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the longest time together

it was the longest time we spent together last night....from 8pm to about 10am this morning......and it was fun....but too bad both of us were already tired from work and me, from school....

last week, we decided to spend a night together, u know just chill or something... so i scouted for chalets at the last minute but sadly its fully booked at sentosa cos i dun really quite fancy the rest of the chalets.....and aloha is pretty big for only the 2 of us......hahaha....so we decided to camp out....on wednesday we scout for the camping essentials.....of course the tent......but we didnt buy yet cos nani have yet to get approval from her parents tt she is going to a 'chalet' hahaha.....

so after the approval, i went to imm again on thursday, to see the tent at giant....but luckily i came across sports connection and decided to take a look.....and i got a great deal, the tents was on discount and i got a 3men tent for only 21bucks! i grabbed solid fuel & charcoal after i fail to find any gas burner at imm......

friday was the day.....hmm i concentrated in school cos i know i wont be studying after tt....but at the same time im distracted at times by the excitement and i kept thinking wat else do i need or wat to do.....hehehe....

i was about to leave when i saw lighting....in my mind, oh no....but i went ahead and lucky enough we beat the rain......we stopped by katong sheng shiong to get some more stuff(which we never finished) and had our dinner at kfc....hehehe believe me i was excited but was hungry too....hahaha...

it was so comical of me, when we reach east coast, first of all i miss the carpark, the usual spot the gilera boys have their bbq....so i had to turn one big round....
and then we were there, i cant decide on a spot and finally settled for the usual... hehehe....and then, wen it comes to setting up the tent, i was rather slow and i had it wrong the first time, and our 'neighbours' had theirs done although they came wen i was already half way thru it.....hahaha...malu sak...obvious first timer...

finally all set up.....i realised, we were short of speakers and the essentially important lantern or flashlight.....luckily i had my k750i, it helped out abit...
we had nothing to do, we lazed by the hours, scribbling, and tic tac toe and me and my licorice seesha....we couldnt sleep.....so we decided to cook sumthin....haha i always love cooking and playing with fire....and guess wat, i burnt my thumb as i was trying to light the charcoal for my seesha with the solid fuel....imagine my whole thumb in flames...hahaha...lucky nuff i manage to put it out....farnie sak...
good news i wasnt hurt or anything like tt, it was only numb for a few seconds...then it was fine..... after we stuffed ourselves with instant noodles and tuna, we lazed around again, until nani felt sleepy...and she went to sleep first....
:( hehehehehe.....

we woke up early at 6am.....packed up, wash up and had our breakfast at west coast mcdonald's....such a long time since i had breakfast with someone i love so early in the morning.....

overall, i had fun....hmm let me say that again, overall WE had fun.......i love her for just loving me....i love the fact tt she actually want to spend time with me..
i love her for just being her......

although wat we had were so simple but id love to do it again.....thnks sayang...

cells gets old everyday

tts wat dr.san told us, cells get old everyday......hahaha....probably tts why as we grow older our absorption memory is limited.....u cant go on and on slogging on the books......tts why i have to stop after a couple of hours and here i am.....

hmm....im wondering if some ppl are thinking tt im like the "peanut who forgot the shell"(translate in malay!) hahaha....ok its lame.......bout tt issue, i might just be paranoid, for all i know they just dun want to disturb me studying....

hmm i saw farah's pic on shahreil's blog, she's hospitalised, well i dunno for what but i hope she'll be fine....life is really precious u know....and after being in nursing i treasure life even more.....to add on to that, my handicap, my bad knees... i learnt to treasure them more...i told myself, i will only skate when i can afford that sportsbrace which will cost a few hundred dollars....

i dream....and its good to know tt nani dreams of it too, a future together.... and i hope it does come true....

id like to take this opportunity to wish everyone out there the best in watever they do and may luck be upon them, especially my only one nani...i hope u get tt job soon. ure so miserable now at QT.........

to the gilera boys, hey guys, count me out for the bbq thingy yeah......nxt time probably, how bout december during vacation and ummm my bdae....hahahha....

gnite peepz......tumoro, full day of school followed by an hour of knee rehab, packed!.......well, gnite...nurses need to sleep to.....LoL!

yeay

finally ive rectified my computer problems and now, im surfing with ease, i hope i wouldnt have those awful pop ups again....and ouh i strongly recommend "slimbrowser" a web browser i downloaded at download.com, its much faster than ie or mozilla...

i gotta study....study, study......project works is pilling up everyday, so i gotta manage my time wisely.......this weekend is probably the longest ill spend with my b for a day.....looking forward to it.....

shahreil n frens, sori i couldnt join for soccer, reason number 1, my knee problem, reason number 2, school assignments, reason number 3, very bz already....... ill make up at alif sessions during the weekends....hehehe miss u guys....realli....

my sayang, keep on trying, hunt for tt job.....im always here should u need me or if u need my support....i know how frustating it is to hunt for jobs and not getting it and ppl ard u think negatively of u....ive been there........gd luck.....love ya.

i love babies.....

watching the video during our tutorial really made me so wanting to have babies.... it happens everytime i see cute little human beings......just like 2weeks ago when i see nabirul n his brother.........i want some of my own some day.....hehehe.....

im jamming my brains this couple of days....i need a well deserved nap....gnite peepz.

life

meaning of life to the family i interviewed, MR.B said his family & kids were the meaning to his life.......for me its nani....id like the whole world to know tt.

i just like to take this opportunity to mention tt nobody's perfect, everyones got a flaw or two or mebbe more and everyone had done something wrong at least once in their lifetime. so i guess, its just right to forgive and forget.....but damn u sometimes the forgetting part is so damn hard to do. tts not the point. the point is everyone is somehow given mistakes to learn from it......after that everyone involved in it gets better with life and so on....dont u think so?

hmmm....back to my daily life......hmmm i find tt ive made a music transition.....im now enjoying more emo, hardcore scremo kinda thing....to get u a better idea, think love me butch, a vacant affair, nothing to declare.....and sometimes real ol skool hardcore, integrity.....i dunno probably its the school environment, i need tt energy vibes to last me for 9hours of school each day......so the screaming and the distortions really wake me up when my eyes are 3/4 shut.....anyways i think syarul's voice is wonderful........

i was chatting with my classmate yah nee, we talked abt how we finally became nurses. hehehe i think im rather fated....i think this is my destiny.....siak ar cam orang tua2 sak....hahaha.....bt then im 27 oredi..... ok back to my destiny....first of all, 3 of my aunties are nurses!, my cousin is a nurse, the girl i use to date is a nurse, hmm so i guess it runs in the family excluding the girl....and....i was a st john's member back in school, well for a year only hahaha......then in NS, i was a combat medic through out till now.......see, tts why...i say mebbe im fated.....
i was thinking too, i badly wanted to become a teacher but refused....tt too has got some family thingy i guess, my grandfather was a teacher, my uncle is a teacher...
haha but ultimately, its the stability, the career, the chance to work with ppl, the opportunity for overseas employment, the chance for a probable migration....i still want to live the dream of having a family living comfortably one day in a big house, with my fav scooter in a room, a volkswagen beetle or minibus parked below or a those mini sports car....i want to be able to provide the best for my future family, i want my son to have a perfect bringing up, and ultimately make my mother proud, i love my mother....

speaking of working with ppl, yah-nee asked why i enjoyed teaching, i said the kids, i enjoyed working with kids and she said i should volunteer for club rainbow, i think i will in the coming vacation....it will be an eye opener and helps u to be not so selfish in life and think about urself and ur gains only...seriously after i took up nursing, i feel tt i have improved a little to become a better person....slightly i guess but seriously, i tend to care about ppl feelings more.....like my frens example, im less temperamental lately....im much more calm....if any one pisses me off, i think back why he or she behaves in such a way and wat would be the reason and i try to rectify it....its more interesting that way rather than fighting anger with anger.....cool huh?....try it urself.....

i told my fren, i think im a slacker, weekends usually i only study abit and like yest after the project case study, i never open my books.....my fren told me, a slacker wont say hes a slacker bcos he wont think about it, hes a slacker.... make sense to me..... a slacker wont worry that he is slacking....right?

shahreil gonna sell me his monitor yeay!.....tt means ill save a little on the new pc, ive told to myself and my mom, tt ill get fathi and ayun a new pc, for their school work and all......end of this year perhaps......ill get those system from sim lim.

i really havent been spending time with my frens lately......and yest i had to turn them down cos i got things to do and we had to go to bras basah to look for books and i promised nani ill fetch her....well last week i killed two birds with one stone, i met my gilera frens first and later at night i spend time with the bb boys at baybeats......sorri guys its not tt i forget bout u guys but now my time is so limited, most of the time im tied down with school and anything related to it... but watever it is, u guys, the bb boys are still close to my heart, ure the bros tt helped me pick myself up during rough times, ure the ones tt accepted me without questions, giving me advices and sometimes encouragements.....love ya guys...if it weren't for you guys i dun think id be where i am now,......just want u guys to know u were the driving force towards me pursuing my dreams......thnks guys......

i gotta study now, probably light my sheesha and enjoy a little mint or peach... haha