sick of this life im living

sometimes i just wished i got that job i wanted years ago....by now id be living on my own already happily....cos probably id can afford it....

im my own fault for the life im living now....i dont blame anyone else....

if i were to progressed sooner....have a stable pay, i wouldnt be stuck in this hell-hole.

aiyah, everyones avoiding....when ure in a lurch...its always like this...

im tearing now....but im holding it back...cos im telling myself...im strong....i can. i will fuck him...