hopping homies...

hehe that was the title of my mtv flash animation i did on my 2-day workshop with noise-sg....was hellalotta fun......learnt wat i never did before......my animation was about "pochong"s that hops their way back to their cramped home(shaped like the logo MTV). cool....its only 10seconds long...but it took 120frames and 30over layers to complete....but overall i had fun, thats the most important thing....winner or not, it doesnt matter...

joined shahreil & yati for dinner after the workshop....n oh, NTUC called, ill be starting on 27th.....went back after dinner...my stomach didnt allow me to roam around, it was aching...but i didnt end up shitting when i was home....

i was foolin around with flash...when ida called me...chit-chat as per norm...put down after probably 5minutes...she called again, this time it lasted 40minutes, its been a long time since i had conversations over the phone for more than 5 minutes....it was jus an ordinary chit-chat but definitely its better than msn cos, u get to hear real voice, real time, real expressions...n faking it is much tougher.. harharhar....

cash running low, looking forward to earn money...and when im stable enough, i wanna take up more lessons on animation...and perhaps photography....animation just got me hooked, like photography....it interests me so much, to just doodle, snap and create something wonderful, at least to my own eyes.....

a hobby, an interest is like a companion for the lonely......nites peeps...

no i not so semangat

no nini, i wasnt doing flash, i was really away, me not that semangat.....though i admit im pretty excited with my new knowledge abt flash....i can do so much now...

the workshop was fun....me animating 'pochongs' & shahreil animating his bird eating a worm....was really fun...free fun...hahaha...wats more, knowledge n skills gained...shahreil kept talking about the trainer....while me, i kept giggling over my stupid animations....all things went well....

after the workshop, shahreil headed home, while me & nini went to watch batman begins..
oh man...that was the best bucks on a movie ive ever spent....its even better than star wars....sheesh i feel like a traitor...but i have to admit, its better....u shud watch.. frankly i never knew exactly how bruce wayne became batman, i only knew his parents were killed and albert was his guardian...thats that....but now, i know the whole story....i love the batmobile...i love his suit...i love everything...its close to realistic......every magical gadgets has an explanation to how it works...coolness. bob kane, u must be proud..... oright peepz, gotta sleep tumoro, another 8 hours of fun at the workshop....yeay...and followed by a gig at orchard green, my day is filled tumoro...oh might even be meeting jai n the rest for the scooter ride......adios...u guys, enjoy the weekend....dun fret over ur problems.. im having lots now...but i dun give a fuck, id take it slow.....

another marketing company...

i was duped into going to yet another health marketing company's opportunity meeting....well, it was wak's idea of sharing with me the opportunity and the possibilities. i know he meant well, thanks wak...i very well know the opportunity but now is just not the time....im cashless....i would want to start a 'business' but not yet......i wasnt angry infact im thankful that i have frens who are so thoughtful and sharing....

tumoro ill be starting on a 2-day workshop at nafa....animation workshop...havent been to school as a student for sometime now...hehe im excited....heheh .....the shit thing is, theres erp! urrrgh!

i cant wait to work...more of like i cant wait to get paid...heheh cmmon janet! tell me to start next week!.....pksss...

another passed, im not getting any younger

i know im getting older day by day.....but still im the same ol sid.....hardly any changes....perhaps maybe mellowed a little.

today, im jumping at another opportunity, wak told me, this british guy ask him to go over to his office for theres a job opportunity, im tagging along....who knows....
i'll not let any chance slip, ill try, failure is another matter.....

im running low on cash....hope i find some soon.....janet...ure being irritating for not calling me up to work sooner.....the esplanade i want to burn u down for being biased.....

im a fairy on drugs*

no i dun mean literally drugs as in narcotics......drugs as in wat i like doing.... enjoying life.....getting high on life.....

morning, woke up deciding, to go or not....the interview for supposedly topman... but i found out its fox when the hr told me....but its ok, no harm trying....i reach kovan early.....had breakfast alone...i think probably for the first time, tuckin in to delicious nasi lemak...and its cheap! 2bucks for chicken, fish n egg....n the sugar cane too was good.....my best breakfast in weeks....the interview was ordinary... i managed to exaggerate thru out....i think i stand a chance but probably not cos i state d my minimum pay is 1.4k......wat the heck....

roamed ard after that...bike shops, sungei road...hunting for dunno wat...but nothing caught my eyes....maybe cos im penniless.....

its funny wen others need something they'd look for u but wen u want something they'd disappear...why har? ill quit whining cos im high on life now, i dun give a damn, i care only about me....and me only....

oh my god, im gonna keep the boys waiting..heehhee gotta go...going to meet the boys and later....need for speed underground at shareils....my dreams of driving sports cars made a reality in front of a 24" teevee....hehehe....adios....oh slayer rocks..

if i got more than a finger, why show one?

ive got a crappy job...its true...and im not angry wen yaya said...what is this..u got a diploma sid...i know...but like i said, i need cash...n i cant wait....i dun feel comfortable if i have to depend on someone...ive always been independent...

and so, i waited for the branch supervisor thingy to start....then just now afternoon, wing tai asia called asking me to come for an interview later at 1145am. and so, ive been trying to find out wats the pay like....frens that have frens working there were reluctant to help, well nevermind....why i wanted to know is bcos if the pay is less than that of ntuc, i might as well not turn up.....u see, if im going to get a crappy job, i might as well get a well paying one, am i right? if say the pay at topman is better, then definitely id go for that...but sigh....guess i have to find out myself, the hard way, go thru the interview and all over at kovan...their head office.

to those who were reluctant to help....ten fingers for you...cos like i said, if i have more than a finger why show one?....it was just a simple question u need not ignore me...dumbass....if u couldnt find out then tell me so...need not shut me off like that....at least some ppl were honest enough when they do not want to help, they are busy or they do not know, etc......well, watever...i dun care...

i meant no harm...

i meant no harm...but it appears that some ppl is 'afraid' of me...i do not know why.. this is weird.......

im worried now, janet never called....im wondering when will i start work...but as usual its like a routine in the morning...flipping thru the papers....and frantically emailing every job that suit me n my qualification. its just a back up, just to play safe.....

it appears i never get enough, i never get satisfied....cos i feel i can do better only not given a chance to....sigh.....im talking about jobs...i can do a better job than merely supervising....i can create, i love getting my hands dirty but why am i still here and why did i end up with something rather irrelevant to who i am....gee.... this is life...sometimes u cant make ur own choices....ure given options whcih are rather limited. furthermore for ppl like me, being the eldest and coming from a middle income family, i cannot afford to wait for the right job, for what i want, it limits the time to decide.

my only worry, is survival....financial and future...nothing else.....i wanna be very independent, as in live on my own, etc....that is my ultimate worry, wen will i able to do so.

patience my child.....:)

urggghh....the attack is here...

first my comp got hit by the trojan virus....thats settled.....jus now wen i tried to shut my door, it touched the ground...it has fallen apart...hahaha.....oh my god...i tot only my life has fallen apart....hahaha...(pun intended). now theres one more on my 'shopping' list....

tumoro, probably the start of a whole week of slackness before i finally start work... hope so...cos janet!, i need the money so better get me started....hehehe....got in contact with one of the scooter boys, wak....tumoro ill be chillin with him.....its been a long time.....but firstly in the morning, im gonna try to fix my door, temporarily of course.....

was at alif's just now.....hehe saw the suzuki motard like scrambler....cool... felt like getting it but mankey said those desert bikes suit me more....we'll see bout that....if i got more cash to spare, why not....

ive been downloading jimmi...i dunno why suddenly i feel so in the mood for blues n rock....ive even downloaded black sabbath...hehehe....sweet leaf....love that song....
ok guys....adios...got some stuff to do....soon enough you'll see less and less entries as i get married.......with work.....harharharhar.....

bling* bling*

no i dun fancy wearing jewelleries.....i would buy them for my woman but not me...then wat bling2 u must be asking....oh its caramella....being left alone just get me into huge thoughts to endless possibilities of dolling up caramella....ive got this urge to send all the chromes for gold plating....do u think itd look nice?....and those iron board back rest i gotta have......

im bored, dead bored, adil refused to a game of checkers...akida ignores me cos i was irritating yesterday...caramella blew a bulb.....listening to jimi hendrix is just makin me dazed n high.......not on drugs...but on emptiness, loneliness and boredom..
makin faces at myself in the mirror lost its fun....shara u listening? ive got tired of that one...hehehe...i wish theres some rock concert or something going on that i would just raise my arms in the air and enjoy myself......sheesh i gotta get that teevee and my ps2 modified first thing i got my pay...so that weekends like this wouldnt be as boring.....at least i can burn out my eyes in front of the teevee and imagine im driving real sports cars in need for speed underground 2........urrrgh.....

sex pistols=sid vicious

as the sex pistols blasting thru old and tattered speakers, i start feelin restless and see a need for me to get out and freakin enjoy myself before ill be married,....to work that is....sid vicious' screamin brit accented voice seems to be telling me to go out in coded form....hahahaha...i think im hallucinating...sheesh....

phew....finally its the ramones.....enough with sex pistols for a moment....hey ho, lets go....sheesh another band telling me to go out...harharhar...sometimes i wish i never did stop skating....cos last time when i was still skating, any bored moment would meant going down and making hell of a noise trying to pull tricks, trying to better so i can add more tricks to my name.....and wen i stopped, there was scooters, any bored moment would meant pickin up the telephone n "hey amcam, riding, makan, lepak?" and there would be at least 3-5 scooters roamin the streets in pride, probably makan & then lepak......but now as i get older, life is becoming more solitary...i mean i do have frens, loads of them...but being older means they have things to do of their own, know wat i mean? its not like last time wen every weekends means outing with the boys.....now i rely on nightly sessions at the coffee shop for my dose of laughters and bonding with my buddies.....

but at least, being alone and bored means driving me to do things on my own....like probably studying(sheesh havent been doing that), playing the guitar that i found at shahreil's lift landing...hehe...if only i had my teevee n my ps2 was modified, ill be playing nfsu2 hehehe....cant wait to get a new teevee........

until then blokes ...... ill leave ya here....

happy bdae bob marley....

no i dunno when his birthday is....but i was just listening to this song by i dunno who, its titled happy bdae bob marley...hehehe....

its the same old story with me, alif is my usual refuge......laughters fills my emptiness and provides my escape from my solitary confinement..... anyways, im looking forward to this full time job, and daily, i just cant wait to get my hands on loads of cash once again......

to omel, do not worry la, wat is past is past, i oredi forgave u way even before u apologised....its nothing la, im fogiving...heheh....uve never done anything wrong unlike the rest of them...kay?...so cheers...congrats n enjoy life....u gotta...hehe

i guess its fun to have a sibling around ur age range.....ai n ina seem to be enjoying each others company very well....i wish i had one too..hehhe....whom i can talk to n fight with...harharhar........

i guess some ppl meant well, but hey it just irritates me when u tell me something that i could not do.......

oh to akida, if u find me irritating, im sorry, thats the way i am....im no sweet talking i guy......hehehe....lighten up la girl...open up urself to different kind of ppl....

hehe adil wants to go to scotland....hehe which probably all of us could not afford.. anyone has any suggestion for our suggested holiday in december?....we all need one.. but somewhere interesting and less crowded at the end of the year....n itll be best if we could spend our 2006 there.....hhehehe......

c ya ard guys....gonna do some online shopping....adios, need more parts for my caramella, my love....