staying at home on a saturday, as usual, laundry, cleaning, makan.....then today i decide to sit in front of the real tube instead of the usual youtube or anything online when i got pretty much nothing to do. and i love that saturday home movie......gosh, touching.....drew barrymore, lovable...it was a love story.....yes verivicious watching a love story on the tube...LoL....:)
2 more days to off day, im still contemplating bout the drzSM, i imagined how fun it is to ride that burly bike....but then i think how much of a monster i could get my gilera revamped....i think this will go thru my mind for quite some time till either i buy that drzsm or till i do something to my gilera like a paint job or new plastics....well, we'll see......
gnite peepz......enjoy yer weekends...
gosh
tired
tiring day......as a staff nurse....mental n physical and having a new assistant nurse is another added on headache......she cant do things by herself.....she's blur and she's of very little help....might as well i run on my own...luckily theres nishi, else...id suffer like yest, where maria just do her own stuff and leave me with an incompetent assistant.....
sorry whoever messaged me if i wanna go out and shoot...dead tired....id rather lay down in bed in this gloomy day...and probably head to the barber later on....my uniforms in the washing machine and i still have a set to iron for tumoro....2days to off day and i hope on monday i can find out if i clear my prcp or not...
if i do find out, i think i wanna take a look at drzsm on tuesday, my off day, try get a feel of it, sit on it and all.....i dunno, i love my gilera still, i like got used to it...but i wanna change....well...., we'll see lah...
Love
I love the look of my frenster now with my 'OHNO' Lomo at the edge....LoL
and my desktop has the original unedited picture of my LCA!...woots
ok gotta hustle for work....babai.......
for my cilipadi
yo uve been missing....anyways heres your shot, the one that library could not be found, i guess i didnt shoot you, i was just aiming to take a shot but never shot in the end, if i remembered correctly....here's the shot at mosburger.....:) come back to ttsh larh cilipadi....miss ya...
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so anyways, i bought a flickr account....i cant resist....i almost bought a zenitar 16mm fisheye lens but then my dear cuzzie advised me not to. and after much research, i shall not cos of various reasons....i guess ill spend my money on developing solutions and probably a scanner. if i do, im going full bnws....
i paid my installments and im so tempted to trade in for a supermotard, i really am. i rode fast to the barber but they are closed oredi....sigh
tumoro, im back to work...wahhhh so lazy after 2days off.....anyways i cant wait for the end of next week, where most probably id find out if i cleared everything....:) wish me luck....i hope SN Chen lin give me a good appraisal.....
Anal
I am very anal at times....for instance I spent my off days editing my blog and fotoblog. I'm pretty much happy but not 100% satisfied but I will edit it some other day, I'm tired already of editing and searching for the tiny2 little mistakes in the html. Best of all, I love the wordpress look on blogger and I learnt how to make an about me page! Woots.
new look
new look, new wordpress photo blog.....finally, i wanna go to bed. hope u guys like my new layout...heh!
nat is selling me her last pack of polaroid films...woots...i dunno when ill be shooting polaroids again but since its out of production, ill stock it up for special days that i feel i want it on a polaroid....:)
gnite peeps, tired to add any further.....will blog again later...:)
I PASSED
IM GOING TO BLOG IN CAPS.
I PASSED MY LAST EXAMS! NOW I ONLY NEED TO CLEAR MY PRCP....SUPERMOTARD IN 2 WEEKS TIME MAYBE? AND I GOT 1 'A'....BETTER THAN NOTHING....2C+, 1C, 2B
GNITE ALL, IM A HAPPY MONKEY....
down
a fren of my mine feeling down....sigh....it hit me too for the past couple of days bcos i cant control it and i felt its my fault....anyways i know how it feels to be upset and it sucks and nothing turns out right sometimes....well for me, id look for someone to talk to, online or ill blast music off my speakers or id go out for a ride or id go shooting...anything that occupies me actually.....im concern for ppl who left impacts in my life.....being alone and all...well i can say more or less w/o a family, of cos i have my loving mom and my father in indonesia but they are like away from me, so frens are the closest to me....and those who made me feel swell and happy are the ones that im concern bout when they are troubled......anyways, cheer up pal...go to bed and wake up tumoro, try to forget bout everything...if u need someone to talk to, my hp's always on....even if i dont answer at work, i will call u back...
annie asked if i played pool...yeah i did like so long ago...she asked me for a game or two....yeah why not...im glad that we are frens now and ok with everything...")
a relative of a patient pisses me off...ugly singaporeans...when they shout and demand for stuffs, dont they ever try to recall how ugly they were???? gosh...i wish i could give her one tight slap.....my face were red trying to hold myself down, i guess my blood were boiling hot....steaming....but i managed to calm myself down and ignore as she raised her voice at our nursing officer who tried to explain for us....thanks sister....even chen-lin couldnt take it....sigh, lets not bring work back home...
anyways, i am still crazy bout motards....though my ultimate dream bike are harleys but motards seems so much fun to ride....im so tempted....i guess ill give myself a treat when my results is out....and if i confirm clear everything....and while i was at it, ratnor was showing me all sick stuff that was done to honda jazz/fit...freaking cool la....all the mods...but sg...hmm a little worrying......
i guess, ill log off, watch teevee or something....tumoro i wanna run...jus to release all the negativity, stress and all in a positive way...then if im not tired, pay bills and all(which i did not do cos it rained the whole evening) then go for a haircut(cos i only like the way i look with real short or real long hair not in between) then probably shoot or paint(IF IT DOESNT RAIN) hehehehe...
kla peepz, macam hungry larh....tom yam noodles anyone? see ya...
ouh cilipadi, cheer up kay?
sigh
anyways tumoro AM shift....weds and thurs offday....woots....
im going out shooting again.....bnws....and on weds or maybe tumoro i will get stuffs for developing my own bnws.....woots....im psyched.....
tumoro, settle bills, installments, etc, etc....half of my pay will be gone....urrghhh.
kla i dunno really wat to blog....gnite peepz....
Black and whites
met up with nadim, yana, mafie and hazri.....nadim and me wanted to send our rolls to Triple-D while mafie wanted to return me my fisheye2, anyways the shot, i love it lots, its from yesterday at changi boardwalk.
the conversation with nadim(regarding processing bnws DIY), definitely gonna make me shoot more bnw and try my hands at developing them myself and buy a scanner for films....woots...if i do, in the next couple of months, you'd see more of bnws in my cameramafia. itll be rad, after you shoot, develop and scan yourself, not mentioning saving alot and privacy, you can shoot watever you want......watever.....cool right?
okla gotta head to habeb...meet ma pals....anyways, check out my other blog as well as my multiply
i have an 'ancient' form of photography but it still rocks.....c ya ard doks....
men are mere men
As mere humans, we all have flaws,
we still can't control or avoid, certain things in life.
Like diseases, calamities and feelings that gnaws,
no matter how much precaution you may take, if its gonna happen it'll strife.
Simplicity versus complexity,
compliance versus defiance.
Examples of the two extreme ends.
Good or bad,
Friend or foe.
If not careful, any would lead to a row.
It's not so simple as it seems,
you can't discard it as you please.
It will still linger beneath the seams,
Making living life far from ease.
Sleepless rome
i reached home, switched on ma mac....then itunes....lied down and dozed off awhile... woke up, sleepless....sheesh....
i wanted to go out with cilipadi but shes busy and anyways mankey and rashid asked me to changi boardwalk....mankey n lin pick me up....then we head to jurong point to fetch khairul and rose....changi boardwalk is awesome....cool place....to just stroll and shoot...we reached there earlier so we strolled along the path which can lead to changi village i guess but we didnt go all the way.....nice view, quiet, nice atmosphere... few newly weds having their photoshoot, few families just strolling and enjoying the view....
so rashid arrived and we head back to the 'kelong' walk, where there are huts above water to catch sunset....gosh...rashid and his pal all have this huge ass nikons.. made me drool....i gotta have one of those....wen i get my full pay, im going to starve myself for a month or two and not spend on uneccessary stuffs and get a D300 or something...their kits, gosh.....i can go shooting for days....
anyways, the sunset was power lah dok...awesome...i just hope the shots turn out the same, awesome...tumoro, im heading to triple-D to process 2 rolls....1.5 rolls came from changi boardwalk......i hope itll be awesome....i havent been shooting for weeks, so yeah....i hope i didnt loose my touch.....tumoro i will upload more....
so after the shot, we left for makan....initially we intend to makan at changi village but there was no parking! and it was crowded as hell....so since im the only one who havent ate a single meal for the day except for a kinder-bueno & tapioca chips before we left for changi, Lin suggested to let me decide whether to wait for a parking or leave to eat elsewhere, well i decided to leave and yeah i think i made the right decision...cos if were to eat at changi...the nicest to thing to eat there is probably the nasi lemak or the nasi ayam penyet.....but at bedok corner...theres a variety of choices and we had a feast....and the sugar cane juice was cheap...at 1.20 per mug, khairul had 3 of those...hahaha i had oyster omelet, which i tot was pretty nice and cockles kway teow, nice but a little sweet for my liking...the rest of the food they ordered were nice too.....so the journey back home after a full tummy was filled with laughter and recalling our secondary school days....i felt a little left out, cos im 1 year senior to mankey n khairul...but we still share the same teachers, some of them. and we had a good laugh, just like the journey to changi...khairul is comical and plus mankey on board, u can even develop six-pecs if u carry on longer....
so yeah, nice company, great day and great new pals...and certainly i guess id be shooting for a long long time......and i want all those gadgets....expect to see more fotos from me in the near future....i think id go shoot daily....
ouh april, i can shoot u more when i own a dslr...hehehe
