sudin

so farnie....firstly i mistaken a staff-nurse for another cos they look alike, then SN adirah called for help, guess what she called me....."sudin, meh tolong nie.." hahahahaha len kali kalau tak tau nama tanya la kak, jng hembus je...hehehehe.... farnie, i guess yesterday i was laughing the most, most probably because all the SNs n ANs working tt shift were fun and approachable to be with.

then going home time, this weird 3rd year girl ask me or aisha to tumpang her home.. haha weird sak she, we barely knew her but she's like so friendly and all and tau-tau mintak tumpang. I had no xtra helmet & aisha stays in woodlands. heee sorry...hee

at habeb, the usual farnie ppl, its them who unwinds me.....the laughters just took away all the aches, physically.

today, i gotta keep active, gotta keep in mind what shahreil said yest, "diq aku nengok gambar bunchit kawin, ada shape(referring to my jawline which has disappeared now because of accumulated fats). hehehehe.....i think shouldnt be a problem la, 29th december my target remember?......a farnie but weird dream yest, i dunno who they are but we were in an old disorganized home....knn must be annie's mouth la, she say gd nite hope u dream of hantu....knn....gila...but i dont think the ppl in my dream are hantus...cos.....hehhehe

okla gotta go, iron clothes then i can do everything else...

tired

im tired, i need a new left knee.

im happy, i have made the right choice.

ill endure, to live my dreams, to make it a reality.

im looking forward to IMH.

tired still

first thing i got home, my leg was freakin aching, i told mom.....mak nak kena beli osim ar kalau dah keje full time...heheheh

hehe tired la macha, whole day walk2, bila si halem sms nak main bola tak, macam kepingin gak, tapi alahai, penat la.....

hehe this weekend syed getting married......my gilera pal.....wah lan, another one...heheh next week one more....

i miss my frens....i think wait till friday la, at least saturday i can sleep till afternoon....heheh ouh need to change boba's oil

meanwhile read up....(I dont believe in horoscopes but sometimes it provides you ideas or how tos)

Capricorn (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Put some more effort into your career today, and do the work you've been putting aside. It's a good idea to assess your current situation and think about whether it may be time to set your sights a bit higher. Remember that your boss is a human being, and sometimes a simple casual conversation can lay the foundation for your future. But before you initiate any conversations, use today to formulate your plans and organize a list of your recent accomplishments.

tired

im tired, i wanna join the guys at habib but i guess tumoro then i join la....tumoro morning shift sia.....thurs then 2nd shift, so tumoro i can afford to sleep a little late....so tumoro la guys eh? heheheh

my new blog is up......its my life as a male nurse....

oh and heres a foto from last saturday's karaoke trip.....i had fun, thnks gilera guys......

ouhk gotta sleep....gnite.....

responsibility galore

sigh......this is where the claws of responsibilities, stress, pressure and many more sinks in......to my mental flesh.....

attachments is more than what i expected......first of all a case study and being fresh to nursing, im blur the first day with dunno wat to do or how to approach the patients, mostly old and weak.....and being male patients they are even harder to approach, serious....i tot male would be easier but seems like male patients prefer privacy than someone bothering them... i hope they will open up and make it more pleasant for me nursing them, its a real challenge, this job is a real challenge and i think not any tom, dick n harry can do it.....i salute my aunties who made it through for like decades till where they are right now.

im starting a new blog......a diary of a male nurse, a journal based on my daily attachments at the current hospital....

i love my job and i will remind me that everyday, i will make a change in the patients lives and make them leave with a smile knowing that someone care......i have a purpose in this world and the purpose is to help ppl.......i need all the encouragements and motivations........and i realised studying is not everything in nursing, it takes way much more than that.....

tumoro is the morning shift, i have to be there before 0645am.......gotta sleep........cheers....wish me luck.....

pact

made a deal with maself.....get back to 74kg before my bdae and im going to get new shocks for boba n caramella and a pair of volcom berms and a shirt......ive got more than a month should be sufficient.....cheers to healthy weight.....hehehehe

a day of weddings

today the afternoon is spent at weddings....well only 2 la... one of my friend, lisdawati n the other norainy......they were close frens of mine whereby if i dont go, i guess its just plain not nice.....well there was a little history with lisda tts why...

well, im happy for them the both of them......and gosh where their wedding so grand and i cant believe norainy is still as crazy as she was during poly last time......on the other hand, lisda changed.....she dons the hijab now even at the reception..... alhamdullilah.......it was at her wedding tt i felt so super uneasy.....i went there alone, lucky yani was there to macam accompany me for awhile cos she was with her family.....and boy i gotta sit together with her family so the malu, shaking hands with her brothers, her mother....then surrounded by all ppl i do not know....i was wishing2 the foto takings would end faster so i can shake the couples hands and leave.....and i did, i left as soon as i well-wished the couple and shook their hands and of course a foto.....hope she will email me the foto or something...heheh.....

by then, it was already drizzling, so man n lin fetched me....in his car....wahlau wei...he drives macam he's playing need for speed, his car a mitsubishi, is simple but fuyoh.....vroom.....i like...hehehehi envy them, they'll be getting married next year, tts not what im envious off, i envy them being successful and all and u know they've like reached 2 or 3 levels higher than me, they have positions and they are comfortable oredi waiting to settle down and plan for future perhaps.....me im still struggling to make my dreams a reality.....and i will do just that, focus on that......and i think i will get that mod-up morris...definitely....
and sorry roy, i cant accept ur proposition to trade bikes, i love caramella...hehehe....ouh by the way, the YB is super nice too but i prefer a vespa,,,,

tumoro, the start of ttsh attachments....sigh......i hope itll be interesting.....i think it will be.....gotta iron my uniforms, cya!