work...work..work

work definitely occupies the empty spaces & time u have......after 3weeks of work, it definitely did just that....left me little time to slack...little time to surf the net or even update my blog which i did daily before....

work is good apart from getting a paycheck monthly, it keeps ur mind off the fucked up things in life....when ure tired, all u can think is about relaxing...or meeting ur frens to catch up....theres no room for sulking...or recalling stuffs that shudve just been "deleted" away completely....and wen i have some time....all i can think off is wat to buy, how much to save, plans....plans for the future....short term & long term.

singlehood is just fine now....although at times, i admit i do feel lonely, i do stare at my hp at nights and remembered those times that we just chat till the wee hours... but i dun want no more "happy times" gf....i want someone who would be with me, whether im up there or down there, it doesnt matter...

back to work....it wasnt as simple as i thought it would be....when problems arise, we need to rectify the problem immediately....cos it invovlves sales, which will also affect our income and increments.....if u think about the relations of the increments they give, naturally ud just wanna have better sales....

i feel that nowadays im rather ambitious...im not actually greedy la shahreil, im just ambitious...i wanna be someone, i wanna prove to all those who had negative tots of me, once the first month is over, im gonna take up side jobs, freelancing...marketing, watever it is that will give me additional income.... i just wanna start saving...cos i wanna live on my own....i cant stand the sarcasm....i wanna go back daily smiling...not feeling fucked up and disgusted looking at his bloody face....thats my main reason....i hate him.

im too sleepy, i got much more to write...but for now, this is enough...tumoro, im gonna have a great day!....baybeats, with adek & latip....my vespa buddies... n if i have time, im gonna take a look at dali's px200 which i will be buying for transport purposes, while caramella i will ride on off days....gnite peepz.....

knowledge is a wonderful thing

3rd week into werk......cool...i found out that my diploma actually is worth something... a fellow colleague is actually of a higher position than me but he got a similar paycheck as i do....

im starting to enjoy work a little...although i know its not really wat i wanted... well i still dunno if id be staying here long...but if given a better offer of course id leave for the better.....lets leave it to a thing called fate while i keep on trying....

movie at clementi was cheap...though the aircon and seats were a little upsetting but other than that its fine.....fantastic 4....hmm ok la....bt still i think batman is better....more realistic....fantastic 4 more to the comical side...

im super tired today....i dunno why...i just dragged myself thru out the course and i just agreed to wherever doris wanted to eat although i felt like eating mee rebus at 'queenstown muslim food' again...cos of my budget....but the rice at the other side cost me the same too....n its not bad tasting either...and the makcik tot i was chinese....gee...i tot only the chinese aunties tot im chinese...at work...there are still ppl there who would talk to me in chinese....simple mandarin i can answer...but when they start blabbering in many words, then i alerted them that i could not understand...wo pu ming pai....hahaha...wo malairen.....heheh..i guess soon ill pick up mandarin....

tumoro....an early day....645am have to be at store...to open doors and do preps for the day.....theres pros n cons working the 1st shift....u get to go home early and probably can catch a movie or just go out shopping...but the thing is, u have to turn in early or else ud be a zombie the next day....speaking of which im going to brush my teeth n turn in....oh....i want so to go to the dentist as i look into the mirror at my set of teeth...gnite peepz...oh n i hope we really would go jakarta cum december....

me n my vespa..

gee....all day ive been thinking bout my bike....to get another or not....to add wat accessory....etc.....this is the time, wen i finally get to doll up my vespa....fully accessorized.....gleaming...shiny, chromes...bling2.....im considering to gold plate one of my metal parts....ive tot of the door to my side-box....gold plated.......my bike a sign to show i am improving...or rather my life is.....the more the accessories u see on my bike, means im on the way....thats how i pamper myself.....giving my pride the best look.....gold plating...id do just that.....really...

tumoro i hope the movie date, with jabreilingahe and who ever wanna tag wont be canceled...fantastic four here we come....finally im able to watch a movie again...

i think i wanna get a degree....a colleague suggested i save 200-300 a month for my studies....and maybe another 200 for my own....hmmm...id have to do my own calculations.. but ive not decided yet....cos life is rather uncertain at times.... to me a degree is only to satisfy myself more than getting a better paid job....it does benefit me...but, it take me abt more or less 20k to get there...

for now, my mind is focus on settling loans....considering a 2nd bike for transportation purposes(cos i love caramella so much that i dun wanna ride her everyday)....dolling up my caramella.....my room, my wadrobe...hmm anything else? i guess my average pay wouldnt be enuff...hehehe...

hmm wanna sleep....oh aisha, happy 23rd burfdae.....