thursday is the fourt or fifth day of the week?

it doesnt matter, wat matters most, time is moving, its not waiting for anyone like the saying goes, "time and tide waits for no man". ive tried to put enthusiasm into my life, i woke up early on wednesday....but at the end of the day i still feel disappointed cos, its another day i failed to get a job....and soon itll be a new day, and before u know it its already the 2nd half of april......time really flies when youre stuck........

i really hope that the flea market pen's be talking bout gonna take place, im going to sell some of my 'valuable' stuffs away to earn some bucks for survival.....im trying to be independent here, not wanting to rely on others....in this world you'd have to learn how to survive on your own no matter what......never take frens and family for granted. what if they were never around....whatcha gonna do?....its not ego, its self discipline. but sometimes you have got no choice...........

stagnancy has driven me nuts....if there is such a word, stagnancy.....i need to move, climbing to the top, why wont anyone allow this ambitious boy to climb up? i dun care whatever i get now, i will work hard until i get another better offer....if theres no better offer, i will try to climb from the bottom......

my real dream is being my own boss....but i know thats being too ambitious and business is rather risky(my dad once didn't make it). i miss my dad but i cant visit him for certain reasons......dad, ill always remember u......i hope you'll be fine very soon.....

i need a job quick....n i still miss ya....the same....adios....