the sky is not always blue

the sky is not always blue.....the colour changes....orangey and sometimes reddish in the evening...... same goes with people...

life, has always been full of complications,...mines the same as yours..... at some point you will always be wondering about why a certain thing happens and for what reason it happened......

right now, i don't question anymore things that doesnt happen in my favour or at least i try not to. for example the jobs i failed to get, the ups and downs, etc...
when i question, it will only add up to the pressure, the stress and its freakin unhealthy.....i try to relax myself a little, give my mind some space and resume back once i am comfortable once again......i push myself everyday but i try not think too much when things fail.....just take it easy a little....if its meant to be, it will happen, right? the jobs and all.....actually i was glad about the failed interview just now....i didnt actually would like working there.....i was there just for the money and the career posibilities.....i will keep on hunting though for the best.

today i slept thru a couple of miss calls.....shareil and my sis....
i guess my sis is facing her teenage woes again....and need me to advice...hey sorry, i was dead tired...shudve called later when i woke up to meet the boys...talk to u another day yeah sis? speaking of which, mebbe i can bring u n hazmi out at the end of the mth when abg gets his pay...:)....wanna see how u guys are now.....

shareil & leo are still engrossed with their violence packed game.....im bored oredi......wanna doze off.....see ya ard guys.....