calculations after calculations....

i have to adapt to changes....in plans n lifestyle....quite frequently.....calculations after calculations, i wont have enough for bangkok....im not complaining...even though it means being left in sg over the weekends alone, cos most of my frens will be going...but looking on the bright side, i have all the time to myself where i can do many things, read books, or self improve on certain things...or start revising....whatever it is....

my caramella is ready.....the cost for the reapirs 285freakin dolars...haiz....when will i finally get to shop....anyways, its worth it cos i love caramella alot since i got no one to love at the moment...hahahaha just joking.....it means i will spend my lonely times, fine tuning, washing n waxing my caramella...hahaha there i go again..

oh i spent 4 bucks on things that i shudnt have bought....a sketchbook for doodling out of boredom and a fountain pen.....hahaaha but its worth it, at work, i spent hours doodling cos i didnt have things to prepare....it kept me occupied....

the need for more cash calls for the need for another job....part time that is...im gonna juggle 3 jobs soon....day time relief teacher(sometimes lab tech)/ staging casuals at esplanade & by night 'waiter' at a pub. of cos im not doing it all in a day.....i said juggle right?...yeah i did so.....but i wont be seeing the money cos they will be spent on outstanding bills, my bike, insurance & road tax and my settling my loans.....see...i need to be independent...settle everything asap... and soon i'll be back as before....enjoying life.....*smiles...of cos not forgetting i need to save a little as age is catching up.....ill need the money sooner or later..

cant wait to see caramella.....c ya guys.....put a smile on ur faces always, leave the emotions back at home, go out...haf fun, enjoy n relax urself....