a simple occassion

ok i was excited for tt but then 2 person pulled out...disappointed but hey they have every right to change their mind even if its at the last minute....then another couple buih...hehehe but its ok...they claimed they are shy but dun la keep on asking where is it n stuff cam as though ure eager to join also....

anyways it was fun and simple and fynda's mi briyani was superb, i had 3 helpings...and loads of honey chix.....the night was simple, chit-chat, laughs, u know the normal chill out session except with the additional food and games...hehehe....we played uno, damn old school...and shared tips on our obsession the gilera.....the bbq was simple but i guess it was really a good one cos it bonded us together.....i think we all got closer...to think tt all of us have our own lives, rotating shift works, planning for marriage, bz schedule, etc....but we made an effort to make time just for this, a simple outing....we could do better next time, probably a radio would be nice and aidil's sisha too...heee...

hmm todae, most prob will be watching Final destination with my gilly buddies... most prob...oh before that wanna watch my old time vespa fren's yazid performance at takashimaya....

24/7 now im thinking about nursing, itll be a great change and id love to go back to school...i know ill have a whale of time and lots more headaches but a brighter future ahead...

one step closer

im one step closer to becoming a male nurse, if i get thru 9th of march i can foresee my life for the next few years already...wish me luck frens....

dumb creatures?

dis is what i learnt, first hand real life experience....girls are either super cunning and a great liar or they can be extremely dumb.

scenario one, a fren of mine was flashing a foto of herself n her new bf....well ok la, id b proud too if i had someone...but hey tt guy looks familiar and true enuff it was him, after a short conversation we found out tt he's a predator, who hunts for girls at the usual lame site anak melayu...believe me lepak sak how a girl can actually hook up with these fakes...ive been there out of curiousity and hell, i didnt like it...its(the website) like an electronic pimp....although it did help me reunite with my poly frens whom i lost contact long time ago....back to the story....so okay she found out who he was, she continued seeing him, well tts fine, it has got nothing to do with me and its ur choice n life anyways....but then just now she was pissed at him cos she learnt he had another woman and indeed gave another stupid excuse, "oh its jus a plot to see if ure jealous and if u really love me..." hehehe crap.....and guess wat she told me, sid, i dunno la but i love him....i choose to believe him than the girl......hehe well ur choice....i can just smile...

scenario 2, the extremely cunning and a great liar....hmmm need i tell u meh? jus the other way round lor......and naive guys tend to be the victims lor...thinking tt she loves him, cos she cries crocodile tears and her hugs made him feel the warmth of love...hehehehe

enuff of the L-O-V-E shit....i dun believe it until i found one, a real one for now, i guess its crap, even those lovers can cheat each other and guess wat knowingly....
so i dun see a point, might as well be a swinger......i even have frens who fell in 'love' with a married man probably old enough to be her father.....and believe me i use to think she was hot until now....theres too many living example tt 80% of love stories are actually fakes.....only probably 10% are real and the 10% are just there to exist, get wat i mean?

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todae,
went to go-sport wif ma bb bud, shahreil....brings back memories of those skateboarding years....those times wen we stink as hell and shred costly shoes like nobodies business, it was cool back then, no worries, no nothing, save up for complete set, and skate till we are dead tired....running away from cops and residents who got annoyed with the noise...the memories made me wanna skate again... probably itll provide an escape from the adult life now.....id love to do that big spin again, that fakie ollie, etc...but then again like tt auntie said, remember uve put on weight...hehehehe

soccer was a little boring todae....i dunno why but having strangers in ur team sure took away the fun and excitement...
alif---i was still paranoid over yest incident, i kept looking if any pig was coming.
i went home still hungry, grabbed tt grapefruit juice i bought and poured a full cup, it was horrible cos its raw and no sugar added....uggghhh....then i added the drink i got the other day...hmm better...but makin me drowsy..heheheh....ooops

friday....
the bbq im looking forward to, i hope itll be fun...just chill out, eat some unhealthy food, no wait, i bet itll be fun....vespa frens gone, now gilera frens...
too bad the vespa ppls' passion didnt last....and i was left alone.....

okla until then peeps, ive wrote long enough.....cya ard peeps

sigh

there am i, after my prata, enjoying my teh o halia.......when suddenly..."tp!, tp! saman...sapa tak sayang duit tinggalkan kereta....!" i was wtf.....went to my bike, try to move it as quick as possible but the fucken pig in white is already taking down everyones vehicle number....bloody pig!.....we're moving off already wont u give us some face...mutha fucka.....ok, so my 70bucks will make up ur pay, i hope u bloat with the money u use to buy food, feed ur family and so on....at least give us some grace but u muthafuck decide to take down the numbers, if i do get any summons from tp, ill curse u down 7 generations(ceh macam cerita langkawi jer) mutha fucka, u must be having ur pms tt u have to take down the number...

enough...now i only pray tt he never did get a chance to take down mine....i hope so, 70 bucks i can do alot with it...pay bills, season parking, etc....fuckyall pigs... asswipes...

MONDAY(N)

eat alot, slack alot, fart alot, listened to rock alot, suddenly i feel 512mb is not sufficient, humans, never satisfied with what they have, thats why they left to hunt for better or worse have both or more at the same time, i wanted a bigger space mp3 but i dun think its necessary, might as well delete the songs ive been listening to for like 3 months and put in the ol skool rock im so into todae i dunno why. black sabbath, acdc,jimi, ozzy all suddenly sounded so sweet.....sweet leaf, i love ya...hehehe...

had a fun day......coolness....i wait for another day of fun...

heres this years goal....abit too late but better than neva....
since we are going to get some money from the big G, id like to make use of it to obtain class 3, my aim to bring round mom n the 2 younger ones round during hari raya..
and of course the class 3 aids me in my future......really...my other goal to save up at least 5k tis year if i dun get to study nursing....i dunno if its ambitious but tts my target.....id do my best, its better if i go way beyond it....

my vision, still, to live my dream no matter how long it takes, i wanna be my own boss....mebbe not now, mebbe not in the next 10 or 20years.....but the dream still carries on....

boy, good luck for tt biathlon....shahreil go get tt gilly....mankey dun waste anymore money, start saving up, wanna see u n lin settle down like shahreil n yakti..

watever it is, i wish the best for my frens....cos they were there for me when i was left alone....thnks dudes.....

helloween playing future world now.....gnite peepz.....gotta catch some sleep.