still unsure

i took the job cos i had no choice....mainly financial woes, im oredi 26 i cant rely on anyone...gotta be independent...i got a feeling that the job will be boring but ive got no choice....

into the 2nd day....i was adapting....except i find it a drag.....maybe bcos i have yet to do my real job.....as a supervisor....responsibilities...etc....im just like a stacker for the 2 days....replenishing stocks....forwarding...etc.....

like i said before....i have to work for at least until i settled everything or got a better job....that i guess will take at least 4-5months....hopefully by then i can already adapt and find the job much more enjoyable.....u see guys, money is not everything....even if u got a reasonable pay, the job u do u does not enjoy, its still unsatisfying...this is human...we cant help it but feel that way......

the manager was giving encouraging comments and frequent taps on the shoulde does boost morale....he even said that all the TLs stand a chance to get promoted and hopefully to the post of a manager, depending on their performace and so on...

i was thinking, even if i dont quite like the job....id stay for at least 6mths to a year by then at least id have something to put on my resume and does not show that im just a job hopper who never gets satisfied.....and probably i could move on from there, apply other retail jobs...or customer service line, which is much more enjoyable.....or probably my will to try what faizal told me to will reap in profits....then i could stay and know at the back of my head that im earning extra money on top of my boring job.....see, this is all in the future...its still uncertain, so ill just wait and take each day slowly.....

my ultimate goal is, to live comfortable....not meaning to be wealthy....just comfortable......

gnite peepz....

0 comments: