weird dreams....

i guess i was looking forward to a holiday if there will be....i was asking the guys last night about bali....mana wasnt enthusiastic....i am cos i like bali and i found a fren, diana who would be going there in sept & december.....anyway....i woke up dis morning.....after a weird dream...we were all in bali, shareil, adil, mankey, lin, basically the guys at alifs yest....shahrul joint us later....with betik, thats the weird part, shahrul was with betik...she's married sak...but anyway its a dream.. i shared rooms with shareil....i bought kites for my siblings from the peddlers outside our room but had no money to pay so i told them tumoro.....then i sat in the room...shareil was washing tevee.....then a knock on the door...a balinese boy handed over 2 coconuts cut at the top to reveal its water.......shahreil splashed one across the room....and pour the other into an altar and drunk the rest.....that was the weirdest....tts tt i cant remember the rest of the details....

was at lunch, i know queenstown muslim food is going to be closed for a week...but i stayed at that coffee shop cos its less crowded than the next one....i ate my nasi goreng merah ikan bilis hungrily....drinking my bottled plain water(to save money) to down the not so delicious indian food...but as i was hungry, i finished the plate clean...i walk off immediately after my drink as i was never comfortable sitting alone...as i walked i saw pakcik sitting down dazed...probably thinking about some stuffs...i want to tegur...but i hesitated cos he seemed in his own world and i do not want to disturb him....i wanted to smile but he never blinks....so i just walk off...perhaps tumoro i can greet him.....still got 40 minutes of break time... decided to catch free news at the library....grab a newspaper...sat n read...i turned my head....at the noise at the cafe.....then i saw bedah...i wanted to say hi but then again, i hesitated....didnt want her to think im some psycho or stalker....so i left the library thinking if i did the right thing....anyways it doesnt matter anymore cos they have got nothing to do with me anymore....

i told aisha, i saw her dad n sis....but she wasnt in a mood to speak.....its ok, ive had days like that too....in this world....one could be having so much fun and all, while another could actually be drowning with sorrow or problems....to all the latter.....i hope things will be better for u guys....cheer up....

training....was a little tough...but the trainer commended me....cos i did quite well, ....happy but i do not know how ill fare tumoro...its a 3hour test...sheesh..

i was happy at first in the morning wen i asked doris, she told me theres only 2 shifts, 0730-1500 or 1500-1030.....until i overheard a supervisor setting schedules... there are in fact more than that....i hope my branch only has 2.

i saw the supervisor from jurong east, she was working as a supervisor jus about ten years ago, when i worked part time.....it made me wonder why is she still a supervisor...then wei tat told me, probably last time she just promoted and now shes level4, he also said "u know la even army takes a long time to promote one....10 years then staff seargent one...." and i was like "okay..."

the max pay for TLs is abt 1.8k....if itll take me ten years to get to 1.8k is not worth it...ill wait a year and see my increments....but anyways come next year, im having a back up plan....im doing part time marketing...at my own free time, i know some of u dispise this but hey, im doing it out of income...so why not right? and probably ill be doing heavy ebaying and yahoo-ing to add on to my income...come next year...its good source of extra income at minimal cost, why not right?....gotta go guys...c ya...