work...work..work

work definitely occupies the empty spaces & time u have......after 3weeks of work, it definitely did just that....left me little time to slack...little time to surf the net or even update my blog which i did daily before....

work is good apart from getting a paycheck monthly, it keeps ur mind off the fucked up things in life....when ure tired, all u can think is about relaxing...or meeting ur frens to catch up....theres no room for sulking...or recalling stuffs that shudve just been "deleted" away completely....and wen i have some time....all i can think off is wat to buy, how much to save, plans....plans for the future....short term & long term.

singlehood is just fine now....although at times, i admit i do feel lonely, i do stare at my hp at nights and remembered those times that we just chat till the wee hours... but i dun want no more "happy times" gf....i want someone who would be with me, whether im up there or down there, it doesnt matter...

back to work....it wasnt as simple as i thought it would be....when problems arise, we need to rectify the problem immediately....cos it invovlves sales, which will also affect our income and increments.....if u think about the relations of the increments they give, naturally ud just wanna have better sales....

i feel that nowadays im rather ambitious...im not actually greedy la shahreil, im just ambitious...i wanna be someone, i wanna prove to all those who had negative tots of me, once the first month is over, im gonna take up side jobs, freelancing...marketing, watever it is that will give me additional income.... i just wanna start saving...cos i wanna live on my own....i cant stand the sarcasm....i wanna go back daily smiling...not feeling fucked up and disgusted looking at his bloody face....thats my main reason....i hate him.

im too sleepy, i got much more to write...but for now, this is enough...tumoro, im gonna have a great day!....baybeats, with adek & latip....my vespa buddies... n if i have time, im gonna take a look at dali's px200 which i will be buying for transport purposes, while caramella i will ride on off days....gnite peepz.....