may the force be with u

apparently the much awaited star wars episode III has been released last thursday but its suprising that some of my frens are not even keen about it....i feel like im out of this world around them, ive only managed to get shareil, rashid & aisha.....i know they are working but they dont sound keen at all....gee has, the force died in them. although i admit, im no huge fan like probably rashid or adi(who has hundreds of star wars figurines) but its like a part of our lives, we grew up with it, watching it, just like superman & batman & spiderman, except star wars has greater effects and more story line to it, rather than just eliminating bad villains....its a life story of how evil actually evolved from a pure creature, a child.......well, i dunno but thats my view, i mean its like a must to see the continuation or should i say the end of the star wars thingy....watever it is, im watching tommorow and making my life complete by watching episode III.

star wars aside, 'empty' talks again at alifs....but somehow the laughters, the jokes, the smiles of their faces never fail to lighten me up....they are wonderful for being there most times...cos i wouldnt know what i would be doing if they weren't around....especially on days like this when i had nothing to do.....

sometimes i think back about my actions at canadian pizza, i know some of them are asswipes over there...but i wasnt being smart by letting them win...if i had stayed at least now i have a part-time job and my pay wouldve probably escalated to at least 6-7bucks per hour, i was the 2nd strongest man there when nazrul left. i gave in too much to my emotions...probably im no hypocrite...thats why...some ppl, my fren, can even turn his back on me just to keep himself out of the water.....sigh....

no use thinking bout old times...but sometimes u cant help it....the mistakes that uve done sometimes shouldnt have been there cos u very well knew the consequences but u did it anyway jus to satisfy yourself and you ignore the consequences....i was being dumb at times, it cost my future...but im glad, at least i have something...

the call from the HR at HMV actually gave me the boosts to try further...just keep on applying, while im still with esplanade....at the esplanade i can reap in big bucks from what i heard but once the season of shows died down, the casuals would die along....thats the bad part.....

im getting more comfortable with my room, thanks shareil for the advice, cleaning up does help, so now u know why...id rather be at home....hehehe...c ya at the show tommorow...may the force be with u.....:) oh by the way anyone wanna tag to kingdom of heaven next week?....