a little more to fit into my size 32 berms.....

ouh im waiting for my felxfit cap to arrive....yeayness.....

and tonight there might be a skate session.....

sigh

sigh time flies and shahreil n yati are getting married oredi.....and time flies and ramadhan is coming....they are already talking bout visiting....hmm 2nd week of raya.. a saturday, i hope my annie can make it.....and planning for iftar.....gotta find a suitable day so we all can sit down and breakfast together...itll be cool....

im wide awake now, bcos i slept in the evening.....now im going to go thru my bcls,i hope to have a perfect score cos its nothing new to me.....but i dunno if the test would be similar to that of the army one.....i hope so...

my annies asleep, sweet dreams, i hope u find the answers you're looking for. i love u lots. and im declaring it on the world-wide-web via my blog.

im seeing floaters....i hope its normal....but my lecturer told me if uve seen it once in awhile, its ok...but if uve never experienced it before, i better have my eyes examined......

sayang...i want to grow old with u...:)