Love Ya Frens

It's been some time since we hung out, though the movie suck last night, you guys make my day. Love ya all.

Today I played the sick role....I hate being sick, I hate to go on MC(surprisingly when I am really sick). I hate not being able to do things and just lay myself dead on this king-size mattress. I hate not being resilient to viral attacks. I just hate feeling so weak. I can't imagine those down with terminal illness, I can't imagine those with disabling chronic diseases like heart-related problems, COPD, etc. Kudo's to you guys for staying life, keep going on and still functional to your own respective roles, some a father, some a son, some a beloved wife who run chores daily that I'd never enjoy doing. Because of all these people I shall not brood over just a common flu that brought me down.

Tomorrow if I am well enough, I will kick back with my Tampines-Pasir Ris-Tampines route. I just gotta loose that gut, really, daily dose of polished delicious white rice is not helping, gotta loose that too, I'll substitute with whole grain loaves and oats. Just one month left, I'll do what I can.

My love, I miss you so much. Hope you have a great day today with your friends. Tomorrow I meet you ok?

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Farnie.....

Anyways yesterday was a really long day man....

The first half of the day was with the in-laws, ain, shikin(her sister) and their 2 adorable nephew and niece.

Morning: ROMM to confirm our registeration

Afternoon: Lunch at BK followed by to caterer's house in Woodlands to make downpayments.

Evening: Ain's auntie'a place in Bedok to give out invitations and MAKAN! LoL followed by to NTUC cos Ain's mom needed to get Haziq's milk powder.

By 7-ish in the bus, I was already dozing off a little as I was dead tired only to be awaken by nelly's voice...LoL. Maghrib and then left for swensen's bugis cos they wanted to give taibah her birthday present. Had ice-cream! Ok that's like a reward for the day. LoL

Left at about 10.30pm? or maybe slightly later. DEAD tired already but Ratnor smsed earlier asking to join him skate, has been unable to join him so many times, so I thought why not, maybe for an hour, since the weather is good and I am already out. But hey the skate session was a little refreshing....sorry dear I have to abandon you but lucky you had a book with you to read while this two overgrown 'boys' enjoy themselves at the skatepark!

I think yesterday's annual leave was really well spent, managed to squeeze in all in one day!

Not A Racist.

LoL....nothing the title has nothing to do with what I am going to write.

After browsing through forums and webbies...I realize there is still passion in me for photography and racing alike. It's just that time and money doesn't allow me to do so. Probably later, in the near future. Wifey, you'd still let me right? hehehehe...

If I have the luxury of doing so, definitely I will cos I know my potential is way of what I had done before. Of course la I know I won't win any maybe a hopeful third or 5th as long as I get to the podium is good enough but then again its not totally about winning. It is about pushing one self, realizing your limitations and at the same time your perseverance and endurance perhaps. Next year, I will participate in as many as I can, not racing lah(cos racing needs moolahs) but runs. It does me good, although I don't see my waistline decreasing but I am alot alert nowadays and I last longer. Apart from being a little more healthier with a stronger heart it also tests my determination. And I do feel too, in this runs/races your mental tolerance/endurance is stretched and pushed to the limits. Over time you get mentally stronger and boy it does play apart in daily life believe me.

I am glad, I have a running partner...thanks for being mine. :) and this running partner of mine is going to be my life partner as well! How convenient is that. We just completed 10km together, half marathon next year maybe? hehehehe

Kla napping awhile before going off to ROMM for that dreaded I dunno what interview. Its more like fear of the unknown now...

Crap

hahaha crap just crap......in life we have choices, you don't have to do if you don't want to but if you need to cos it means to earn a living, thats different.

or for instance reservist...no choice...LoL....last time the boys like to say 'Lan-lan'

Mom you've been wonderful, I think till today you are still the one who understands me best. Sorry Ain, you second place....LoL....

With a month plus left....I admit, I am kinda nervous, I hope everything goes well cos we really kicked it off all by ourselves and lucky nuff along the way people offered us help. Thank God it lessen the burden. And along the way too unnecessary issues popped out too but am glad all is solved.

I can't wait for a life of my own, my own home, my own family and I bet I'd be very occupied starting off this new life, so way before anything start, I hope my dear friends understands, let us settle everything first, settle down a little and be a little comfortable first. Different people have different pace, style and ways of doing things, you have to accept that not everyone can juggle everything alongside responsibilities and all.

Kla, kinda tired, tumoro got interview at ROMM...wonder what they'll ask...hehehe

Ouh I think I need a haircut....it's neither long nor short and its getting irritating... LoL