i am the last option/resort to certain people...and im so dumb to fall into their schemes...sigh....
anyways put that aside, i had a great time last night, thanks bro....especially adisam for making it possible....friday night skates are rare.....and yest was one of them....almost pull off my kickflips and halfcabs...manage to make my fakie shuvits a little more consistent though.....need practise....i wonder if sheikh is skating tonight....if he is, ill tag along....
sigh....so bored saturday....now that shahreil is married and me being single the rest work shifts and weekends....i need a new batch of single frens...heh...sms mankey out with lin....feel awkward if go out with them kalau melayu cakap, macam tiang lampu...heh...the rest, weekends is when they earn their living and some have family outings.....so here i am at bukit batok...wanna meet mom pon, mom working...
sigh, i guess ill just head back to teck whye and rot my eyes playing ps2....heh...
hope jessie or bird comes back teck whye today, at least got company....heh...can talk cock or learn more about mongolia....heh....bird gave me some advice just now. what he say is true...but at times my heart outwit my brains...thats the shitty part.
kla my eyes get tired easily.....i think ive decided, eye-surgery followed by tkr.
the last option/resort
i cleared
i cleared my exams...not very well...but good nuff for the effort i put in....furthermore i had exams when i was shifting and facing so many problems...but hey, its over now and i cleared.....phew....
gore...
it was hell of an experience...yest i saw the surgeons cut up ppl but never really got to see up close cos my view was blocked by their assistants....
TODAY i was the scrub nurse...i double-scrub with a senior....im like the assistant to the assistant surgeon....i saw him cut up that man's finger upclose with that bard-parker blade....the finger was cut zig-zag to repair/reconstruct the lacerated tendon...fucken cool dude.....its the real thing not some gray's anatomy or some shit show like that, its real....
and yest my first code blue experience...ubber cool....
im considering after my 3year bond with IMH to apply as an OT-nurse...insyahallah...
im interested....honestly.
hehe today had conversations with my new room-mate jesse, the mongolian-muslim...cool, shes not as fierce as she seems....nice to talk with....i guess ill have a pal after all...heh...i helped her fix her wireless thingy on her laptop so she can connect to the internet...i know how it feels to be far away from home...so thats the least i could do....
the bird-man buying ben-n-jerry's tonight....me, bird n jesse will have a movie night later...i got a feeling we'll bond and become macam 1 family....insyahallah...
jesse, does solat....good...at least it drives me to be less lazy...cos the ppl im staying with all solat....it brings me closer to god.
i hope to scrub again tumoro....hopefully ill get to assist, yati's grandad's case...
yadayadayada
layankan je...hehe
fooooohoooo jng tak jadi la friday skate....woooooohoooo
hmmm still deciding between jakarta n ubin....
the thing is, if jakarta id be going alone....
otot.....serious case man...this is where what u see on teevee comes to life, minus the drama- mama.......just now got code blue....everybody kanchiong but in the end they settled everything....one life saved......hehehe
so the big girl, jessie is her name....forgot to ask, she's muslim or not...heh....
its cool that she cleared out the clothes in the wadrobe...now i got more space! yeayness.......
my home-cooked dinner.....curry-spicy sardines...heh....
lovin life
i love ol films.
i love comedies.
i love skateboarding.
i love bikes.
i love (to have) a car(& a license to drive)
i love cameras.
i love singlehood.
my new house mate looks like she could beat me up anytime.
my future looks like its getting interesting.
my figure looks like its expanding.
my dark rings looks like its lightening.
my circle of frens looks like getting smaller.
with the rain at nights and work it looks like id not be skating for sometime.
it looks like im gonna land myslef with another film camera.
looks like im going to get the diana if i have spare cash.
looks like itll be a busy weekend this week.
looks like i cant go bare-bodied n walk around in my boxers only anymore since theres a female in the house.
looks like i gonna have to sleep pretty soon.
looks like im gonna have to say goodbye to the ppl im chatting with.
looks like....bye2...
jakarta, solo?
okok....dad ask me to go back solo during my break...hmmm we'll see la kay?... dad says i put on weight....yada, yada, we talkd....me, i love listening...thats where i grasp inspiration, ideas and sorts.....my uncles, my aunties, my granmas....in my aunt's larkin house....huge house, which majority of singaporeans down here can only dream off but possible over there...dad wants me to check for him his stuffs in sg...but he forgot his ic, so mulan gonna scan it and send it to me via msn or something, so that i could use that with the authorization letter....
tired and sleepy....and halfway back to sg, cik-jo asked "diq, drive diq..." hehe too bad i have no class3...he was sleepy and he tot i had class3...heh....
met the guys a little while...tumoro i gotta help shahreil transport his bike over to tampines....tumoro is his wedding and he'll be staying at inlaws for a week....
me im looking forward to the solo-jakarta trip if it does happen....ouh solo is a place . heh.....if he's sponsoring, then ill definitely go....we'll see....heh
gnite peepz...
