i need dough

me no doughboy anymore...hehehe.....my hand so itchy to spend but i resisted cos i know i need to put aside money for next months instalment and for the new semester to get books and stuffs.....i have to resist, although earlier i said i want to get that volcom berms......

and following nadzir to the bike shop just make me drool....damn, that rear shocks sure look spanking good and that cool alarm system and electric snail horn.....wah lau.....drool2....hehehe....

hopefully sharul get me those part time assignments...at least i can earn like 200bucks to feed my desires...heheheheh

more things...

shit, reservist call up for next year but im getting deferments, tt also meant later ROD date....that means ill still get bothering messages when im around 40 i guess....sheesh....

ive experience lots of things......but theres more i wish to experience.....
ive had many jobs but ive settled with the current one, though i might consider migrating elsewhere as psychiatry is most wanted overseas. i still havent or rather still far away of having my own side business, ive always loved trading. theres many more things id love to do but most of them require a little of the dough, so id have to wait till probably im stable and have cash to spare. i love cartooning, i love printing, mebbe i can collaborate that with a mini business so i can achieve 2 at one go...hehe just thoughts. i guess, if i get to migrate as a nurse id have more opportunity, but i wonder if i have the heart to do so. i love my frens here and i dont know if i can bear to be away for so long from my mom n my younger siblings...

i am still holding on to my dreams, what id like to have, how id wanna be n live....etc....tt keeps me going on to strive better.
the first year was a tough one having 9 modules that were totally new to me, although i didnt score but i did pretty ok but i couldve done better. my aim next year is to turn all the Bs into As and Cs into Bs, pretty realistic goal right? can be done, with determination and hopefully no distractions, focus.....

i wanna go for a holiday in december.....but i think id forgo that idea.....i think ill just spend my 2weeks of vacation in december starting off the new semester and getting my class2 probably...i still want to ride a harley one day u know...heheheh i feel i got to start the new semester early so that at least id have a rough idea and i would understand my lectures better. i wouldnt settle for average this time. i wanna be the top few.

i still in love with caramella, i rode her ard yest, still got that crisp vespa noise but the timings abit off, ill have it done today, sorry An, i don't think i can bear letting it go and sorry Roy, I don't think id switch with your YB even though ure offering me extra 700cash. some things you cant just let go like that, its difficult to do....

gotta go, nadzir jus sms, go bike shop...hehehe big boys toys, bikes n cars...hehehe...

No As :(

Not too happy with my results, nobody else to blame except myself....anyways, here it is...

tired + wierd

wierd u know, i dunno why macam magic show like that.....if they don't wanna talk can always say one mah, busy or something.. say hi onli, poof they go....heheh ppl ar....

anyways, im very the tired....my leg aches....i think ill invest in an osim.....when i get my full pay that is...ummm have i said that?

dave suggested that i take car license.....well i will dave, ive already thought of it long enough and i guess i will have to sacrifice some stuffs to make way for the class 3. and class 2. in preparation for 2008......i will definitely either get a harley OR a small car....:) lagi lama dah plan seh...hehehehehe

syed & hanisah


congrats syed & hanisah........:)