gore...

it was hell of an experience...yest i saw the surgeons cut up ppl but never really got to see up close cos my view was blocked by their assistants....

TODAY i was the scrub nurse...i double-scrub with a senior....im like the assistant to the assistant surgeon....i saw him cut up that man's finger upclose with that bard-parker blade....the finger was cut zig-zag to repair/reconstruct the lacerated tendon...fucken cool dude.....its the real thing not some gray's anatomy or some shit show like that, its real....

and yest my first code blue experience...ubber cool....

im considering after my 3year bond with IMH to apply as an OT-nurse...insyahallah...
im interested....honestly.

hehe today had conversations with my new room-mate jesse, the mongolian-muslim...cool, shes not as fierce as she seems....nice to talk with....i guess ill have a pal after all...heh...i helped her fix her wireless thingy on her laptop so she can connect to the internet...i know how it feels to be far away from home...so thats the least i could do....

the bird-man buying ben-n-jerry's tonight....me, bird n jesse will have a movie night later...i got a feeling we'll bond and become macam 1 family....insyahallah...
jesse, does solat....good...at least it drives me to be less lazy...cos the ppl im staying with all solat....it brings me closer to god.

i hope to scrub again tumoro....hopefully ill get to assist, yati's grandad's case...