habibi ya maulana...

today i felt like habib....hmm but habib's no fun without shahreil thats why usually i asked/sms shahreil first if he'll be there... today no reply, hmm guess he's with his anang or cousins outside or something or probably sleeping...but hey looking on the brighter side, i get to write in here and continue studying later on....

speaking of which, although technically i have started studying days ago but it was only just now's session was fruitful enough, hmm 'not quantity, quality' zhiyuan quote few months back when i said to him, 'wah lau they not human ar, even during break can study....we always slack, at home after watch teevee then start to panick n study...even start early cant absorp..' hehehe what he said was true but i put in a little extra effort and it was great that i finally got an A few months back.....i dunno how much exactly i got but Mdm Chin did say 'Siddiq, you did very well...' LoL bangga ar tuh! bukan, cuma puas hati saja.....

today's sermon gave me a wake up call.....its about having dreams and not working on it makes those dreams, dreams only permanently.....well, im glad i made a move when i did not succeed in one field to try an alternative route to make my dreams a reality......and soon, insyahAllah, i'll be a happy psychiatric nurse....

today too, i made a new fren.....fad, added me on tagged..ouh he's not the new fren, his fren is....ouh she lives around my area, so i figured why not send her a message...and wala she replied and soon was on my msn and we talked......it was refreshing after a long time of having a new fren....in the past years, i did made alot of frens....but....hehehe soon nuff, they macam disappeared....ouh, some get attached la, some get married la....some went overseas la...and some decided to mix with the cool crowd that i do not enjoy hanging around with....LoL.....certain frens go, certain frens stay, you cant have all......anyway i cant handle all...LoL...still recall the times when i had to decide between my gilera frens, bukit batok frens, nursing frens and my ex gf when they all asked me out on the same day.....LoL......anyways, some frens are really those you have to cherish cos they are of the rare kinds.....:)

hmmm ouhk my mind suddenly went blank....ouh ya what im gonna do next 2 days, study....a movie if rashid and shahreil decides to go for one....hmmm change the oil on boba(or maybe next week)......get that 8pack action figures, swimming if not lazy....school gym if not lazy...LOL...hmmm tts about it i guess....and ouh wash caramella and search for the road tax....ugggh.....

speaking of caramella, she's staying....not going anywhere....im gonna keep her, till her coe ends and hopefully by then i have my own flat, lay up and keep her in my flat....:) after all tts what i wanted to do initially....orite....gonna switch on the tube to see whats on...if nothings good ill sleep or maybe read up a little....gnite peeps....

DNR = DO NOT RESUSCITATE....

do not resuscitate, leave me to die....LoL emo sak tu sentence kalau kau nengok dari angle salah.....LoL

ouh, NOFX NOFX NOFX.....wooooohooo..counting down......

was telling pen, my fren turned good pals turned distant pals turned msn bitchin pal....heheh well, she's still my pal after all this time, we were like bros n sisters sharing secrets.....anyways was telling pen, i wanna go for total knee replacement and a holiday where theres snow, to snowboard.....pen said, that will cost u alot......hehehehe well, life is short and when i finally can afford it, why not right?.....just wanna try things before im finally old and febrile....LoL

arrggh speaking of old and febril, lifting them gave me a back ache today...the hazards of nursing when u are pissed or tired of asking ppl for help because they can take their own sweet time, so i lifted the apek myself....at the expense of stretching my back....bad and stupid move....but her tigerbalm works wonders.....LoL.....speaking of which i got a whole lot of drugs to learn....sheesh! gotta go, cya....

hmmm....

need some soul searching i guess......i know my dreams....i want to work for it real hard though sometimes i get distracted... but the thing is, till now i dont know what i feel....if u know what i mean.....im stupid in this i know, i shouldnt be missing someone who doesnt cherish me but i know back then, that was real until...ok fullstop...LoL

was telling shareil, hey when can i like have that spending power huh?....he said soon, dont get married....LoL.......shareil i do want to get married.....and right now theres only one candidate in mind...hahah but she has someone i suppose....shes just a fren.....actually ive liked her for a long time....since we've known actually thru the introduction of lisda....but hey shes just a fren...

just now, we went to the flea market at china square and far east square....and hehe i got shareil tempted at toys but hey he resisted pretty well only to come back next week for that mad magazine board game....i, i bought lando & bib fortuna....next week if i have sufficient im purchasing that 8 figurines set....LoL.....and i bought myself a DC t-shirt just now...nice, simple, moose....LoL......haiz....im behind time in my schedule...gotta speed up my studying....focus sid, focus...and i realise my abdominal area is growing in girth....better start that routine of crunces i long left....LoL......ive been a slacker....being a nurse tires me out, so i did not work out but just laze on off days....better give my butt a kick to start off....LoL....

ok gotta go....and ouh...anyones got any ideas for mommy's bdae prezzie?.....was thinking crocs...hmm should i?....