im the sort that can ignore phone calls when im dead tired and sleepy and that ringtones just appears as part of my dream only to wake up and see miss calls...but i know something is wrong when i can wake up answer it and even in my half-concious groggy state, i can answer the call and even make conversations and i meant two way...
i dont know wat is wrong la and i guess that spell is on me now...ouh wells....
girls are rather upredictable, they'd call you when u least expected and they won't when you want them to....but the essence of surprise and joy when they call is just the oomph of it....anyways i guess im stuck and i got myself into it...so ouh wells....
u know it when...
first ND
night duty.....SUCKS! KENA SABO....PPL DECIDED TO TAKE MC....WAH LAN DOI.......
anyways, i coped....pretty fucked up, barely half and hour break....rushing the hourly parameters and all....it sure suck to do a junior role....
anyways, i hope i didnt do something stupid yest.....anyway, my phones been quiet....i hope everythings alright....if not ouh wells.....
now the most important thing for me to do is get some booze....oops i meant snooze...
anyways an old tune for all to enjoy....cover of plush(stone temple pilots) peformed live by Pear Jam.
slacker...
slacking, slacking, slacking and today is my first night duty.....whaoh...i dunno wat to expect but i hope itll be easy on me....
was talking to april, a couple of her frens die young.....sad, diseases and fate some of things we cant avoid...i was telling shahreil the other day, amongst the boys i guess i'll go first....i dont mean now, i mean in the future....haha....anyways one of april's fren of fren died of bone tumor which i presume is bone cancer which metastasis to other parts or the vital organs which is the actual cause of the death. sad huh? but hey we cant avoid fate....resistance, denial is futile....
been listening to old skool tunes of imeem but too bad half of them is like restricted to only 30second preview.....weezer, stp, smashing pumpkins, stone roses, pear jam, kula shaker and many more sure brought back memories back when i was only 15 odd....
now im like 28 going on 29 and i still enjoy the tunes.....sigh i guess some parts of me never change....well in fact many.....
i guess i can be too dreamy at times.....i saw this nick on msn of a fren of mine, 'you might say im dreaming' something like that....i remembered saying that in my blog and to somebody long time ago.....ouh wells, thats pretty much history, soon....ill be living my dreams, with the pay im bringing home in a couple of months, probably i just could make some things i would like to achieve, possible.....
i dunno...i guess im such an ass at times....sigh.....sid, sid, some things does never change in you.....
ok gotta go dok....getting ready for work while blasting weezer of my speakers.....
my childhood
as a child, i was very imaginative....and my ambitions was never near normal or sanity compared to the norms....i either wanted to be a superhero, a racecar driver and many many more...one of them was to be a wrestler.....
wrestling back then was very popular with the kids, the wwf....kids around my age would remember names like hulk-hogan, legion of doom, andre the giant and many more....i even had the figurines of my favourite stars bought with my own pocket money, mommy have always made me use my own pocket money which of course she gave me in the first place, her ways of bringing me up taught me to be more independent...anyways, the other thing i love to do was drawing..my drawing sucks, its nowhere near reality...i mean i suck at art but i sure like drawing cartoons.....even in secondary school, i teamed up with my classmate to make a comic book for our english project.....and till today, i still enjoy doodling just for the fun of it....and some even got printed on my own t-shirt which have yet to be sold at sheikh's store...hehe...and here, is my latest craze, the lucha....lucha-libre in spanish is freedom fighter if im not wrong...something like that but its funny cos the wrestlers who fight in the ring are none of that sort, rather they fight to earn a living....heres my cartooned version of luchalibre...
im such an ass
i think im such an ass, i dunno why....but it happened again....sigh....
anyways went skating with ratnor last night.......yes i guess we are old...hahaha anyways its like slacking half the time rather than skating.....partly ratnor was tired from the 3km run he had earlier....and me, im just plain slacking....i was actually hoping for april to call but she was thoughtful nuff not to, cos when i get back she said she didnt want to call cos she knows im skating and doesnt want to like disrupt my fun something like that....anyways glad she's fine oredi....anyways ratnor taught me the essential of nose manual....well...i need more practise...tonight maybe?
sometimes i wish theres some kind of bullet proof vest but hey, its god's will in some ways right?......im glad anyways im more aware of what i might get myself into or of the consequences if things goes in the opposite direction....well im prepared.... sometimes i feel im like a small boy who needs the attention and all, i guess im not that independent after all eh?
its raining.....gosh i dont think i would go out in this kind of weather, i just tot of getting some food or something....hmm i guess ill just cook myself come sardines or something....
and babe.....i miss u larh...
errr
errr i dunno wat to say....but hey, im not lying.....im not the type who enjoys lying their way thru.....sorry u got me wrong there....
news newsy
awww....april lost her mp3....she said probably it dropped off or something or while we were on the bike....anyways i asked her to check again after work...i hope she finds it
iskandar aka bird came home yest....this morning we chatted awhile and appears that he wont be staying in teck whye cos he's comfortable in jurong all, cos he feels pampered there, laundry, food and everything done for him.....so supposedly, jansulu aka jesse's fren is going to be renting one of the rooms in this house and iskandar told me that its better if i take the master room.....theres pros and cons...one thing good bout the master room is, theres a toilet attached and a/c....but theres only one power point cos one is already taken up by the a/c. in my present room, theres 3 power points......and the other drawback is the master room is nearer to the living room which means i cant blast my music too loud and itd be damn irritating when the girl is watching teevee... but anyways exams over so, i dont pretty much need peace and quiet at most, id get myself a pair of headphones, maybe a wireless one while i blast music...LoL.....ouh wells, we'll just wait and see....one more thing, iskandar's room kinda messy and there's no wadrobe and i need to assemble the bed again....gosh...but the a/c and the attached bathroom kinda plus i must say....heh...well u cant have the best of both worlds aight?
watched ironman in may with april
yup u didnt read that wrong....ouh april is a person.....first time goin out with this 'cili-padi' to watch wat we both wanted to watch but many of our frens watched oredi... so we end up watching together la....anyways, ironman....power la dok...and april was quick nuff to spot...'theres a sequel'....cos the black guy said he'd wanna try on the armor suit next time and i actually recalled iron-man had this 'side-kick' kinda thing more of a super-friend....he's called 'war-machine if im not wrong in the comics..... looking forward to the sequel if there is....robert downey jr...rocks....
and april rocks too....ahhh, that cilipadi rocks la beb....felt like known her for so long....i had a great time but too bad time flies pretty fast....and before we knew it we had to head home.....next time maybe yeah april?....ure addictive la dok....LoL....
and have to say this....miss ya babeh.....eh hope u come to my ward next ar....then we can work together2....hehehehe...kla till next time...just hope to go out more with ya...u are adorable la dok, honest....
roar...
after 3years i decide to try again with better tools...looks better but my hands are rather stiff and my strokes get off hand....need to be more fluid...ill guess im reliving my halfway hobby back then....will definitely do more...its hard...but its fun...p.s. bad fotos with my camera fone, ill wait for mr.mankey to upload the shots he took...heeee..
Lameness
sigh...bored...yada...yada....exams over but i dont feel good either....cos prolly of the mistakes i make...yeah right im stubborn i kept telling myself not to check the answers when i got home but as usual i bound to do it.....i always couldnt resist and now i got worried over nothing.....
well, yest was hell yeah boring after the papers...collected the cans from arman and decided to paint at night but the sky wasnt in favor but it never rained after all.. daym i got tricked....oh wells, nevermind.....im going to do it today if theres no plans whatsoever which i think that will just be the case.....
this is the last weekend ill be at home, monday onwards ill be doing my prcp and that means 3 shifts for 6 more weeks......and then followed by 2weeks in ICU and ill get my results and all and hopefully everything went smoothly and i end with a diploma in nursing.....and prolly start work shortly after that...so literally this IS my last weekend.... how sad...but ive been thru this anyways, was working as a supervisor at the supermarket where i had to do shift work....hey but at least theres no night shift.. hohohoh......
the weathers getting warmer as the days...im sweating....and sweating....and sweating.
my favourite attire at home is my boxers and sleeveless....and yet still im sweating..
i want to watch iron man.....sigh but many of my frens are occupied....urrghh...i guess as we get older this is what will happen...most of ur frens will be very occupied, either at work or family or the other halves.....makes things worst halve of my frens work shifts.....urrgggh.....ouh wells, i think i make my trip to bukit batok today.....:)
gotta go....taaa....hang out my laundry....
okok
okokok last paper woots....
okokok watever la eh.....
okokok so warm in here....
okokok natural eyeshadow start forming beneath my eyes.....
okokok im not dumb ok.....
okokok im going to bed.....
okokok taaaaa.....
supplies
arman was online...woots....friday ill be recieving 7 cans plus a pack of spray-tips... for $41....i dunno either why i got it....but i jus wanna paint for fun.....i did before in 2005 and it sucked and i wanna try again with a little help of the appropiate tools....woots....gnite peeps...
sianz
so late and im still up....insomniac la...hahaha no la...just have to go thru my bio, after the mistakes i done in the management paper, im taking precautionary measures for bio, make sure im very2 sure then ill stop.....
oh wells, i went online just now for a couple of minutes...sigh lots of my frens not online...waddya expect tumoro holday mah.....if im not wrong ratnor gone to party, the rest of my bb pals, probably slept early cos they are going to stjohn's island later... and im going to miss that....hmmmpphhh....
im going to make myself sleepy very soon....and probably wake up to revise again... nevermind, tahan until friday, then i can enjoy a little liao...i wanna watch iron-man, i wonder if the guys are free friday night....hmmmm...we'll see.....gnite peeps... love ya all, enjoy your labor day....sadly, i cant.....sob...sob...LoL
dont check
i always tell myself after every paper....dont check the answers....but i just couldnt resist....made a couple of mistakes in the mcqs section.....gosh i hate management topics....so like wth.....anyways....i know the grades not going to be colorful, probably a dull C or D.....but im hoping for the best....
anyhus....back to my interest in photography.....decided to upload a couple of my better portrait shots on deviantart....spontaneous-portraits thats what they call them...got a couple of comments that already spur me to shoot more people....i'm wonder if im daring nuff to shoot like rashid's pal, he went up close with his wide-angle to shoot people... i doubt so cos im not that bold, for me probably i will have to use a bigger lens such as the telephoto to steal shots....:)
awww...back to mugging...for the last paper....microbiology.....and i tot nurses dont have to go to the extent of MICRO.....nabey......macam scientists going to do experiments on lab-rats but hey there's some relevance to studying microbiology, in a way it helps us understand more bout bacteria, viruses and actions of medications...but still, its like wth.....im going to be in psychiatry.....
ujian
dalam beberapa jam lagi gue akan hadapi ujian yng kedua di skolah.....ntah ya, rasanya macam kurang siap gitu tapi gue yakin dengan diri gue.....
walaubagaimana pun, selamat pagi skalian.....dan ada seorang itu bagai buat gue keliruan gitu ya?....
old stuff
i found an old sketch dated 2005 in my scrap book....an attempt to improve my impromptu piece 'dots'. as i get bored with revisions, i took out my color pencils and colored it...oh wells...mebbe ull see me again on concrete, just maybe...
gnite peeps, sleeping, later at 9am i got another paper...wish me luck..
why.....
why hasnt the seller of the spray tips contacted me yet...urrrghh
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yo buddy....barangkali kamu ni cuma mimpi saja lo....dreaming, panaginip.....
kalo betul-betul barangkali kamu harus sabar ya...tunggu saja lor....lihat bagaimana kesudahannya....skarang ya kamu perlu tidur....rehatkan diri kamu yng capek....waduhh..
permisi sekalian....
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