counting down

79kg counting down.....target b4 year end>>>the weight during NS 68kg, 11kg more......fasting mth coming up, i think i can do it, if i control my intake at night. minimum target>>>75kg

EM...TEE..VEEE--------------LOKEK

hehehe was a fucken hell of a nervous night.....never felt like that before...had to go up on stage, shake the ministers hand and recieve my prize(mtv crap merchandise, i only like the lanyard and the rest i guess is junk from their office) my work was shown, actually the screen shot only....wahliao eh, even though they didnt play the animation but it looked superb on big screen...and ppl clapping n photographers snapping away at me shaking the minister's hand is unbelievable......the flashes on me, i felt like a superstar...even though it was just a brief moment...congratulations, he said....i was happy until i walk over to where yani was, open up the goodie bag to be disappointed with wat mtv gave me.....--->>> a mug, a lanyard, a card holder, paper weight! thats all??? how sengkek can they be???.....if i knew id had participated for m1...1st prize got 1k cash cheque....i definitely can do better than that indon boy
sheesh...i was real disappointed...yani looked bored...so we left for makan...ate at beach rd..as usual she wanted to pay for the meal...but i declined...i told her to go dutch....after the meal...i tot of sending her home cos usually she'd want to go home early....last night, it was different....she said she wanna eat mcdonald's yogurt and suggested we go to the one at west coast park....so ended up chit chating, eating ice cream and yogurt at the park..laughed, joked, gossiped......i think i do stand a chance after all eh?...hehehe....

life updated

flu today....schmuks......mistakes at work.....schmuks......

ive forgotten about orders...shit i didnt order some items that were suppose to come on monday...but its ok....ive rectified the problem......loans n installments n bills is worrying me....im just working my ass off to pay those off but soon enough ill be free.

i cant wait fer noisesg launch this friday evening at rouge....kavitha(noise) called up asking me for the name of the partner im bringing to the launch.....first i called was shahreil...being a close fren, he's the first i thought i would bring along and share my joy with....he got a date with yati...tts fine....so i browsed thru my phonebook.. no one elses close would want to....so i sms 3 girls...i knew..hehehe...n see who respond the fastest.....yani did....n she'd tag along...cool....oh since pen said she's not sure if she's free.....see i got a date with yani again....coolness....get to meet that sweet girl again....

ive never recieved a prize on stage before...well actually yes...for my act, in primary school....i don a mask and acted as a martian....our team was presented a token....other than that was my graduation ceremony....this one i think is the coolest, id be recieving merchandise from mtv and a minister will be handing it to me. this all for the 'pochong' animation i did....cant wait....im sure itll be kinda glorious...hehehe....recieving something in front of a crowd and in front of the girl u like....hehehe...like only ha...not more than that....

i love caramella.....if i could afford i wouldnt sell it off, even if i were to get that schmackin' ktm540 i saw.....fucken caught my eye....i can already imagine switchin it to motard rims......u know, when i just got my license, i wanted to get a wr200 but dad forbids....but scooters, i love them too...tts why the 5 years of vespa and the now gilera.....

haiz...work, work, work....wen will i get a better job, tts fun and pays well....i hope one day, someone would say 'hey my company need an engineer...' or this friday, mtv would say 'would like to join us...' heheheh dream on sid....u gotta work hard.. things dont just fall from the sky.....

gotta sleep, adioz....