complications of the simple mind....

i jus wanna chill, sit & laugh alot...but before long i was restless, longing to do something else, i do not know what...its probably my subconcious mind taking control of me as to why i am lagging today......or the guilt of having a day rest off the usual?..
i do not know....life is mysterious indeed....

i was super 'slacky' today.....probably i was tired....mentally......so the brain tells the body to slack...but the mind...wants to keep going...its like a conflict between a virus and an anti virus....between an epidemic & a cure....etc.....positivity repels negativity....

my mind, body n soul needs a rest from everything....the bangkok trip this june is a great getaway but i won't compromise my dreams...if say i get a good job before i buy the tickets, i will not go just like last year, i miss the phi2 island trip cos i got a job with harimau petrocon.....this time round might just be the same...so frens, if so happens i get a job, im sorry, i have to back out again.....

part of me is still keen on running on my own business....but the capital n idea is not there .....yet....

some of us are just entertaining ourselves, to keep the worries away for a moment... the laughters, the smiles are just the rested self.....the self that needs a break...
its a new day again...so soon, time flies & it waits for no man.....the hunt continues....